u/junesunsets

My mom gets so mad at me when I have to go to the hospital, but I feel like I’m about to have an asthma attack. I’ve already used my inhaler way too much today. What can I do to prevent an asthma attack.

Edit: she also probably won’t take me to the hospital. She just tells me to hold my breath and she says I’m being dramatic. I nearly died last asthma attack. My regular doctor tells my asthma is so bad because I need to lose weight.

Why is losing weight so hard.

I’ve lost three piercings this month. My tongue and septum and belly ring were piercing incorrectly and decided to fail. I’ve spent so much money on them. I could have bought clothes or food that I needed.

My tongue was horribly pierced and cause me so much pain I was bedridden for a week before I took it out and it took me days to recover.

My belly ring was done incorrectly and turned black. It was painless but I took it out anyways.

My septum just fell out. The ball fell out the day I got it done and I’ve kept it flipped up into my nose so it wouldn’t fall out. My mom told me to stop that so I did and then guess what? It fell out. I’m so blind I can’t see into my nose. My parents are also too blind and their hands are too big to help. We tried for an hour and it hurt so bad.

I’m so sad. Piercings were the only thing I liked about myself. And now most of them are gone along with the hundreds of dollars that I’ve spent on them.

Hi! I’m looking for an analog horror YouTube video I watched a while back that I can no longer find. Sorry if this isn’t the right place to post this.

I found this video on a “scariest YouTube videos” compilation. I do not remember who made it.

This is all I can remember about the analomg horror :(

-the video did not have any sound
-at the time it was the only video on the channel and it had less than 1000 views and the channel had less than 100 subs
-the video was a series of images with text. I do not remember what was said or the plot.
-most of the images are of a forest
-the last image in the video is of a censored dead body

This video really freaked me out and I want to watch it again :(

For whatever reason I was pierced with an 18g. I want a 16g septum. How long after I got the piercing can i start stretching it? I currently dont have plans to go any larger than 16g.

My family is recovering hoarders, and we will be moving sometime in the next few years.

The thing is our house is infested with roaches.

But how do we get the bugs out of our tvs? And other things like that? Do we just give up on that stuff and throw it away?

My uncle said something rude about me and I got so upset I blacked my own eye. I feel so dumb. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow. I’m so embarrassed. I’m gonna have to explain myself. I’m such a crybaby.

I’m tired of never leaving the house. I want to play outside this summer but I’m terrified of getting darker.

Growing up I always got bullied for being dark (I’m native) so i literally have avoided being outside every time I could for like 10 years. No one even believes me when I say I’m native now. I’m the palest person I know but it will never be pale enough.

Edit: I’m also on the waiting list for therapy. I’ve been to therapy before but I never bring this up because it makes me feel terrible since my whole family is dark skinned. But when I get a therapist I know I need to bring this up now because it’s impacting me so badly.this is something I think about constantly. It’s hard for me to be outside without bursting into tears because I can feel the sun on my sunscreen slathered skin.