sorry my neck is kinda dirty i biked to ulta and its HOT OUT lol.
i want to settle this, i THINK i am a cool olive. i dont think this turned too orangey on me, but i’m blind to myself lol. please share your opinions!
i took this pic out in the sun with zero filters etc, its as true to real life as i could get it.
i’m tired of being scared to color, i hope this practice will translate into my own art. tips and advice are appreciated.
i’m using ohuhu markers and prismacolor pencils
i came back from a break and was doing great, ranked up and had a really positive mindset and was 100% locked in, i was having so much fun i didn’t realize it was the ONLY game i was playing anymore, and now i’m starting to zone out and just not be present with the game and my team, and i’m suddenly doing really bad.
is it true that when you’re gone for awhile they team you against really bad people for a bit? because i thought i genuinely improved by taking a break lol.
i was playing other single players games and stuff while i was on my hiatus, now i'm back in comp, playing only jgl and getting consistent kills and really good ganks, my two mains are kayn and evelynn but i do want to learn another ap and ad for ranked in case they get banned. i've just been doing a lot better, my mental has been better, and my focus too. i was hard stuck bronze but i've been winning game after game, and i'm right on the brink of silver. are these characters just really good right now? or was time spent playing other games helpful for my improvement.
does anyone have any tips? i’m very low on energy but i need to stay positive and happy for my job, all i want to do is look at the floor and stay in my head and work but i can’t. masking is especially hard the week before my period.
does anyone also have any tips on masking in general, and how do i not get so tired from it?
my biggest issue is interacting with customers and eye contact. i’m uncomfortable even being within proximity of them. i’ve been at my job for five years and barely any customers know me and come up to me to say hi, compared to my coworkers who have been there for only a year, it makes me feel bad, i always thought i was just ugly but my mom said it’s my personality and my manager recently asked if i was autistic too, this isn’t the first time i’ve been asked and i fee like people are starting to see through the cracks.
being myself is my biggest insecurity, i’m constantly monitoring people and replicating how they act with customers. especially the girls my age, i get really jealous sometimes, why is it so hard for me to appear.m normal.
i am very hyper aware about my appearance and actions, but sometimes i act myself by accident and people get uncomfortable around me
i ordered something off of ebay and it smelled so insanely good i had to ask them what they used, they told me they used the unstoppables scent beads, i kid you not the shorts i bought still smelled so good even after washing it. but when i tried to clean my own laundry with it, the scent was very very mild. i’m not sure if it’s because i typically do a second rinse cycle, but i’m disappointed because it smelled so good while in the wash. i added a good amount in also. anyone else use the unstoppable scent beads?