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So i decided to start going on bike rides with my husky yesterday and it went good but I encountered 1 major problem lol. We were out for like 40 minutes and the last 10 minutes I had to stand up on my bike to get home. I looked it up how to make it not hurt but it says to get a new bike seat and and I dont wana waste my dads money on anything else or tell him why. But it is like pretty painful though so I think im gonna connect a cushion to it and see if it helps. And also try and adjust the seat but I think its already as low as it goes so I honestly don't think its gonna work and ill just have to save money for a new one

I have really bad adhd and i keep missing my doses and I think its affecting me really bad. Or maybe its just me idk. Im also having physical issues I think because of my meds and I need to get my blood tested I was supposed to this week but instead the whole week all i did was get high sleep and not show up to my responsibilities. When I get upset I feel like im actually going insane. Im at the point where idek how much longer I can do this. I feel like such a failure because ik im gonna fail this class because I keep getting depressed or something. And these physical symptoms are fucking me up like I get so lightheaded and overheat it makes me feel even crazier. Like sometimes things are perfectly fine for a minute and then I just have thing after thing i get upset at. I feel like i need a break but I dont even do anything. I cant ever relax my mom said she saw me grinding my teeth in my sleep. I dont know what causing this I feel worse than ever. I wanna give up I dont wanna wake up tommorow everything overwhelms me just being alive is to much for me

So i started lithiun in the hospital in January. Right now im at 600 mg spread twice per day. Gradually, especially recently, ive had some increasing physical issues that aren't just small symptoms. Sometimes ill get really hot or really cold or ill feel both at the same time and be sweating ALOT even tho my nipples are hard lol and im on the verge of shivering. And my hands and feet are constantly cold.

Whats worse though is when I get too hot I almost feel like im gonna pass out or lightheaded, and sometimes feel weak like i need to sit down. When that happens I will drink water, electrolyte drink, food and some iron pills because I wonder if it has something to do with iron.

I havent gained or lost any weight and I drink alot of water everyday so I dont get what the problem is.

Also yes im gonna go to the doctor and try and get blood tests but It has been taking awhile to get an appointment.

I am also on atomoxetine recently and venlafaxine for years.

But yeah I think thats all so if anyone can relate or has any insight, I'd appreciate it

I've been meaning to go to the doctors to ask them to do a blood test but its taking a long time to get an appointment. Anyways I take lithium right and ik that can make u dehydrated. But at the same time I have symptoms that align with iron deficiency. So honestly idk if its both or just one.

With the heat recently I've been feeling this queasy lightheaded feeling wen I get too hot. Which is often but then when I turn the ac on I get too cold. It happens in a split second. And other times I feel too hot AND too cold at the same time, like im sweating but my nipples are literally hard lol.

Earlier I got scared cus i felt REALLY bad out of nowhere I almost thought I was having a medical emergency. But I ate some food, drank an electrolyte drink, took some iron pills and i felt better finally I feel normal now.

I just dont know exactly why its happening because I drink alot of water everyday. So if any1 can relate or has some insight thatd be nice

Alexithymia. My worst enemy fr. It is very hard 2 identify how my body feels. My stomachs in pain? Oh I'll just let it pass...(im so hungry and dont even realize it) im very tired and fatigued even tho i woke up an hour ago? Eh ill just go back to bed.

I actually am so angry with myself. I should have gotten help alot sooner. Recently I feel so fatigued like I have a full time job which I dont. In fact I mostly stay at home. I started 2 feel almost like I was gonna pass out but I never had thankfully.

So what im tryna say is i never realized how bad my physical issuse were till now...it think its anemia I have to get a blood test or something. I thought it wus the depression that made me tired but I was wrong the entire time. I should have a job by now im 2 old 2 act like this fr. I hope it's anemia and not something worse...

Has any1 else had any similar experience? Ya know not being aware of ur physical issues and blaming it on your mental health

I wish you could add more flairs sigh...anyways I'll start with saying I was NOT diagnosed as a kid and uh that's why I now have other disorders. Such as bpd and ptsd which were what got me diagnosed in the 1st place.

I have 2 talk 2 some1 abt this, I cant stop hitting myself. Its sounds childish and dumb ik but its like an automatic reaction now. I haven't done it front of any1 yet but I have bit myself and scratched myself in public in efforts to stop my meltdown, the pain feels so good lol I wont lie.

Thing is I didnt do this as a kid at least i dont remember it. I mean shit sometimes I feel like i dont remember enough from my childhood but maybe its normal? Doesn't feel normal tho...

Anyways would yall say this is my "autism getting worse" or is it my other disorders making it seem "worse"? Im seriously very interested in the answer. Like can autism even get worse is that even possible? Fuck I remember being a pretty normal kid. I didnt have a mask on i had a whole iron armour suit on. Call me iron man ig. I just dont get how I held it together as a kid. Maybe im just remembering wrong

Hi every1 b4 I start i wanted to preface that i DO NOT have bipolar and the only reason I posted on here is because the BPD subreddit would not let me talk abt this? I am not sure why. But if any1 feels this post is not appropriate for here kindly let me know and I will delete.

