u/noflamingo94

Getting drunk and yelling at the football game. I understand my dad more and more each day. So fun.

I stopped drinking and doing Kratom. Next I plan on stopping CBD and switching to diet coke to lose weight. This spring I want to get a job at Walmart or something so I can make some more money.

Im also on day 6 or so of semen retention. You typically start seeing results at the 11 day mark with full benefits coming after 90 days.

Anyone else on a self improvement grind?

I have a vision for myself in the future. That vision includes getting on disability, living at my parents house, getting food stamps, keeping my part time job, and getting on medicare (which comes with disability).

This way all my stuff will be free, free money, free housing, free food, free meds and therapy, and a job that will give me some purpose in life. Living for free, kind of like royalty. Odd royalty, but royalty nonetheless.

They're cutting my hours at work, so it looks like I'll have a lot more free time on my hands. What do you guys like to do? Currently I watch YouTube, eat delicious food, drink beer, and hit my vape. I would like to play video games but my anhedonia won't allow for, besides, there's no cool new games my PC could run anyway.

Im drunk, and doing very good rn. Im working, eating good food, functioning in society, no psychosis. Its a very good life for a schizophrenic, most are unemployed, addicted to drugs, homeless, etc etc. Yet im out here killing it. Tomorrow im going to get food stamps.

I make enough money to rent an apartment, but I will hold off for now. I spend too much money on alcohol and nicotine, I would like to overcome those things before moving out.

Overall I feel very good, and have high hopes for the future.

As we all know, LeBron hasn't passed Kobe yet. Kobe is still the better scorer, defender, team player, is stronger mentally, etc etc. But if he wins in Philly and ties Kobe in rings, will he be better all time?

As we all know, LeBron hasn't passed Kobe yet. Kobe is still the better scorer, defender, team player, is stronger mentally, etc etc. But if he wins in Philly and ties Kobe in rings, will he be better all time?

I had a chance to get on NEETbux and just be a NEET but I got pressured into getting a job by my parents and now im about to turn into a functional member of society. Don't do it guys its not worth it.

With all this free time on our hands is anyone else taking advantage by going to the gym? Im going 5 days a week currently. Im doing this to counteract the antipsychotic weight gain, as well as look better. If I work real hard, and keep going at it, I can become a stripper.

About a month into my job and I'm having all kinds of issues. Panic attacks, hallucinations, delusions of people stealing my energy. Shits wild in my head. I got 3 hours of sleep last night so I called into work, tried to get a doctor's note but they wouldn't give me one, so it's an unexcused absence. If I have two unexcused absences they'll fire me. My parents want to me to apply for NEETbux due to my issues, so I might be joining yall again soon.

Literally all I want is my mom. I wanted my girlfriends to act like my mom, I wanted a sugar momma, I've been a mommas boy my whole life, when girls don't act like my mom it pisses me off, etc etc. I love my mom

I love having energy. Im also going to the gym, so I need as much energy as possible. What is the best antipsychotic for having energy?

Ive been hitting the gym lately. I want to eventually go on a bulk, but im afraid I'll get fat because im on antipsychotics. Do you guys have any experience bulking up while medicated? Id love to know how it went for you

I imagine people talking about me whenever I do something. This got REALLY bad during psychosis and I would have fake memories of another guy doing these things and people talking about it. Meds have calmed it down a lot but its still kinda there. I don't take it too seriously but it makes me wonder, is this a psychotic symptom that's persisting?

I know a lot of you have given up, but there is many benefits to working part time.

For one, you can keep your benefits if you have any. Im on state health insurance and food stamps, can keep those. Secondly, you won't have to rely on your parents for money, you can have your own money. Also, people will respect you more, if you care about that. Ik some of your are based autists who don't give a fuck what others think, but its nice to have other people respect you more. And finally, you still have plenty of time to pursue your hobbies. Mine are gym and dieting, I finally have recovered enough from psychosis to go back to doing those things.

Take the part time pill, it'll change your life!

Update on my last post. My hallucinations are gone now, didn't even have to raise my meds or anything. I still have delusions but I'm able to out think them. Whenever I have a conversation with someone and I think they are trying to steal my energy, I'm able to recognize that thought as delusional and carry on with my day. That stuff used to really affect my mood and my conversations, so I'm glad I'm able to do that now. Quite happy with myself.

They're having me work 8 hour days now. Haven't been able to do that in over a year. The hours are still spotty, I don't work 5 days a week or anything, more like 3, so I can't move out my parents house yet, but I'll get there. May need to find a better job soon.

I can't get off my medication anytime soon, so my dreams of getting ripped and being a male stripper are still on pause, but overall, I'd say things are going well.

I've given up my dreams of being a male stripper. My parents are out of town for the next 3 days and need some good food to cook. I have hamburger helper and sloppy joe's ready. What are your suggestions for good food to cook?

No healthy foods allowed.

Im starting to give up hope. After starting my new job im hallucinating again. Nothing serious, just people calling my name. My delusions about people stealing my energy and hearing my thoughts are coming back too.

I was hoping my psychosis was just drug induced and that I can get off of my meds. But no, im schizophrenic, for sure. My parents are encouraging me to apply for disability so I can't have a full time job anymore. Feels like my life is broken.

How are you guys coping with being a loser? Rn im drinking alcohol, eating food, and goonmaxxing.