u/mewithoutjew

It’s done. Thank you all so, so much.

Hey yall. I’m 33 now and have smoked flower pretty much all day every day since I was 16. Always put off quitting because it’s my only vice (so ridiculous lol). My husband and I are starting to family plan so I quit, and it’s been 6 days since I’ve had any. This is the longest I’ve ever chosen not to smoke. I’m super irritable and having trouble sleeping, despite working out every day and walking 15k+ steps. Headaches too. Surprisingly, I’m able to manage so far.

I still have my paraphernalia, and my pipes are my big trigger because 99% of my habit was with bowls/pipes. I miss the feeling of it in my hand.

Today I feel a little ball of energy in my gut telling me to toss them. But another part of me has appreciated the ability to look at them and calm my nervous system briefly during these 6 days. I know it’s time. But I need a little extra push if anyone can offer it. I really want to be the healthiest and most responsible person I can be, for myself and my family.

(Im a woman so mail ma’am is also acceptable)

My friend and I are still sort of new to astrology so we were curious if these trends mean anything or if you can’t make any generalizations off sign diversity alone. Thanks in advance:)

We all know it. We all experience it. But what tf is it?!

Is it weakened facial muscles, impoliteness, curiosity, stupidity, or something else?

Even when I wave and make direct eye contact it’s no movement, mouth agape totally shameless. It’s like I’m trying to flag down a blind zombie.

This started during a turbulent time in my life, but persists even as things have settled over the years.

I have only had dreams (that I remember) in the same dream world for 8 years. It’s about the size of a county, and even though there are many places to visit within this county, I’m still there somewhere. Sometimes I traverse the whole dream county, sometimes I stay in one business, house, or even just one room. I could detail every foot of this county on a map.

After year 3 or 4 I started journaling it and I think that reinforced it a lot, but I’m still shocked that it’s been so long.

Has this happened to anyone else? Is there any possible reason this happens?

It’s one of the only trucks in our very small office that can handle the freeway we need to take on Sundays, I always leave him with a full tank, I clean the windshields, and I sweep it out.

Like dude come on, some regulars would kill for their ptfs and ccas to treat their trucks like this. What a doofus

Edit: a typo

This is kind of a weird request but I’m getting my nails done today and I usually go for odd/fun nail art. The problem is, I’m lacking in ideas. So far I’m thinking a siren, maybe a perilla leaf? Salt shaker?

Any and all suggestions are welcome. And if someone has somehow ever done C+MF nail art before, I’d love to see!

Okay before I start this rant I need yall to know the following: I’m just bitching to bitch, I don’t need advice, and I know hours are hours.

My office usually starts at 8 on Sunday like the other offices in our area. However, I’m at a small office so it’s only one other PTF and I, and we have to drive half an hour each way to a different office to pick up Amazon. No matter what, things aren’t ready or sorted when we get to this other office, and we usually have to split an X route for them before we can even touch the stuff for our office. Lately we’ve been doing around 10 hours each Sunday which is honestly fine with me.

But now they’re trying yet again to push our district start time to 10am so we can supposedly waste less time loading and allow the clerks/supervisors to get everything ready. Even with our additional commute, we have to start at 10. Imagine my surprise (/s) when I text my buddy at the other office this morning and nothing is done. 5 call outs. We are undoubtedly going to be out until dark tonight. Still gonna do whatever needs to be done and take all my breaks, but I’m just so sick of the post office “fixing” things that aren’t broken to begin with, and ignoring total catastrophes.