u/monkey5008

Friend just tagged me in a comment of a picture of MY OWN HANDS

I think they are testing me for eds Honestly i don't think i have it because i can exercise and do exercise for hours everyday but I do fit alot of symptoms

I started balding at 14 you can say what you want

Oh deal with it

Oh its not that bad

It is

It is that fucking bad when I know my future

I know I'll look uglier and uglier till I bite the bullet and go full bald and probably look ugly

I have good hair

But its going to all fall out

I fucking hate everything

I cant have one fucning win in life

Amd ryzen 9 5900x 12 core processor

I use the pc alot id say its almost always on but usually on nothing

Use it for games and that's really it

Pc is on a tile floor is cold basement

Title

Who wants to take a Crack at my mystery lisp?? Nobody has been able to figure it out

who's up for a challenge???

Hello so this happened a year ago and after a neurologist (who researched and asked others) pediatrician, er visit, mri, we never got an answer

My mom(in medical field) also reached out to speech specialists and spent hours researching

The best answer we got???

Unknown virus- let's hope it doesn't come back

I would like to preface that it has passed

Ok since this was a year ago ill tell you my stats at the time

Male

14

5'11

At the time I was about 180 lbs?? Not to fat not to skinny I was in the process of losing weight

High activity level

No drugs (except focalin but I have been on that since the age of 10 and to this day, still take it)

No caffeine or rarely

Ok let's get into what happend

I was at school and suddenly out of nowhere started speaking in a lisp

My friends heard it and we're making fun of me it was like the last day so I texted my mom and her(being in the medical field) became worried and told my brother to drive me home

When I got home she heard me and we got in the car and drove to my pediatrician

He told us he had no clue

No headache

No swelling of tongue

Nothing

It was basically just a lisp like a bad one

Like i couldn't say the letter s at all

Btw never had any difficulties speaking or anything like this

Anyways

Pediatrician urged us to go to the er to rule out something with the brain

Er was unhelpful preformed neurological exam and basically said I was good

Went to neurologist

Got mri

Nothing wrong with my mri

Nobody knew what it was

It lasted for about 2 weeks and vanish completely

Never came back

Btw

No changes in my mouth

I didnt hit my throat

Didn't bite my cheek

Nothing

Nobody could explain it

Ask me any question you might have ill answer and if you have ever even heard of this tell me because im very curious and wanna make sure this isn't something that's gonna affect me

Not worried about it but its been a full year and it is kinda freaky

Do model agencies abuse lighting and angles

Hey I have a question about modeling kinda hard to phrase but so basically in real life im pretty ugly but when I use angles and lighting ppl online say I should model and that I have a very unique face

Basically when your modeling do they abuse lighting and angles when taking your picture to make the models look better in my opinion I dont think im "model material" either way but like your average modeling photos hoot cold you go on your phone and take better pictures or do they like make you look alot better idk if this is hard to answer

Again I personally dont think I could ever model because I dont look good in natural lighting and angles so I would never get past that first roadblock but yeah im just curious about this tbh

My appetite is outrageous

I can easily put away 3-5 thousands calories daily

And my bad days can be more than that

Not to mention im on such a high dose of stimulants that Google says I should have no appetite and should also probably be having a seizure(thank god I do have some appetite cuz I dont wanna be skeletone)

I can manage it tho through course of working out but its sucks last night I weren't downstairs for a snack and ate 3 eggs a sleeve of crackers and 2 wraps and cheese and granola bar

Like that's a snack

Worst part is I ain't even growing

Like ok if I was gaining height that's fine but like boi

I am still skinny but gaining weight is not hard for me in the slightest I just am trying to gain muscle (gained 19 pounds in 11 days not to long ago(all fat))

So yeah im not complaining about gaining weight but I do wish I didnt have to eat like the incredible hulk

And my mom yells at me

Especially when she brought home 8 large oranges like 2 pounds of grapes and a case of black berries and wokeup to

1 orange

No berries

A few grape

But fruit dont count anyways lmao