I’m so incredibly lost on finding my way career wise.
I’m 32 about to be 33 and just stuck in the depressing grind of factory work. I know deep down I can’t keep doing this. Yet I cannot figure out a way out.
I’m 32. Male. About $35k in savings. Working in food production driving a forklift in a very high pressure fast paced environment. No growth opportunities. Churn and burn factory where i’ve been for almost 4 years.
I’m fit. Love working out. Thought about being a personal trainer but i’m not sure that’s a career more than another grind of low pay and trying to earn a living amassing clientele either via online or in person.
I’ve thought about potentially trying to become a police officer or a state cop.
I’ve thought about trying to get my CDL and the long term plan being getting a local job hauling fuel.
I’ve thought about trying to get an online accounting degree.
I’m just completely stuck.
Any time I have a day off it’s ALL I think about and I end up doing nothing about it.
The new work week starts and i’m finding myself stuck in my head all day just judging and hating my entire existence.
I don’t want to take on debt. I have enough cash to support me for maybe a year but also need a new car soon so that’ll eat into that.
I just can’t seem to figure out how to upskill as a student while having to work 50-60 hours for a job that takes everything out of me. And yet I don’t want to take on debt.
I’ve also considered nursing.
But again, schooling. And shit, I haven’t been a student and so long I don’t remember SHIT.
Nursing, Police Officer, Trucker, Personal Trainer.
Shit I’m so cooked it’s killing my soul.