u/maneater77777

Okay little context about me... I'm 20f , i gave ipmat but i couldn't crack the interview and due to personal reasons im stuck in this low tier college with 0 opportunities:(

I am genuinely interested in learning about it and participating and not just to collect certificates. But i feel too dumb cuz idk anything about it and I can't even get guidance cuz my college has 0 opportunities:(

Can someone guide me

How much have you guys covered? Are you guys all prepared??

I'm EXTREMELY disgusted with myself. When i was 13 my same aged close cousin and i did sexually inappropriate things and i did not know that was wrong. It was lockdown and we were exposed to social media and so much of it suddenly...so out of curiosity or hormones idk

Worst part is my mother also noticed and caught me a few times and later i myself realised that something is wrong and i cut all contacts with him

Now you guys can judge me all you want cuz even im doing the same. I am extremely ashamed and disgusted with what i did because i didn't know that was wrong. It's been 8 years now and I've not talked to that cousin ever again. And even my mother also hasn't mentioned that incident after that.

But these days suddenly I'm having so much shame spiral like I'm constantly thinking of all those things and feeling ashamed and anxious and the "what ifs" cycle isn't ending that what does my mother feel about it now and what if i ever have to face that cousin again. I feel like crying and wishing i could undo all that but I can't

What should i do? How should i forgive myself? I am having really hard time

Please let me know if someone does it or have any idea where I can get it...i want it in September....................

My family's going through MAJOR financial crises and we've been in a relationship for 4 years now and he's LOML. He's excelling at his career and earning exceptionally well being 22 so he offers to help me financially with my studies but i feel very small and guilty to accept it. He has never made me feel that way. Never mentioned money in between fights and doesn't even want it back. But still i don't feel terrible accepting his help. Am i too problematic??

It was my sister's class 10th and i was about to join a college and my dad decided to close his running business (we were earning 20-30k per day) and leave the city all in ONE NIGHTbecause he was under alot of debt. No plans what he'll do there and we had 0 savings cuz all he did with our savings and properties was to pay his debts. Turns out i had to take a distance program despite securing an admission in ipm program of a baby IIM and my sister scored 60% in her boards despite being a good student. And it's been almost 2 years here. He's not been able to figure out any work bcs ofc we've no money. He is just sitting and waiting for some miracle to happen and throwing tantrums to us lol. We can't leave the house cuz we've no money so we're all trapped at home for 24 hours and i just feel like dying would be better than this

And all this time my mother kept insisting him to save money for all of us so that we atleast can afford a decent life and he said that she doesn't know how it works and now because of him we all are suffering very very much

My boyfriend (22) and i are in ldr and we met a few days ago and also had sex. He did it without a condom just for a min or so one round and didn't ejaculate at all. But chat gpt said there still are chances to get pregnant through pre cum but he said he doesn't get pre cum and that too after a few rounds which we did with condoms. But I'm feeling very stressed out cuz i live with my parents in a tier 2 city and what if it happens...

It's SO HOT today omg im 🤏🏻 close to evaporate

Am i wrong for not wanting to send nudes?

I (20f) dating (22M) since 3 and a half years now and we both are in ldr. We've had problems but he's a really nice guy. Very caring and loving. We meet twice a year but we both are very loyal to each other.

Now , we both exchange nudes and i like sending him nudes. But since the time , my parents and i have shifted to 2bhk and i go to college while i prepare for other competitive exams it sometimes gets hard to find privacy or time to send nudes but I've started to notice that he gets kinda pissed every time i say no to him for nudes and more like he speaks like it's my responsibility to send him which is kinda bothering me and idk if im in the one who's wrong? And what if he leaves me bcs im not able to give him what he wants

How should i talk to him about this without offending him

un-related to clg😔

I'm from lucknow tho, stuck at some associated college where nothing fun happens. i couldn't attend IIML fest due to my exams and am looking forward to attend this one but I've no idea when it happens(hope im not being silly)