u/prettylittlebirrd

There hasn’t been an hour he’s kept quiet he talks NON STOP for HOURS AND HOURS ABOUT MONEY AND MONEU AND WORK AND JOB AND IM TIRED. I literally feel like crying because he won’t shut up for a min I get headaches. He doesn’t care if I’m eating or drinking or literally doing anything he will talk and talk and talk and talk forever I’m SICK OF IT. It’s suffocating me HOW DO I DEAL WITH HIM. I literally started isolating myself in my room because I can’t even drink a cup of coffee without him going on for hours I can’t watch tv I can’t chew my food because he stops me mid eating I can’t do anything he won’t shut up I don’t wanna tell him to shut up i don’t wanna hurt him but this is INSANE HE WONT SHUT UP FOR A MIN HES GOT ENDLESS WORDS I DONT GET PEACE UNLESS I LOCK MYSELF IN MY ROOM .

There hasn’t been an hour he’s kept quiet he talks NON STOP for HOURS AND HOURS ABOUT MONEY AND MONEU AND WORK AND JOB AND IM TIRED. I literally feel like crying because he won’t shut up for a min I get headaches. He doesn’t care if I’m eating or drinking or literally doing anything he will talk and talk and talk and talk forever I’m SICK OF IT. It’s suffocating me HOW DO I DEAL WITH HIM. I literally started isolating myself in my room because I can’t even drink a cup of coffee without him going on for hours I can’t watch tv I can’t chew my food because he stops me mid eating I can’t do anything he won’t shut up I don’t wanna tell him to shut up i don’t wanna hurt him but this is INSANE HE WONT SHUT UP FOR A MIN HES GOT ENDLESS WORDS I DONT GET PEACE UNLESS I LOCK MYSELF IN MY ROOM .

My dad is a talking machine

There hasn’t been an hour he’s kept quiet he talks NON STOP for HOURS AND HOURS ABOUT MONEY AND MONEU AND WORK AND JOB AND IM TIRED. I literally feel like crying because he won’t shut up for a min I get headaches. He doesn’t care if I’m eating or drinking or literally doing anything he will talk and talk and talk and talk forever I’m SICK OF IT. It’s suffocating me HOW DO I DEAL WITH HIM. I literally started isolating myself in my room because I can’t even drink a cup of coffee without him going on for hours I can’t watch tv I can’t chew my food because he stops me mid eating I can’t do anything he won’t shut up I don’t wanna tell him to shut up i don’t wanna hurt him but this is INSANE HE WONT SHUT UP FOR A MIN HES GOT ENDLESS WORDS I DONT GET PEACE UNLESS I LOCK MYSELF IN MY ROOM .

My dad is a talking machine

There hasn’t been an hour he’s kept quiet he talks NON STOP for HOURS AND HOURS ABOUT MONEY AND MONEU AND WORK AND JOB AND IM TIRED. I literally feel like crying because he won’t shut up for a min I get headaches. He doesn’t care if I’m eating or drinking or literally doing anything he will talk and talk and talk and talk forever I’m SICK OF IT. It’s suffocating me HOW DO I DEAL WITH HIM. I literally started isolating myself in my room because I can’t even drink a cup of coffee without him going on for hours I can’t watch tv I can’t chew my food because he stops me mid eating I can’t do anything he won’t shut up I don’t wanna tell him to shut up i don’t wanna hurt him but this is INSANE HE WONT SHUT UP FOR A MIN HES GOT ENDLESS WORDS I DONT GET PEACE UNLESS I LOCK MYSELF IN MY ROOM .

I try to recover but my sister is obsessed with losing weight.

Shes a normal weight but she wants to be skinny and it triggers me at times like when I make breakfast suddenly she says she wants to skip it because she’s “fat” or she will skip dinner/lunch.

If we go out to eat in a restaurant she doesn’t wanna take a bite and my plate is full of food I just get triggered so bad. She acts very restrictive at most times and it triggers my ed and I relapse after days of trying to eat.

How am I supposed to recover this way.

I had Ana for about a year now and my weight was in “severely underweight “ category. I chose to recover but the past week of recovery I’ve been feeling extreme hunger I crave multiple yogurt tubs and cereal and oatmeal and there’s nights where I have 3-4 extra bowls .

I don’t know how that’s gonna affect me overall but I hate the feeling of it as at the end of the night no matter how much I eat I’m still hungry like there’s no end. My body gets cold from eating more and more

Is this normal or no.