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I cant listen to this new drake ish just gotta thrown on promoting violence or sum 😭

Hey Im headed to Clemson in the upon coming fall. I was born 20 minutes outside of Clemson and have always loved the small knit community feel along with the fact that my whole extended family lives down there. When I was about 10 I moved to Atlanta, Ga and have kinda adopted part of the culture here. I love sports and gaming, i’m kinda more on the introverted side, i love rap music although i can touch into a little country, i love sports including clemson football. I am very in the middle when it comes to politics. I love a big city feel. My favorite TV show ever is the sopranos or aot. And my favorite movie ever is goodfellas or the dark knight. I also love ATL fashion and have never really tried to dress like a “country boy” or act like one. Sorry I know these things are like completely random im just worried I wont be able to make friends.

Okay for a little back story me and my gf have been dating for 4 years now since freshman year. Back in freshman year I cheated on her by kissing another girl.(I know i’m a horrible person and I still regret doing that to her and stooping so low as a person.) Now the reason Im asking for advice is bc I have always noticed she has been flirty/ outgoing with other guys. And since I cheated on her I kinda have always let it slide. I mean what am I supposed to say or do bc that will always be brought back up like it should, i assume anyways. Well today something really set me off that was like an ultra red flag. She wants to go down to her friend’s beach house with two other girls but get this, she said 8 other guys would be going with them. Now again I know i probably cant say anything ab this since she has always been loyal for as much as I know but idk I feel like I am a completely different person and dont deserve this. Like im so sad that she would even wanna go on this trip but I feel like im not entitled to feel this way bc of what happened in the past. Someone pls help im in such a conflict.