Im tired of being alone.
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Since middle school i havent been much outgoing.
All of my ‘friends’ get along pretty well with each other. But when it comes to me they always makes me feel like im the 2nd choice. They dont even text me unless i text them first ; or when a plan is being made i usually dont get invited.
Someonetimes i try to wiggle my way into the conversation and they just sometimes dont even look at my face. (They are my close friends)
I will be going abroad after this summer to study in an international school. There are lots of people that come from my country. And i dont even know how to properly befriend them.
Is it okay being alone? Because i feel absolutely terrible when i feel left out.