u/ll0ra

Ive recently finished the trilogy. Replayed it and now im looking for more. I know that after the trilogy comes investigations but ive heard the first one is pretty bad. Idk if i can just play the second one but it must have references to the first one. So, is the first one bearabke enough?

I have never done any iq exam or anything, my family says it wouldn't help me figure that out anyways. They're the kind of people to believe in multple smarts. Don't get me wrong, I don't believe it's bs, but I don't 100% agree with that perspective of them

I do consider myself as a smart person, but I get stuck thinking about what could that exactly mean. Because I do so many things wrong. Like, I take time to get simple stuff and it's hard for me to explain what im actually thinking to others. So I sort of always felt like people don't get me half the time. To give an example, there was this time in class in which the physics teacher gave us cans with ropes coming from it, and we had to pull the ropes and make a model on how we though the ropes were tied. All the people started grabbing the cans. I was too slow and didn't get one, but seeing from afar I could think of several ways it was tied, and I suggested them. But my classmates were like "That's so stupid". I just left and made the model on my notebook. The teacher said it was wrong and I kept trying and trying. But then I overhear one of my classmates suggesting the design I have initially suggested and they're like "ohh that could be it!" treating the one who suggested it as a genious. I was confused, to say the least.

But I also feel guilty for thinking like this at times, because I know I'm not that good at stuff. Best grades I get are 8 or 9 out of 10. Though the usual is 7 or 8.

Recently I've changed highschools for personal reasons, so now tests are even easier than before. But the reason why I do so well in class is probably because I know that if I don't I won't have a future nor job or anything like that. Though I don't put in as much effort in it as I should.

I also know most of my smarts come from the fact that my father is an accountant obsessed with teaching us economics stuff and my mom is the best history teacher in here. (it's not a big place where I live anyways). And everyone in my family is good at math so idk. But it's just. I'm always thinking of possible outcomes for everything and then I see my classmates or friends who seem not to think in anything at all. And then they treat me as if I were the one saying the wrong thing. Even if they know I'm right. Though many times I'm not so it's confusing and I don't get it. Because if I were actually gifted or like that I would actually get things right. And when you get things right people notice you do. But nobody does that so I had to assume either everyone is dumber than me, which is stupid. Or I just think I'm smarter because I'm seeing stuff from my perspective. However I cannot shake off the feeling that, well. I may be smarter than average. But idk.

Is there a way I can know more than gut feeling? if so please help

I've seen tons of people say that the movie release is to blame for all that is happening, which is stupid, because the movie release gave glitch exposure and a name in the industry. Showing how internet cartoons can sometimes be more succesful and important than the superproductions. Of course, something happened with brazil and thats why we're here, but it wasn't something they could control. I agree they should try making an announcement, but that could also make more people watch the leaks. it's a complicated situation they're in, saying they shouldn't have made a movie release is simplifying it