We need an autism art show flair

We need an autism art show flair

I love showing my art here to people who may have the same interests as me and I’d love too see y’all’s art as well. Our art is has special aura like no other art because we are autistic and that makes it automatically better

u/iammentallynotoklol — 2 days ago

Stare into my eyes. Don’t be scared.

Took this pic on my digi cam last night and other than having insane amount of aura look at that intense stare, i almost look neurotypical

This pic is how it feels to force eye contact, please feel free to put it in a museum

u/iammentallynotoklol — 5 days ago

Autism ruined my life

Autism is a curse. We’ve been told “it’s a superpower” that’s incorrect. It’s only a superpower if you’re smart. If you get the dumb autism with the learning disabilities you’re not that special now. Where’s my superpower? Because my whole life has been struggle. Autism ruined my life before it started. It starts at a few years old, you’re a female so you won’t get diagnosed for a long time. You have a little brother who got diagnosed at only a few years old. Your tantrums are just bad behaviour but your brothers are just autistic meltdowns. He doesn’t understand, he can’t regulate his emotions. You see the difference in how you’re treated compared to your younger sibling. You’re confused, you act the same way as your brother but he doesn’t get in trouble only you do. You start school, you’re behind in your learning. Your brain doesn’t work like the other kids. You’re having some trouble at school. You’re not getting along with your friends. They think you’re weird, they’re leaving you out. You will now feel this for the rest of your life. You don’t belong anywhere. Your parents find out your having a hard time at school, your now attending therapy. You’re diagnosed with anxiety. Therapy never helped, the panic attacks never stopped. Your therapist suspects you may be on the autism spectrum, she’s correct. You get an offical diagnosis, not that it changes anything. You enter sixth grade, this is a big year. Your going to high school next year with none of your friends, actually no one from your year level is attending this high school. You now have anxiety and depression, you start to develop some bad habits and now you’re put on medication. Your parents now watch everything you do, they don’t understand you. No one understands you. From the first day you attend your high school a rumour about you is circulating. Not only does your year level know about it but so does the year above. You didn’t do anything for this to happen, people can just sense that you don’t belong here. You eventually make a group of friends, only to get kicked out a few months into the school year. You ask the girl why she did it to this day and she still doesn’t have a reason. You’re mentally not coping, you never liked change and now everything is changing so fast. One day people like you and the next they don’t. throughout your high school years you never had a stable relationship or friendship, you start to think you’re the problem. You’re weird, you don’t act or think like the other kids and you’re falling behind on your education. You’re surrounded by people yet you’re so lonely, no one actually likes you for you. Masking only works for so long because you can’t be someone you’re not and that why everyone eventually leaves. You don’t know how to regulate these big emotions, people think you’re crazy. They send you to a specialist for bpd but your underaged, they don’t like to diagnose people who are underaged so instead they put you on anti psychotics. You’re confused, they never told you why you had to take this medication and it’s making you feel ill. Your doctor is also confused and you stop taking the anti psychotics, your therapist tells you it’s probably just your autism that’s why you feel this way. They up your medication, you gain a lot of weight and now not only are you unlikeable your now fat. Sometimes you feel nothing at all, the people around you accuse you of being heartless. You graduate high school. You’re alone because you have no friends so you work 24/7. You spend your nights maladaptive daydreaming and over thinking causing you to spiral. You can’t reach out to anyone, no one cares about you. You don’t belong anywhere. You realise no one would care if you died, you can’t do that work needs you in! This is the cycle, this is the rest of your life

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u/iammentallynotoklol — 10 days ago

Real sick of these people.

No hate to this individual because a LOT of people are posting shit like this. Been seeing a lot of posts like this ”oh now all of a sudden everyone has sensory issues” “you don’t have sensory issues you just won’t say you shave because of the patriarchy”. When people reply back and say actually I do have sensory issues they say “WhATS ThE aCtAul REasoN”. I don’t have to explain my autism to anyone, my body my choice and I choose to be hairless

This is why feminists get a bad rep. I’m a feminist because women aren’t treated as equal, not because a women decides to shave her bush.

NEWS FLASH!! A lot of people are autistic. These people try to make the argument “why don’t boys shave then” they do. Men also shave, shocking

These people are realising there are a lot more autistic people than they think, And if you don’t have autism you still have the right to shave your body hair

u/iammentallynotoklol — 13 days ago

Fnaf 3 movie predictions

  1. Micheal Aftons purpose and ending. I think a few things could happen. I think it’ll be cool if his ending was dying in a fire, would be a good reference to actual lore. How I imagine it is Vanessa, Mike, Abby and the “good” animatronics stop Micheal from carrying on with his dad’s legacy. By doing this they burn down the pizzeria with Micheal in it, they saved the day hooray. Although I’d like to see it idk if it would actually happen, it may be to morbid for the movie lore as I think they’ve kept the gore and dark themes pretty tame. It’s possible that ending could be implied without showing Micheal burning alive.

Because the movie is a little corny I think what also could happen is Micheal switches sides. William comes back as Springtrap, Micheal realises his dad doesn’t love him and Vanessa convinces Micheal to become good. The ending will be kinda the same as my first prediction, Williams the one that dies in the fire

My last prediction on this topic is Micheal and William both die in the pizzeria fire. Micheal is still on William’s side even though William “turns on him”. William would “die” trying to kill Michael and Micheal would die trying to impress his dad

  1. Vanessa and Mike get together. Obviously this is going to happen even if it’s at the end of the movie. Vanessa will almost die trying to stop William, Mike will be sad and regret pushing her away in the second movie. They confess and Abby is happy. The end.

