u/maelyne564

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Hello, I need help. I think I might be a "yandere." I know that's a term mostly used in video games and anime, but this is important.

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I have an extremely deep sense of jealousy. I cannot stand it when the person I'm dating talks to anyone other than me. I feel like they owe me their entire life, and I make death threats toward people who get close to them. On top of that, I think I am very close to physically attacking someone.

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When I have jealousy episodes, I stab objects around me and sometimes even stab myself. I feel a visceral hatred toward the people I am jealous of. I've never had one of these episodes in front of someone else, but I am genuinely afraid that I might.

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I have already written detailed plans about how to kill someone and make it look like an accident, and somehow it makes me feel better to obsess over killing people who get close to the person I love.

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I should also mention that I have an obsessive love disorder, which means that when I go through a breakup, I often attempt suicide or feel like my life no longer has any meaning.

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I can also be threatening toward the person I'm in a relationship with, but then cry about it, beg for forgiveness, or even manipulate them into forgiving me. The truth is that I constantly lie and manipulate people so that the person feels like they owe their life to me and that everyone else is impure except for me.

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I've tried talking about this, but nobody seems to have a solution, and I genuinely feel like I am on the verge of acting on these thoughts. Please tell me what you think and give me some advice.

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(By the way, I feel like there are two personalities fighting inside me at the same time: one that feels guilty and one that fantasizes about violence.)

Hello, I need help. I think I might be a "yandere." I know that's a term mostly used in video games and anime, but this is important.

​

I have an extremely deep sense of jealousy. I cannot stand it when the person I'm dating talks to anyone other than me. I feel like they owe me their entire life, and I make death threats toward people who get close to them. On top of that, I think I am very close to physically attacking someone.

​

When I have jealousy episodes, I stab objects around me and sometimes even stab myself. I feel a visceral hatred toward the people I am jealous of. I've never had one of these episodes in front of someone else, but I am genuinely afraid that I might.

​

I have already written detailed plans about how to kill someone and make it look like an accident, and somehow it makes me feel better to obsess over killing people who get close to the person I love.

​

I should also mention that I have an obsessive love disorder, which means that when I go through a breakup, I often attempt suicide or feel like my life no longer has any meaning.

​

I can also be threatening toward the person I'm in a relationship with, but then cry about it, beg for forgiveness, or even manipulate them into forgiving me. The truth is that I constantly lie and manipulate people so that the person feels like they owe their life to me and that everyone else is impure except for me.

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I've tried talking about this, but nobody seems to have a solution, and I genuinely feel like I am on the verge of acting on these thoughts. Please tell me what you think and give me some advice.

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(By the way, I feel like there are two personalities fighting inside me at the same time: one that feels guilty and one that fantasizes about violence.)

On m’a souvent dit que j’étais intelligente émotionnellement, mais j’en fais toujours plus pour qu’on s’en surprenne. J’ai peut-être une analyse très pointue des choses, mais j’agis violemment sous mes émotions. Je suis le genre de personne capable d’étrangler quelqu’un sur un coup de nerfs, de manipuler les autres pour mieux comprendre certaines choses, de m’en rendre compte, de m’en vouloir, sans jamais vraiment changer.

Le genre de personne qui a la capacité de voir certaines choses chez les autres, mais qui en abuse tellement qu’elle finit par devenir aveugle elle-même. Le genre de personne capable d’écrire de longs textes d’amour qui ont l’air sincères et purs sans même ressentir réellement les sentiments qu’ils décrivent. Le genre de personne qui sait qu’elle fait des choses horribles, mais qui se victimise dès qu’elle le peut.

Et j’aimerais m’enlever un énorme poids des épaules, mais j’ai trop peur d’en parler. Je crois que je serais capable de tuer quelqu’un par jalousie, sans même être sous emprise ou hors de contrôle. J’ai des tendances à la violence depuis que je suis jeune, et j’ai toujours réussi à les cacher au point où je me demande parfois si je n’ai pas deux personnalités distinctes.