u/rpgs_player

Ever since I awakened true love from within me during meditation, people started to treat me differently. Some were afraid of me, others flocked to me and wept in my presence. I can't help but also wept in return. It felt like heaven on earth. Now I understand why life is full of suffering. Why so many unanswered prayers. Why life felt meaningless. It is because we live in a world devoid of true love. Prophets are able to perform miracles because of the power of love.

They only act on their evil behavior only when they think it's safe to do so, like stealing and backstabbing. When they got caught and asked about their bad behavior, they either won't admit it or accuse someone else.

I mean, have you ever met a 'confident evil' type person, who probably say things like "Yes, I am evil. I enjoy hurting people. Their suffering is my pleasure. Muahahahaha (evil laughter)"?

Sure, getting scholarship is not easy. There are requirements to obtain it, like they have to be dedicated or bright students. Still, I wouldn't consider 'successfully convinced someone to give you money' as something to be proud of. Isn't that like 'begging someone for money'?

People who tried to show others that they have a happy life, perfect family, outstanding achievements, etc. If their life appears that perfect without any flaws then it simply proves that they are being fake.

They seem to be able to manipulate reality to some extent.

Let's talk about my mom, a narcissist. One day she texted me in the morning to get ready to eat outside at 1.00 pm. So I waited until then. When the time is on 11.00 am, she got upset because I wasn't ready yet. I got confused, since it's not 1.00 pm yet. I looked at my text message and the time turned out to be 11.00 am!

Another example. She asked me to buy a makeup product online with '141' label in it, so I looked up at the website and bought it. Few days after, the product came and she complained. The product she was looking for is '151'. I looked up on the website and the product text changed from '141' to '151'.

One might think that it's just a simple human error. But let me explain. I know myself well. I rarely make mistakes. While it's normal to make mistakes as a human being, the amount of mistakes I did when interacting with her is enormous compared to when she isn't around, which leads me to conclude that she's capable of reality manipulation.

They seem to be able to manipulate reality to some extent. Now I'm more certain that they're the devil's spawn.

Let's talk about my mom, a narcissist. One day she texted me in the morning to get ready to eat outside at 1.00 pm. So I waited until then. When the time is on 11.00 am, she got upset because I wasn't ready yet. I got confused, since it's not 1.00 pm yet. I looked at my text message and the time turned out to be 11.00 am!

One might think that it's just a simple human error. But let me explain. I know myself well. I rarely make mistakes. While it's normal to make mistakes as a human being, the amount of mistakes I did when interacting with her is enormous compared to when she isn't around, which leads me to conclude that she has a supernatural ability.

Soon after I awakened holy spirit within me, I began to experience a series of mystical experiences which confirms several bible verses.

• I felt a surge of overwhelming unconditional love from within me. So good that it felt like heaven on Earth. I'm pretty certain that this is God's love. 1 John 4:7-4:21
• So many people who are witches tried to attack me with black magic everywhere I go. I had no idea how dangerous the witches are. They might be responsible for the illness and plague that happened around the world. That is why witch hunt happened in middle ages. Also, to my surprise, prayer actually works well. The witches ran away when I prayed. Exodus 22:18
• When I prayed, I muttered the word "Father..." and soon after the devil immediately appeared. Black figure, shaped like human. He screamed and ran away with inhuman speed. This phenomenon, coupled with the appearance of witches, led me to believe that Satan is still the ruler of this world. 2 Corinthians 4:4, Matthew 4:8-9, John 14:30

I used to be an agnostic before I experienced God's love. I'll share my experience, perhaps this will help those who want to find theirs.

"Know Thyself If You Wish To Know God"

From beginning I always knew that I'm different from others due to having problems communicating with people, attention issues, and lack of common interests. Back then I didn't realize that these are symptoms of people with Asperger. Due to this, I often have trouble fitting in community. I ended up hating myself for feeling defective. There are times where they tried to include me as part of their community so they can use my intelligence to suit their purpose. I felt happy for a moment since it's not so often I actually belonged somewhere. But deep down I knew if it weren't for my skills, they wouldn't even bother to include me.

Haunted by that realization, one day I stopped trying to fit in and withdrew into solitude, contemplating about flaws of mankind and their struggles. Being aware of my own flaws made me see and relate to many kinds of flaws that exists in people, and developed tolerance and compassion because of them. Everyone is flawed in their own way. Even people who seem perfect only seem to be so because they're trying so hard to hide their flaws, afraid to be rejected. These 'perfect' people showed their flaws when around me, knowing I don't mind.

