u/pinkshiz

As someone with severe mental health issues, a chunk of them or maybe all of them due to poor parenting and trauma, thinking about how society views people like us is so disgusting and disheartening. In personal relationships I’ve been told I can’t be trusted because I struggle with self harm and may hurt someone else. People with mental health issues are more likely to be victims of violence rather than vice versa. Saw multiple TikTok’s today mocking people who self harm, comments calling us attention seekers and whatnot. I spent so many nights as a teenager getting medical care and contemplating my life due to severe self harm. Can people really not imagine that an insurmountable amount of pain causes people to do this??

I’m tired of being people’s scapegoat. Painted as crazy because I’m the one who has been to the hospital time after time again and diagnosed with stuff. Because of the abuse and mistreatment those same people inflicted on me. The people who avoid therapy like the plague but make fun of me for going. Fuck people.

Not sure if this is the right place to post, but I believe I have been discarded again by my NEX who I have been involved with for 5 years.

I knew things were going to get weird when he got a new job that paid decently well for our age but of course he reassured me that he would spend money on me, take us out etc. Then I started getting screamed at, cussed out and called names and blocked almost daily. One day I was block because he was stressed out about money and I told him he’d be able to afford a gym membership with his job. The blocking would make me panic, and I would regrettably reach out through other avenues or numbers to get unblocked. And I would eventually but I would still get yelled at then blocked.

He said he didn’t want to stop yelling and blocking me wasn’t going to stop and if I didn’t like it I should just leave. I was told I had no loyalty and his reasoning for this was because I had spoken up about him SAing me multiple times and giving me multiple STDs and lying and gaslighting me about it.
The first discard was years ago and he hoovered me and begged for me back just to lie and treat me like shit again.

So now I’ve been discarded again. He says he only wants people around that will lift him up and he doesn’t want to be reminded of his “mistakes” or bad behavior. Similarly the first time I was discarded it was because I had finally come to my senses and realized what a piece of shit he was.

I am just completely devastated and broken. One of the last things he said to me that is haunting me is “I feel like I can love someone the right way and treat them well now”. 5 years gone..He avoids therapy like the plague. If you read all of this, thank you.

I am 21F born and raised in Columbus, and am interested in meeting new people but I never have much luck.

A bit of background about me, I am currently in school for sterile processing, I enjoy crocheting, drawing, painting, scrapbooking, my niche hobbies are collecting dolls and stuffed animals, I also enjoy exercising, thrifting, going to parks and getting dressed up and going out!
Please let me know if you’d want to talk or meet up :)

By friends, family, medical professionals, complete strangers. Everyone has distanced themselves from me, even the people I’ve known and loved for years. For struggling and voicing it. I don’t go to specific friends I usually just vent online so I don’t overwhelm anyone. But they never say anything, which is ok.I’m too miserable and I’m ugly. Nobody cares anymore. I’ve struggled for years and they don’t want to hear it. I don’t think I’m a bad person, I’m just extremely sad. The worst part is they stick around (barely) out of pity and keeping up appearances. They lie and tell me they love me. I’ve been ostracized by my family for speaking up about abuse from my parents. I’ve been told by my ex that people can sniff people out like me and that’s why they avoid me.Oh well.

I was just wondering when the bears release in all stores, I’ve heard the 18th but also the 21st. I am hoping one of my friends would be willing to drive us to the nearest heritage location ( lucky to have one in my state) and then go to the beach if it is the 18th as it’ll be pretty warm out. Thanks in advance!!

I am a 21f dark skin black woman. My face is ugly-average and my body weight is disproportionate and I am pretty chubby. I’ve had 1 partner in my life and they didn’t really like me and recently told me “it’s just my face” as to why I am not very attractive. I’d like to work on loosing weight but as a black woman the beauty standard is having a big butt. My butt isn’t big now, but I do have a large chest and loosing weight means risking becoming even more disproportional,( my chest is large bc of genetics) and more unattractive. I have a naturally round face, recessed jaw and double chin, jowls, acne , a big stomach,hyperpigmentation and have been told I have small lips for a black girl. I am also covered in sh scars, although they don’t really bother me.

I would love to get cosmetic surgery eventually for these things but in the meantime I am still undesirable. I never get asked out on dates and never get approached on nights out. I compare myself to every pretty girl I see. It is torturous. I may be considered average to some,but it’s the new ugly unfortunately.

Was able to buy one online yesterday and I’m so excited for him to come in. Would love to see other people’s 😌