I mostly listen to audiobooks bc it fits my life better. I typically don’t mind the narrators they pick. But this guy doing Pyrok’s voice … i can’t he’s trying to sound like Lumere from Beauty and the Beast or something it’s just not good it’s distracting
Granted I’m pregnant and emotional but I literally have cried every other chapter and I’m only 35% in.
This is my second so I knew what I was getting in to. My last pregnancy I was so sick during my first trimester. I even ended up in the hospital because my esophagus was bleeding from throwing up so much. But even though I knew it was going to be really horrible I felt like I could do it one more time. Well fast forward here I am pregnant with number two. I’m not throwing up as much this time, but the nausea is just as bad. Still the puking is horrible. I’m exhausted. More exhausted than my last pregnancy. Last time this all lasted until well into the second trimester. I’m just so over it all. Give me a newborn any day no problems ….with pregnancy? It’s the worst. I’m starting to understand why people who can afford it. Decide to do a surrogate even if they physically don’t need it.
The practice outfits for the guys on the Next pro were wild. I was sweating looking at them. One was in business casual with a bandana 😭😭😭
Extremely long story short, I had my son via a C-section (not planned) and I had extremely bad PPA. It was a really rough time and it was my first child so I had no idea what I was doing. The Lactation consultant came in and looked at me and said “you have inverted nipples so you’re prob not gonna be able to breast feed.” I now know how wrong she was and I’m pissed. I was so overwhelmed I just said let’s do formula. I have nothing against formula, I believe fed is best and I was a formula fed baby. However I feel like I missed that connection with my son. (Among all the other things I feel guilty about not being able to give my son) but I am pregnant now with a girl and I want to try to breastfeed. However I feel so guilty … I feel like he will find out and be sad. I know it’s prob silly and I can’t see my husband caring if he found this out about his mom but it bothers me.
Again there’s so much I know I’ll be able to give my second that I couldn’t my first bc I’m more prepared and have been in therapy for a while now and it’s just really sad to think about.
>!These were my thoughts and reactions to the last chapters of a MoL. Def not in order lol!<
>!All the spoilers!<
>!Gawyn I’m not ready for this!<
>!Suan no I fucking loved her!<
>!Bella I can’t handle it!<
>!Bergitte WTF! Nooooo (also I fucking sobbed when she came back after the horn)!<
>!Egwene I’m unwell - I wanna throw up!<
>!Noel - the hero of the horn in a glass case of emotions!<
>!Is Lan dead? Ok he’s not phew!<
>!Ruark- honestly was a horrible end. They screwed him making him a compelled puppet. Rude!<
>!I’m literally sobbing while cleaning my bathroom as the wolves the heroes of the horn wolves show up for Perin!<
>!Is Matt fucking dead? I’m gonna lose my shit. Oh thank God, never mind!<
>!I sobbed the entire epilogue!<
>!Wait the Seanchan coming back was so avengers end game.!<
>!Perrin is a badass - he’s the best one in this whole series!<
>!Matt is a genius! The Hinderstap people omg!<
I got a positive test and started chapter 37. Im about 3/4 of the way in and I’m an emotional wreck. This was very poor timing for the wheel.
I got a positive test and started chapter 37. Im about 3/4 of the way in and I’m an emotional wreck. This was very poor timing for the wheel.
Sharon and why am I just now hearing about them?
And by Sharon i mean these Sharan people lol 😂
UPDATE; I’m only on the prologue and I’ve never been stressed more in my life.
I usually listen on 1.5 speed maybe I’ll do .7 so i drag it out 😭😭😭
My plan is to just except every single main character to die in every chapter I’m reading so that if it does happen I’ll have been expecting it. That will work right? Right?
Holy crap that >!battle in Tel’aran’rhiod with Egwene, Perrin and then Gawyn in the tower!! That was epic.!<
But I just had to know how much longer I was gonna have to endure this little shit
I find myself back again! After having a successful round my son is almost three and we’re going to transfer the second and only other embryo we have. If it works then it works if it doesn’t looks like we’ll have an only child. There is no way I’m going through Stims again. Anyway wish me luck 🍀