u/karratkun

just recently we've started having an issue where our sienna will show bluetooth is connected, shows the name of the song, but no sound comes through. i checked and i don't have any settings changed on my phone to make this happen.

i've been unemployed since 2023. i've applied to almost 2 dozen jobs per week. i hear back from MAYBE two, if even. usually it's an immediate "sorry, we're not interested right now!", sometimes even an automated message. i just had an interview at a movie theater, where i have experience, and got turned down. i thought the interview went so well, i thought i had relevant experience, but even now i get turned down. i have one thing on my resume because for the last 5 years ive been trying and trying and only gotten two jobs. i've lied on my resume, ive lied in interviews, i've tried to fluff up my resume, i've had multiple people who are much better at this than i am sit with me and try to figure out why i barely get anything back, and even then, nothing. it feels like everyone can just see through me and see that something in me is fucked up and wrong, even outside of jobs. i hate being autistic. i hate being different. i hate trying to be the same and people still know something about me is wrong. i have just a highschool diploma, and i feel like im never going to get a job unless i go back to college, and i don't wanna have to spend another 4 years broke, living with my parents, and unable to sustain anything worthwhile for myself. i feel like ill always be on the outside looking in on the "real" world and "real" life. i want out but i can't find an out. i think the only thing i can do for myself is get back in school.

so i have two boars, one named tofu, that's who i'll be speaking about. he's always loved being pet, specifically i pet him in the top of his head. he'd sit in my hood as a baby and fall asleep being pet. he still loves it, but sometimes he'll come up to me, i'll pet him, he'll close his little eyes, but he'll be grinding his teeth the whole time, like he's upset. he won't run away though, which is why i'm so confused. normally when he doesn't like being pet he just leaves, and gives me the butt, but he isn't with this. does he want me to pet him differently? does he want me to stop? he keeps coming back like he's trying to tell me something but i have no idea what he wants because it'll be directly after feeding and refilling everything in the enclosure. im thinking it's maybe that he doesn't like his cagemate? they're not bonded, constantly rumble strutting at eachother and 'fighting' (no blood drawn or skin broken) but i'm not sure. i'm worried he's trying to tell me something and im ignoring it going "aww he wants pet", maybe he's just weird?? i don't know, any advice is welcome