u/kittyslayyerr

has anyone ever experienced like heightened empathy after meditation? i had a long mediation session today trying to connect with lilith. i think i fell asleep during it, because i was at such peace. later, i was watching tik toks and came across a sad tik tok of a cat passing. i have seen plenty sad tik toks of animals passing but they had never made me cry until today. i felt so empathetic. i had a huge breakdown thinking about how i lost my cat and so many different things i had experienced in my life that ive kinda kept bottled up i guess. i felt like it was all just bursting out of me. I’ve never been the type of person to be emotional or just cry randomly. has anyone had a similar experience?

i need help in enhancing or honing in my meditation skills. everytime i meditate i feel as if i can see something, sometimes i do but then when i try to get clarification on it or see more it just goes blank. i sometimes will also feel my body become kind of weightless/shift but i immediately come back. is there any tips or tricks to help removing a possible block i might have? i don’t know if it’s a block or that i haven’t fully developed my psychic abilities. what helped you?

i need help in enhancing or honing in my meditation skills. everytime i meditate i feel as if i can see something, sometimes i do but then when i try to get clarification on it or see more it just goes blank. i sometimes will also feel my body become kind of weightless/shift but i immediately come back. is there any tips or tricks to help removing a possible block i might have?

Hecate, Mother of Night
I call upon you during this sacred rite
Hecate, Moon Goddess
Illuminate the night during this sacred rite
Hecate, Guardian of crossroads
I follow your path you’ve created for me during this sacred rite
Hecate, Keeper of Keys
Open the gates to the worlds I don’t see during this sacred rite
Hecate, Queen of transitions
Feel the change beneath my feet during this sacred rite
Hecate, Goddess of Witches
Bring my magic to life during this sacred rite
Hecate, Friend of Spirits
Let them hear my calls during this sacred rite
Hecate, Protector of Black Dogs
Protect my soul during this sacred rite
Hecate, Mother to all
I call upon you for this sacred rite

today i meditated with hecate which i usually do but today she finally showed me something. i’ve never really seen anything before during my meditations. she presented me a crossroads. one with a path that’s shorter and closer to me. the other was one that was further and longer away from me. i was taken down the short path and saw nothing. i feel like she wasn’t letting me see what was down that path. part of me was kind of also scared of what was happening at the same time because ive never experienced anything like it. i snapped out my meditation. and told myself im not scared. i went back into my meditation state and asked her to show me more. i saw a bunch of nature. trees, mountains, and beaches. i also saw a necklace.

i was very confused about this so i pulled out my tarot and the first card i pulled was the knight of pentacles. and in the card was a tree in a forest. my jaw dropped😭😭. she clearly is trying to send me a message and it’s gagged me. i feel like this solidified my belief even deeper.

when lighting the red candle, am i able to blow it out after i finish my petition/prayer and offerings to him?

i’m looking to step into the admin assistant/exec assist roles here in chicago and was wondering if anyone was willing to connect on linkedin??

i would love to hear who do yall also work with. i’ve been thinking about starting to work with lilith or nyx!

darlings, YOU DONT NEED A RECIPE TO MAKE A SPELL! make ur OWN recipe and watch how the spell works 10 times more effectively. all that matters is having the correct correspondences. if you do deity work find a way to involve them! my best spells are the ones that i make as i go. not written down in my journal but channeled through energy and meditation. trust me just do it! you don’t need to learn everything before you do ur first spell. as a witch ur ALWAYS going to be learning.

i started HRT about a month ago and everything is going honestly good and i’m shocked. i thought the hardest thing was going to be the intense mood swings but honestly i’ve found myself to be the most mentally stable i’ve ever been. my titties r growing in a lot faster than i thought too. this life is kind of sweet ngl. my libido has decreased extremely. i used to have sex sometimes multiple times a week now i haven’t had sex in a month and i love that a lot. i struggled a bit at first when i started HRT with exhaustion and eating a lot more but i feel like it’s slowly getting under control. i’ve also turned back to my divine feminine witchy ways and it has helped me find peace and purpose in a lot of things. it’s also helped me find peace in my transition. i had started HRT without the support of my family and they had made me doubt a lot about my transition which was clouding my thoughts. i found clarity looking within myself and realizing the reason why i am doing all this is for myself. not every trans girls journey isn’t the same so try your best not to compare yourself as that was part of my issue too. learn to love the skin you are in. learn to love your quirks. learn to love the things you can’t change right now. learn to love yourself diva. 1 month and thriving honey. i can’t wait for 1 year!!