  2. Charlie/ charlotte reunites with her dad. Don’t ask me how it’s gonna happen idk what they are planning to do with the movie lore. Charlie/ charlottes dad will hopefully play a bigger role in the 3rd movie. Maybe he teams up with Vanessa to stop Micheal and William (if they find out he isn’t dead) and that’s how he’ll see her. I think if news gets out William isn’t dead Charlie/ charlottes dad would be more likely to help Vanessa stop him. If it was Micheal I don’t see why he would care to help, unless he knows Vanessa or Micheal personally

  3. Abby tries to contact Vanessa after the 2nd movie. I’m sure we will see the aftermath of that situation, Abby will probably be upset Vanessa isn’t around anymore. Abby has this hyperfixation with the pizzeria and the animatronics. She’ll probably sneak out again and try to find her. Mike finds out and it’s the same story as the first movie now we gotta find Abby again and Vanessa shows up

  4. This goes with the first prediction, after the fnaf 2 movie ending Mike thinks it’s best for him and Abby to move away. Mike gets another shitty job and Abby is unhappy

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u/iammentallynotoklol — 19 days ago

I made a stupid mistake

I started as a new phlebotomist last November and this is the first time I’ve made this mistake but I feel so stupid and I hope I don’t get in trouble. We write on our tubes instead of using stickers and I didn’t write the patients first name so it was obviously a recollection. Once the patient leaves I double check the tubes once again to be extra sure all the information is correct I don’t know how I could’ve missed this. According to the recollection paper work I only wrote the last name. I don’t know how this could’ve happened or how I could’ve missed this when double checking

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u/iammentallynotoklol — 1 month ago

I want to learn more about my culture

Hello guys, I’m f19 and I was born in Australia. I only speak English. I am both Italian and Slovenian. My grandma is 75 and she came to Australia when she was a little girl with her mum, her father died when she was little. She told me how bad it was, she got into Italy in a camp and did some schooling there. They came by boat to Australia as they were invited to build the work force. Both my parents were born in Australia. My grandad is also Slovenian but lived on the Austrian border till he was a teenager. He came to Australia later. Everyone in my family speaks English. I have never been to Europe. There are not many Slovenians here, mostly Italians and greeks. My grandma makes apple strudel and Portica on special occasions. She also makes stuffed pepper but I don’t know the name of those. When I was little we went to a Slovenian club, it was mostly for the elderly. During Christmas time they had a st Nicolas and people dressed in devil costumes would run around honestly it was terrifying. I don’t know much about Slovenian traditions and know way more about my Italian side than I do Slovenian but I’ve always wanted to know more about the culture

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u/iammentallynotoklol — 1 month ago

The autism experience with making friends

For some context we meet on a subreddit for finding friends. We lived pretty close to each other and only spoke for two days. This is my experience every time I try to make friends which surprise I don’t have any. I feel out of place everywhere I go, there’s is no place I belong

No hate to this person ofc, it was good they where honest. They say I did nothing wrong, I’d rather they tell me I did tbh. Is something wrong with me in general? Well yeah autism lmao

u/iammentallynotoklol — 2 months ago

My wire keeps snapping

I’m knew to this. I was using an 18 gauge wire for the base( was making a bracelet) and then I was wrapping a 24 gauge around it to add beads but during the process the 18 gauge kept snapping
Edit: I used 2 18 gauge wires and twisted them together to make them thicker

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u/iammentallynotoklol — 2 months ago

So he’s just bare foot ?

As he is turning purple he got them brown shoes on but once enard leaves his body he takes the god damn shoes with him 😭??? I understand why he has no shirt on that probably got ruined when he got scooped but as he is in the stages of decaying those shoes are on. The theory is enard wanted to add to his sneaker collection 👍🏻

u/iammentallynotoklol — 2 months ago

I hate my autistic brother

Calm down I’m autistic myself. He ruined any chance of me getting close to my mum as a kid and now. He has more special needs than me so he got all the attention during my childhood. Every time my mum wanted time with me my brother would do something to sabotage it. I’m now nearly 20 (hes 18) and nothing has changed. My mum just wanted to lie down with me in bed because she’s been sick and my brother purposely came into my room and started trouble causing our time to be ruined and now she’s left. He’s done this since he was born. Imagine how it felt as a kid. I’m an adult now and yet I’m still crying about it. I hate him. I’m distant from my family and even if I wanted to get closer i literally can’t because he would ruin our moments and think it’s funny. I feel for everyone who has an autistic sibling out there. Even if you are autistic yourself, you are forced to grow up and be the mature one. God forbid you have a moment of weakness, will you get the same attention as your autistic sibling when he has meltdowns? My answer is no. I wish he was never born. My mum left my room and got into her room, I’m hurt

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u/iammentallynotoklol — 2 months ago

Why do people hate the greens?

Born and raised in Australia my whole life. For context I’m f19 and never cared about politics in Australia because I found it boring and was genuinely more interested in American politics because it’s a shit show. I’ve grown up with parents that are conservative and hate the Labor government. I’ll be completely transparent, I try to see both sides and go with the better option because both major parties suck and I hate them all. I’m left leaning and considered “woke” by the generations above me. I’m surrounded by people who think Pauline Hanson will save Australia and I’ve been told to NEVER vote the greens. I don’t get why tho, is there anything the greens have done to make people feel this way towards them? I’m for climate change and all that but other than that I’m still uneducated on Australian politics as a whole. What ik for sure is that the liberals, labour and Pauline Hanson are all liars anyways. It hasn’t taken me long in adulthood to figure out how corrupt the government is

Im hoping for answers on both sides

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u/iammentallynotoklol — 2 months ago