u/pepelogisticspsy

by perception of the world i mean if school is a happy place or not , if a car a stressful place or a fun place if it’s a place to make friends or not to talk to people you act according to this perceptions

drinking to be able to test your hypothesis on your environment and change that perception of the world.

I’m 22 M and i want an interesting job that allows me to travel to remote locations or around, this could be research or something else that would involve group work. do you guys have any suggestions? i have a psychology degree and i speak 3 languages. i’m not american im European

Hey i’m new here and im not sure if im being repetitive by posting this.

I have been thinking chronically since i remembered like every secound of my day, i also struggle with feelings of paranoia i constantly think the world is out to get me and im one step way from someone ruining my life, it got to a point of me convincing my self of stuff that didnt happen and i feel guilty. My reality feels 2D when i talked to someone i feel like there’s a barrier, because im in my head so i have to think over my thoughts to respond. The things around me i think i don’t process them i just see them in auto pilot. This feeling was so normal for me that i didn’t even think it was a problem. recently i tried to ground my self and my posture improved dramatically in those moments like i can see my actual body and appearance i also changed my hair cause i felt it was the first time seeing it. I have a lot of stuff from the past and i grew up in a terrible environment, i think it has to do with an adaptation of my nervous system to only feel safe when im thinking or inside my head planning.
will this ever go away ? what can i do to change this ?
i also saw in some posts people connecting masturbation to derealization what’s the connection?

He made sure he’s brother ( john ) didn’t marry lizzie because she was a prostitute, johnny dies because of his feelings for her (the confusion with italians ) then he proceeds to marry her after his wife died because of lizzie sleeping with someone else. After the death of his brother and his wife because of that woman and trying to prostitute both in different occasions he marries the woman that caused it.

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