u/porcelainforest

What video games, board games, tv shows, movies, musicians etc. do you think they would like, if they were let's say in their 20s right now?? Both modern and vintage count.

Last year I was at my lowest weight ever for about six months and it was BAAD. I was literally malnourished.

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I'm still struggling heavily it's not like I'm anywhere near recovery, but I'm trying.

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Anyway, the time I was barely staying alive, was the time my lovely father chose to take inspiration from me and started "dieting".

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He quickly developed an ED and is still going strong.

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So while I'm crying daily because my hair is falling out in handfuls, he keeps going on and on about his new so called "lifestyle".

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The only thing he talks about is food, what he eats during the day, what foods he avoids etc.

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He's also not shy when it comes to fatshaming people, including his own wife and sister, which is just lovely.

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He's so loud and proud about it too, just so smug about the fact that he's starving himself, basically.

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And mind you when I was struggling, and let me tell you I LOOKED the part, he did not give a damn. Never, ever made any effort to help me or offer support.

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Worst part is I'm not even concerned about him, I am just so incredibly envious, because I gained around 1.5 kg and he just keeps loosing weight.

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Everytime I even look at him I'm just filled with RAGE.

And I'm aware that it's morbid to think about anyone but I can't help it.

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He's my new thinspo (yes, unfortunately I am familiar with tumblr slang) and my actual reason I relapsed before even attempting recovery and I fucking hate him for it.

As someone who joined rhe phandom right after the hard launch im sooo excited to be a part of this new thing they're doing, whatever it's going to be!!

Just so happy to experience it, if its another tour and they will be performing in my country i might just cry OMGG

Anybody else loves reading about the soulmate trope when it's weird and eerie, sometimes interdimentional, and when the characters don't even know wtf is happening to them?

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Like characters literally merging their universes to finally meet or finding each other in the afterlife?

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But hates reading (no judgement btw read whatever you want!!) about it when it's really obvious and when being soulmates is literally normal and common in the universe?

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I'm talking tattoo's with soulmate's name/ eye color/ first words etc.

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Because I see a lot of hate when it comes to this trope and I just think that when it's done right it just hits you like NOTHING else.