I have no friends

Hi I don’t usually talk about my feelings online but here I am. I have literally no friends and I mean no one. I have a few people I text but no one ever asks me to hang out, it’s like inside of school I’m their best friend but outside of school I always have to ask them to hang out. My best friend never asks me to hang out and I’ve told her multiple times it’s mean and I have feelings. She keeps saying it’s because every-time she asks me I always say no which is a lie because she never even asks? She also says she’s used to me asking her but the friendship feels one sided if only I ask.

I have another friend she’s my neighbour and school friend she asks me to hang out but it’s always at her house or my house of going to the corner shop? Like yeah we have went out for real one time to eat but that’s it. All my school friends don’t bother reaching out to me, and I feel like I’m falling into a deep black hole and I know I’ve already fallen into it but my mind and heart can’t accept it that’s why I keep telling myself it’s gonna get better, but when does it?

I have had problems with making friends since I was young but it was because I was kinda mean, honestly I don’t think that’s the case. I think it was because I was irritated easily and was desperate for friends. I don’t know what to do, my friends never bother asking if I’m ok or if I wanna hang out because that’s all I ever wanted. I feel sad all the time and no matter how much fun I’m having I feel like an outcast.

Please help me

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u/rr1x0 — 1 day ago
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Where can I find this book?

Hi everyone! I’ve been trying to track down a specific edition of “Binding 13” with the sprayed ombré page edges that include the couples’ names. Unfortunately, it’s no longer sold in my country. I prefer to have the book in english writing, the other books of the series “boys of tommen” have this exact edition except for “binding 13” and “keeping 13”

I was wondering if anyone from Europe has seen this edition recently, either on Vinted or in local bookstores. If you’ve come across one, I’d really appreciate any tips on where I might find it.

If anyone is willing to sell this book could you PLEASE comment or dm me as I would really appreciate that..

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u/rr1x0 — 4 days ago
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Would someone have the heart to help me?

Would anyone be willing to promote my wattpad book that I recently started writing? I know these type of questions are annoying but it wouldn’t hurt to help someone who wants people to read their book, especially since I’ve worked my brain off for it.

Anyone who has a strong social media can be Tiktok, Instagram, Youtube or even reddit that could promote my story, I will DEFINITELY be giving shoutouts!!

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u/rr1x0 — 4 days ago

How do I get more readers?

I recently started writing my own wattpad book and I have 80 readers, which I’m so grateful for but I really want more people to read my book. Putting all my time and effort into writing and no one reading it frustrates me that’s why I need help!!

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u/rr1x0 — 4 days ago
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Should I forgive my best friend?

I’ve had this same female friend for about what more than 10 years?

Ever since we became older (teenagers) she got her first serious boyfriend and ever since then she became not distant but she chose him over me. I understand when you love a person you will prioritise them over everyone but it got to a point. Their relationship wasn’t even serious in the beginning it was just a normal teenage relationship and she kept ditching me and cancelling our plans to hang out with him and even made a “schedule” for me and my friend when we could hang out with her (which was 2 times a week) and the rest was for her to see her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend and her go to the same class—same school yet she still throws me away. Every time we plan to hang out we ALWAYS go to my house directly after school but every since her boyfriend she comes up with excuses she has to do at home just to walk home with her boyfriend but I always see her location and she’s in the same park she is with her boyfriend 24/7. I didn’t think much of it but it got to a point where I felt like an outcast and eventually unfriended her. Last year during summer she texted me and told me she was sorry for everything and that she realised she messed up. I KNEW before then she had broken up with her boyfriend and that’s when she decided to text me because she had no one.

She said in the apology text that it wasn’t because she broke up with him but I obviously knew it was because of that. I got over it and told her I appreciate her apology and we can start over but that’s when they got back together. I accepted it and didn’t really get bothered but that’s when she started saying she chose him before me and that he treats her better than I ever have when they’ve literally had fights every day and he even CHEATED on her. I understand why she is stuck up on him because they’ve had s*x at such a young age but she has not met his parents because they would never accept her since his parents are religious.

Me and her would fight everyday about the thing with her literally saying infront of my face that she chose him over me and honestly it hurt, I’m not being dramatic but having a best friend for over 10+ years and she chooses a guy she’s known for less than 2 years hurts.

Recently we argued because I told her and my other friend I wouldn’t be able to make it to the sleepover that was next week because I was going with my new friend and her family to the amusement park. The friend we were having the sleepover at said it was totally fine and she’d do the same because we can have the sleepover any other day. But of course my best friend started saying I get mad when she ditches me for her boyfriend but when I do it it’s fine—which is not true. I’m not ditching anybody because I already talked to the other friend that was hosting, and plus it’s not a guy. She ditches me for A GUY.

I argued with her and then we stopped arguing. Later in the group chat I sent a screenshot of a girl that was spamming me on TikTok and I practically said the girl slept on TikTok 24/7. The girl was 3 years younger and is my best friend’s cousins COUSIN. So she’s not even related to her by blood. She doesn’t have contact with this girl at all and she got mad because the girl was younger which is true but I wasn’t arguing with the girl? We then argued and she blocked me everywhere including leaving all group chats.

A few days later my friend (who was hosting the sleep over) told me that my best friend had said she blocked me because she was “sick and irritated and just wanted to have a calm summer” so that gives you the right to block your best friend of 10+ years? She then always proceeded to tell my friend she wanted to solve it with me and I do not want to because I’m not her muse, I won’t just sit there and let her block me and add me when it’s convenient FOR HER.

This is why I’m asking you guys whatdoIdo? should I be willing to solve it with her?

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u/rr1x0 — 2 days ago

What’s your opinion on my cover?

This is the cover I have on my wattpad story, I personally like it a lot but I want to know if other people like it and if it’s eye catching. Let me know your thoughts and opinions!

u/rr1x0 — 5 days ago
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I need feedback

It’s my first wattpad story, and has a few chapters which I’ve poured my heart into. It’s a mafia romance story and has a lot of sub-genres. I dont have many readers which is quite upsetting since I don’t know how to get more readers.

If you have a wattpad story and it became famous or you got a lot of readers could you please read mine and leave a feedback? If you don’t have a wattpad story I’d still love feedback from you as well!

https://www.wattpad.com/1637864370?utm\_source=ios&utm\_medium=link&utm\_content=share\_reading&wp\_page=reading&wp\_uname=writtenbyrtxl

u/rr1x0 — 7 days ago
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Convincing you to read my story😛

Hi! I’ve never written a wattpad story before but i’ve always had some sort of passion for reading and writing. Yesterday I published my first few parts of my wattpad story, after planning for 3 days.

My wattpad story is mafia themed related which I know is a very famous subgenre but might not be everyone’s cup of tea. My story is about a woman named Valeria Romano a trained assassin. She’s apart of the greek mafia empire and her father Edward Romano is the leader.

Her father soon gives her a new target to kill, which is Luciano Moretti the leader of the Italian mafia empire. Now why does Valeria’s father want her to go after Luciano? That’s because Valerias Uncle killed Luciano’s father which then led to Luciano Moretti killing Valerias uncle.

She soon plans how to kill him by working at his club to be able to send information to her father who will then sabotage his shipments. She also befriends Luciano’s little sister Sofia which gives her more time to be around their house.

Will she get caught—or lose herself in the dangerous tension between her and Luciano?

My story name is: The mafia’s curse
You can find it on my wattpad profile - writtenbyrtxl
If not I’ll gladly send the link!

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u/rr1x0 — 14 days ago