So i was just talking to my friend who has schizoaffective disorder and she mentioned how she found it funny that she's the 1 with bipolar symptoms but im the 1 on lithium. I asked what she means and she said 'u know lithiums for ppl with bipolar right? U really should go 2 a psychiatrist' Which i am gona go 2 a psychiatrist but it just takes a long time to wait for an appointment.

I have bpd and ptsd so maybe thats why I got prescribed it. I've never heard of lithium for ptsd tho...i mean i got prescribed it in the mental hospital and they have so many patients its probably hard to find out the right meds for every1...

But nonetheless it has helped i am on 600 mg rn but I want to up the dose. It feels like there is a wall between me and my emotions, an unstable wall that has cracks and holes, but still a wall lol.

So yeah just wanted 2 see other ppls thoughts and if lithium is a 'bipolar only' medication like my friend thinks it is

So i have bpd and adhd, i wanted to ask here first before a adhd subreddit cus i think this might be a bpd symptom. Does any1 else get PAINFULLY bored like ur boredom feels like more than boredom, like some sort of emotion i cant even explain? Into a more intense 1. After awhile of being bored it starts to become painful like if I dont do something now ill explode. If feels...idk crushing. Oh also I have ptsd and wen I get bored their is this subconscious feeling of primal fear at the back of my mind and I just NEED to get rid of it by doing something...anything. Its like no1 else gets what im tryna say... i think this is 1 of the reason I smoke 2 much weed and wen I dont have weed I get pills instead. Because its just so painful dawg 💔 its the silence the nothingness of it all it reminds me of the days as a kid laying in bed and i felt this same feeling. The scary feeling, the primal feeling. The 1 I only get wen I cant distract myself. I hate being sober it hurts it really does I can feel it in my heart physically like an ache. Slight boredom is okay but wen it gets bad...its real bad. How can I deal with this pain without drugs...how

So my husky will only eat when hungry which is fine I thought and there have been no complaints from the vet about his weight. But I left him for a week at my aunts for vacation and she texted worried that he doesnt eat enough maybe its because the way she prepared it wus different. His diet consists of kibble and refrigerated chicken from fresh pet i will also add a small amount of carrots and sometimes a boiled egg. If he still doesnt eat that i will add a small amount of cottage cheese or an even smaller amount of tuna though I make sure to not give to often but sometimes he will even let that sit there even though he loves tuna. What can I add or take away for his diet to make him like it more?

The combo im on is atomoxetine, venlafaxine and lithium. And yes ik i can just ask my doctor questions and I do but honestly i need a new doctor soon, hes a pediatrician and im getting too old and its seems like he doesnt know alot about adult medicine but idk. Anyways its seems like my brain produces almost zero serotonin on its own lol but im still scared of serotonin syndrome and also liver damage. For awhile after starting atomoxetine I had this tingly feeling on the top of my head but thankfully its gone away by now. And i do feel good, better but for some reason im just scared that 1 day something will happen to me and I cant stop thinking abt it....idk if this is necessary but ill say it anyways im diagnosed with ADHD, autism, PTSD, major depressive disorder and BPD ...yeah ik its kinda unbelievable but its true and the ptsd came from me not getting diagnosed as a child when I definitely needed help but yeah thats all

I have listened to a lot of metalcore and slam in my past years of getting into metal but I could never pinpoint the exact genre i really liked. If someone would ask I would joke and say im into 'groovy metal" and ofc they wouldn't exactly know wut i mean usually so maybe i should just start saying melodic death metal instead, ik there is a difference but i definitely need to listen to more bands with these specific genres so if anyone could give recommendations that would be nice

TW:Violent thoughts,self harm.

After about 4 months of not cutting or burning i have noticed my thoughts go from violent about myself to violent about others. I mean yeah granted I do still beat the living shit out of myself but thats only sometimes alr😹 should I get in2 it? The thoughts?...I shouldn't. Ppl will see this and automatically think 'oh this bitch is actually crazy' im actually a very kind person like fr I mean i cant stand 2 see kids cry not cause I get annoyed but cause its physically painful 2 watch such a innocent face b in so much distress. Wen some1 needs 2 vent im always there for them and try 2 think of the best things 2 say 2 emotionally help or offer physical help if they need it. I mean I would never go out of my way 2 hurt some1. The only times I hurt people (emotionally) is wen I split or accidentally cus I cant control my emotions. man I wish I could REALLY vent but that's not a good idea. Im just so damn irritable. But its also like people wana make me mad even tho logically ik they dont. And Im not scary or nothing...wen I get like that man I wish I wus scary rather than laughable pathetic and an embarrassment

Also advice is fine