u/shinseiji-kara

(reposted because i appearantly put the text in the wrong place)

Hello, I have been lurking here for a while and i usually dont talk, because i am scared of saying the wrong things, i decided to say about something that has only hit me for a long while and only today it made me breakdown.

(note: when i say "you" or talk personally, its just the way i wrote it, there is nothing personal about it.)
Since the last few years i just see "chubbiness" and having a belly is fetishized and sexualized and objectified. And, as someone with weight issues it makes me feel disgusting. it does not make me accepted, it makes me seen like an object then actually consideration as a, you know, human.

think of it this way, would it be "hot" if you wake up in the morning and see the huge sack of fat hanging like a tumour from your body? would it be "hot" if you see the stretch marks that makes you get shamed because "it looks like you're pregnant"? Would it be "hot" if you actually got harassed by your own parents every time you talk with them?

It makes me almost puke when i see someone or something mentioning bear or bara or whatever disgusting terms they call it or stuff about fat people. Most of it is towards woman anyways, didnt saw a fat man being sexualised or fetishized like a woman did. (havent seen any woman do it(which im more interested in anyways) but more common amongs guys.) Expect when i talked to that one guy who always talked about "i need a bear bf to cuddle with huge hairy belly!!!!!"

at first it gave me hope maybe it would made me feel more recognized or atleast love me because of being me, but no, its because you see me and my weight as a masturbation material. I get people having choice and standarts or whatever but this is too much, i want to be seen as what i am personally instead of my bodily features.

I hate my belly, i want to remove all that disgusting fat that made me look ugly and disgusting.

As the revolutions rose across the world, only few states in the balkans managed to survive through the waves of degeneracy of socialism.

The Red Century takes place in a alternate world where revolution in Germany succeeded, steamrolling into a global dominance of communism across the world, It would change when the Europeans and the Soviets had a major split.

Make sure to join the discord: https://discord.gg/vYpQrtw6F

This is a three-line network i have cooked up for the city of Tekirdağ. It is reliant on using feeder buses on some places, esspecially the center where its too hilly and streets are too tight to put in something.

It provides connectivity between the three major areas of the city(Altınova-Tekirdağ and Değirmenaltı) in one axis. It also connects to the City hospital, far out in the north.

Tekirdağ için yaptığım/tasarladığım bir miktar gerçekçi olabilcek stadtbahn(bkz. t4 istanbul)raylı sistem projem.

İki hattan oluşuyor. M1 ve M2. Her ne kadar ayrı görünselerde bu hatlar birbiri ile makas ile bağlı.

İşletme Senaryoları:

Hat 1: NKÜ-Altınova

Hat 2: Altınova-Şehir Hastanesi

Hat 3: 26* Seferlerine Aktarmalı olcak şekilde(26 Üniversite hastanesine ve şehir hastanesine girmeden direkt eski otogarda seferini tamamlayacak)

Senaryo 2:

Hat 1:Altınova-NKÜ

Hat 2: NKÜ-Şehir Hastanesi

Ekstra notlar:

-Altınova merkezden metro istasyonuna aktarma otobüsleri olcak şekilde düşündüm.

-Tekirdağ Gar'dan tren seferleri olcağını varsaydım(Büyük ihtmal Çerkezköye yada Halkalıya)

-Yenişehir istasyonunda birşey yok, TOD olarak düşündüm.

-Eğim biraz sorun olabilir, ama ankaray uzatmasını gördükten sonra herşey olabilir.

^(*Başka bir hatta olabilir. Önce 34'tü, sonra 80 oldu, şimdi ise 26.)

https://discord.gg/pG3qB5NS

After the Euro-Soviet Split in the 1980, Prussia, along with Pomerania and Silesia split off the German State, Declaring the Berlin government "Illegitimate Revisionists". Today, Those states are heavily reliant on the Polish People's Republic.