So I have started playing Rogue Trader and I have encountered in Chapter I a problem where I have to fight Chaos Marine. To be honest I don't know how to defeat him since his armor is so thick that I can barely scratch it.
Any tips on how to defeat him?
I found this near Old Camp and first thought came to mind was there was a plague at some point.
Hi everyone, I really need some outside perspective because I feel like I'm losing my mind. Three years ago, my ex (who suffers from CPTSD) and I broke up after a long relationship. During the lockdown, things between us were terrible. I was selfish, emotionally neglected her, and didn't respect her boundaries. I hate myself for how I acted back then.
However, after the breakup, we stayed in contact and kept sleeping together. For the past year, I lived in an illusion that we were still close, that the old feelings were there, and that we were having some kind of connection. But couple of months ago, I found out she has been building a life with someone else and is planning a wedding. It completely broke me. I had a mental breakdown during working time and experienced severe panic attacks.
Thanks to my new antidepressants, my tunnel vision finally cleared up and I saw the full extent of the damage I caused. I sent her a long, polite text. I took full responsibility, told her how deeply sorry I am for hurting her, and asked for one last face-to-face conversation so we could close this chapter in peace and I could finally move on.
She ignores my calls and texts, yet she keeps liking my reels on Instagram. But today, I stumbled upon her anonymous post on Reddit. And it hit me like a train: while I viewed this past year as intimate and healing, she experienced it as pure terror. Because of her CPTSD, she couldn't say no, she was terrified of my depressions and reactions, and she only stayed in touch out of fear and pity. My polite request for a final conversation was perceived by her as a threat that caused her a breakdown.
Now I am sitting at home feeling completely empty and confused. Part of me still wants her back, part of me wants that face-to-face closure, but I know that any further contact will only scare her more. How do I process the fact that we lived two entirely different realities? How do I forgive myself when I know that my attempts to make things right only cause her fear?
Thanks for any harsh truth or advice. I just need to hear it.
Hi everyone, I really need some outside perspective because I feel like I'm losing my mind. Three years ago, my ex (who suffers from CPTSD) and I broke up after a long relationship. During the lockdown, things between us were terrible. I was selfish, emotionally neglected her, and didn't respect her boundaries. I hate myself for how I acted back then.
However, after the breakup, we stayed in contact and kept sleeping together. For the past year, I lived in an illusion that we were still close, that the old feelings were there, and that we were having some kind of connection. But couple of months ago, I found out she has been building a life with someone else and is planning a wedding. It completely broke me. I had a mental breakdown during working time and experienced severe panic attacks.
Thanks to my new antidepressants, my tunnel vision finally cleared up and I saw the full extent of the damage I caused. I sent her a long, polite text. I took full responsibility, told her how deeply sorry I am for hurting her, and asked for one last face-to-face conversation so we could close this chapter in peace and I could finally move on.
She ignores my calls and texts, yet she keeps liking my reels on Instagram. But today, I stumbled upon her anonymous post on Reddit. And it hit me like a train: while I viewed this past year as intimate and healing, she experienced it as pure terror. Because of her CPTSD, she couldn't say no, she was terrified of my depressions and reactions, and she only stayed in touch out of fear and pity. My polite request for a final conversation was perceived by her as a threat that caused her a breakdown.
Now I am sitting at home feeling completely empty and confused. Part of me still wants her back, part of me wants that face-to-face closure, but I know that any further contact will only scare her more. How do I process the fact that we lived two entirely different realities? How do I forgive myself when I know that my attempts to make things right only cause her fear?
Thanks for any harsh truth or advice. I just need to hear it.
First time playing Subnautica and I am really pleased on how the game feels. Finished the current content in about 17 hrs in. Can't wait for next updates on the game.
What is the current concensus of the story thus far?
This is for me first game of its genre if you don't include binge-played Minecraft. I come from RTS games like DoTA mod for W3FT or LoL. My only concerns is I get easily spooked which I avoided any horror games like Amnesia.
Anyone else excited getting into this genre?
