i just received my bizzlestomp yesterday and i could not be happier. i also purchased the marshmallows two days ago from a local shop! i love bringing my plushies with me everywhere! i recently left a mental health facility and while i am still out of work i find it to be so comforting to spend my days with my plushies. i plan to take more plushie photos soon!!! 🤍🤍 xoxo 🤍🤍
(im in ed treatment (in a house) that’s why my photos look like they are in a regular kitchen !)
i also thought it was so cool that they had the strawberry bunny still!!
what have i been doing all these years writing about my boring life in my own diary?? clearly there are much better topics to be writing about!! i love seeing children’s handwriting and their fairytale thoughts🤍🤍🤍
(found at the thrift!)
i am in mental health day treatment right now and i just found out today that they are going to refer me somewhere else that can help me with a more specific problem. i haven’t even told my parents yet; i know they will not be happy😓 im also sad because i was starting to really like my therapist and the other people there😞 so jellycat shopping was in order. i ended up getting the crab and mulshi. my friend convinced me to get the crab because she has it too. it is out of the realm of jellycats i would usually gravitate towards. but i actually really love it now. and then i was deciding between pebble and mulshi. i love the texture of pebble but mulshi’s cute face was speaking to me. i am still stressed beyond belief about my situation but at least now i have some new cuties to get me through it. i’m trying to think of names for them! please send suggestions if you want 🤍
i think she may be a truly me doll, but i looked at the visual chart on the wiki and couldn’t find one that looked like her. apologies if i just happened to overlook it!!
hi , so i am not really sure if i am really looking for advice or anything but i really just wanted to explain this to someone who might understand. i am currently doing a PHP program but it is not eating disorder focused. for some background i was inpatient at an eating disorder specific place a couple years ago, and gained a LOT of weight after being released. ever since then i have been desperate to lose it again but haven’t been able to. like i would start to eat less and then always fail a couple days later. but this time is different. i got a new calorie tracker app that has really motivated me, and i’ve been eating less every day. i feel really good, i’ve lost a good amount in only 12 days. however my treatment team knows about this and if i am to stay in the PHP i am in right now (which i do want to do), then they are making me see a dietician. i have seen outpatient dieticians before. in the past i would reluctantly do what they say. however, now, i have absolutely zero interest. i am in that frame of mind that is like, “everything is going super well for me not eating, so no one is going to stop me.” and its literally insane what a huge relief it is to be losing weight again after being at a higher weight for so long. i don’t know what i am going to do when i have to see one soon. so far they have been trying to help me get set up with one but none we have found so far takes my insurance. my only worry is i really feel stuck right now in the sense that i have not been allowing myself to eat anything for three days so far. i am not really sure what is going to make it feel okay for me to eat again. i’m just seeing what happens i guess. like i just don’t want to recover from this. you know? i tried it and it is literally hell on earth. i don’t understand how anybody recovers from this
i was rearranging my pencil pouches and i just wanted to share!! i literally do not need a single other pen or pencil in my life yet i am still excited for back to school season. my favorite pens are my energels with the cute characters on them🤍
he is soooooo cutie!!!! (please forgive me our bedroom is a mess 🤦🏻♀️)
he looks a little angy but he was happy to go home with me i promise !!
i haven’t seen either of these in person before! i got one of the mac and squeeze and a pink panic pete 🤍