u/noflamingo94

Im starting to give up hope. After starting my new job im hallucinating again. Nothing serious, just people calling my name. My delusions about people stealing my energy and hearing my thoughts are coming back too.

I was hoping my psychosis was just drug induced and that I can get off of my meds. But no, im schizophrenic, for sure. My parents are encouraging me to apply for disability so I can't have a full time job anymore. Feels like my life is broken.

How are you guys coping with being a loser? Rn im drinking alcohol, eating food, and goonmaxxing.

I've had two psychotic breaks. I want to get off medication because I don't like the side affects, but I don't want to hear voices or have insane delusions either.

I just feel like they limit me. They limit my athletic ability, along with messing with my metabolism and body composition. These things are important to me, I used to be a gym rat. I went to the psychiatrist today and they prescribed sleeping medication, which really irked me. I do need to sleep better, but it just hurts knowing I have to take even more meds.

Did you ever struggle with this? Did you ever get over it? Ive been really struggling with this lately as I slowly rebuild my good habits.

1. Start drinking more water. This improves focus, mood, and overall health

2. Start suntanning. Sunlight improves vitamin D, and testosterone. It also makes you look better.

3. Semen retention. This only applies to men. This will give you more energy, lower your social anxiety, and makes you more attractive to women.

4. Eat healthier foods. Bananas, yogurt, milk, peanut butter, red meat, noodles, protein bars, these are my favorite go to healthy options, and will make you feel amazing.

5. Quit vaping, smoking, and drinking. These all affect your brain chemistry in maladaptive ways, and can exacerbate mental health issues.

These are 5 ways to improve your vibration. I wouldn't recommend doing all these at once, gradually build up. If you try to do everything at once you'll overwhelm yourself and give up.

Pretty easy, only worked 4 hours. I watched some training videos then went to the back, where I hung up and put tags on clothes that are going out to the floor. Talked to the people there some, they seem like good people, takes time to get to know people tho, but I have high hopes.

Overall it was a good day, went for a 30 minute walk after work and am pretty exhausted now. Im out of shape, need to work on that. It'll get easier with time. Overall I'm pretty hopeful, the hours are low now but I'm hoping to raise them in a few months so I can get a section 8 apartment through my mental health clinic. You get priority if you have a mental health condition, so thats a benefit.

I feel good.

Ever since was in psychosis over 6 months back, I've been having vivid dreams every night. What causes vivid dreams every night? Is it something I should be concerned about? Ive tried medication to dampen them but nothing seems to work. I never used to have these vivid dreams every night.

I used to bodybuild, I loved doing it, and was quite successful at it. But now with medication, I can no longer do it, antipsychotics limit my athletic abilities and mess with my metabolism, so I want to get off my medication, but only after I'm symptom free for two years.

Have any of you had success with getting off medication? No relapses or hearing voices again?

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Part of me wants to taper off the meds but I'm weighing the risk. I'm diagnosed bipolar one and have had visual and auditory hallucinations and two psychotic episodes. I know my triggers and I know I have to stay away from drugs and alcohol. Also I don't sleep very well and have nightmares almost every night is that something I should take into account?

1. Stay awake for at least 24 hours.

2. Take Adderall, mushrooms, and drink alcohol.

3. Wait for the demons to start appearing.

4. Go to psych ward, you will stay there for two weeks. Tell them everything about your hallucinations.

5. Once released, follow up with a psychiatrist to secure a diagnosis.

6. Call a disability lawyer and have them help you throughout the social security disability process.

7. Make sure you keep going to the psychiatrist.

8. Collect neetbux until you die.

I talk to myself all the time. Sometimes I even argue with myself. I saw a video and the guy goes "Daniel goes full schizo and starts talking to himself". I'm schizo and talk to myself, but I talked to myself before developing schizophrenia. Do normies really not talk to themselves?

2 weeks after giving up on life I'm officially giving life another try. I got a retail job at a clothing store, I start pretty soon. Schizophrenia is a bitch but I'm battling it. My symptoms are controlled rn and this job is part time so I can still continue my SSDI application.

There's a saying that goes "if it can go wrong, it won't". If all goes well I'll get my neetbux while working part time and I will be able to live independently. I'm excited.

If so what do you do? Do you work part time? Full time? Is it low stress? I would love a part time job to fund my hobby of retro video games but it needs to be low stress because stress magnifies my symptoms unfortunately.

Personally, I just want neetbux, or at least attempt to go for it. I may or may not get it but I want to put all my effort into getting it. If I get it then hell yeah, if not then its not for me I guess.

My life advice as a 25 year old loser is to put all your effort into something. Thats what I was doing before schizophrenia blew up in my face and I had to switch gears. Thats what I enjoy doing, and what makes me feel truly alive.

What about you, what would you like to sink all your investment into?

It was Japanese and its stuck in my head but idk what the name of the song is. Very good very catchy.

I'm looking to maximize the amount of good boy points I have while waiting for neetbux. What should I do? I already water the plants and pretend to look for jobs. Should I ask my parents? I need as many good boy points necessary so I can get a Playstation.

Oh boy, I can't wait for yet another day of being a NEET. I wonder what I should do first? Maybe some music? Games? I'll watch some streams and browse 4chan for now. What are your plans for the day?

After failing school, failing multiple jobs, 2 trips to the psych ward, a trip to the mental hospital, and one schizophrenia diagnosis later I have officially given up on life at age 25. My dad has given up on me too, so thats good. My mom hasnt yet, but i assume will come around eventually.

What should I do now? My plan is to get on NEETbux and get a NEETpartment. In what other ways should I maximize my NEETdom?

Many of us have ailments that prevent us from working full time. I have bipolar and generalized anxiety disorder. What about yall? Whats preventing you from working?