This compassion that I've developed over the years made me able to fully accept myself despite all the flaws. Not long after that, I felt a surge of love from within me. The feeling is similar to when you're being loved by your significant other, only this time it's very intense since you have nothing to hide. You don't need to be afraid of being hurt, lonely, and betrayed anymore, for this is the love from God. I realized that I'd been looking for love in the wrong places all this time, not realizing that the true love resides within you, waiting to be awakened. I became a believer from that day on.

I used to be an agnostic before I experienced God's love. I'll share my experience, perhaps this will help those who want to find theirs.

"Know Thyself If You Wish To Know God"

From beginning I always knew that I'm different from others due to having problems communicating with people, attention issues, and lack of common interests. Back then I didn't realize that these are symptoms of people with Asperger. Due to this, I often have trouble fitting in community. I ended up hating myself for feeling defective. There are times where they tried to include me as part of their community so they can use my intelligence to suit their purpose. I felt happy for a moment since it's not so often I actually belonged somewhere. But deep down I knew if it weren't for my skills, they wouldn't even bother to include me.

Haunted by that realization, one day I stopped trying to fit in and withdrew into solitude, contemplating about flaws of mankind and their struggles. Being aware of my own flaws made me see and relate to many kinds of flaws that exists in people, and developed tolerance and compassion because of them. Everyone is flawed in their own way. Even people who seem perfect only seem to be so because they're trying so hard to hide their flaws, afraid to be rejected. These 'perfect' people showed their flaws when around me, knowing I don't mind.

This compassion that I've developed over the years made me able to fully accept myself despite all the flaws. Not long after that, I felt a surge of love from within me. The feeling is similar to when you're being loved by your significant other, only this time it's very intense since you have nothing to hide. You don't need to be afraid of being hurt, lonely, and betrayed anymore, for this is the love from God. I realized that I'd been looking for love in the wrong places all this time, not realizing that the true love resides within you, waiting to be awakened. I became a believer from that day on.

I used to be an agnostic before I experienced God's love. I'll share my experience, perhaps this will help those who want to find theirs.

"Know Thyself If You Wish To Know God"

From beginning I always knew that I'm different from others due to having problems communicating with people, attention issues, and lack of common interests. Back then I didn't realize that these are symptoms of people with Asperger. Due to this, I often have trouble fitting in community. I ended up hating myself for feeling defective. There are times where they tried to include me as part of their community so they can use my intelligence to suit their purpose. I felt happy for a moment since it's not so often I actually belonged somewhere. But deep down I knew if it weren't for my skills, they wouldn't even bother to include me.

Haunted by that realization, one day I stopped trying to fit in and withdrew into solitude, contemplating about flaws of mankind and their struggles. Being aware of my own flaws made me see and relate to many kinds of flaws that exists in people, and developed tolerance and compassion because of them. Everyone is flawed in their own way. Even people who seem perfect only seem to be so because they're trying so hard to hide their flaws, afraid to be rejected. These 'perfect' people showed their flaws when around me, knowing I don't mind.

This compassion that I've developed over the years made me able to fully accept myself despite all the flaws. Not long after that, I felt a surge of love from within me. The feeling is similar to when you're being loved by your significant other, only this time it's very intense since you have nothing to hide. You don't need to be afraid of being hurt, lonely, and betrayed anymore, for this is the love from God. I realized that I'd been looking for love in the wrong places all this time, not realizing that the true love resides within you, waiting to be awakened. I became a believer from that day on.

I used to be an agnostic before I experienced God's love. I'll share my experience.

"Know Thyself If You Wish To Know God"

From beginning I always knew that I'm different from others due to having problems communicating with people, attention issues, and lack of common interests. Back then I didn't realize that these are symptoms of people with Asperger. Due to this, I often have trouble fitting in community. I ended up hating myself for feeling defective. There are times where they tried to include me as part of their community so they can use my intelligence to suit their purpose. I felt happy for a moment since it's not so often I actually belonged somewhere. But deep down I knew if it weren't for my skills, they wouldn't even bother to include me.

Haunted by that realization, one day I stopped trying to fit in and withdrew into solitude, contemplating about flaws of mankind and their struggles. Being aware of my own flaws made me see and relate to many kinds of flaws that exists in people, and developed tolerance and compassion because of them. Everyone is flawed in their own way. Even people who seem perfect only seem to be so because they're trying so hard to hide their flaws, afraid to be rejected. These 'perfect' people showed their flaws when around me, knowing I don't mind.

This compassion that I've developed over the years made me able to fully accept myself despite all the flaws. Not long after that, I felt a surge of love from within me. The feeling is similar to when you're being loved by your significant other, only this time it's very intense since you have nothing to hide. You don't need to be afraid of being hurt, lonely, and betrayed anymore, for this is the love from God. I realized that I'd been looking for love in the wrong places all this time, not realizing that the true love resides within you, waiting to be awakened. I became a believer from that day on.