u/spraynprayin

What's the point to it all? Why even exist? I work 16 hours a day every day, I pay most of my income in rent, food and power. I pay almost everything to not be "homeless" but I mean the more I think about it... My home is WORK! I see my apartment MAYBE 3 hours a day when I'm awake, then I sleep and BAM right back to work.

At this point, why even have a apartment?! Why even participate in all this? I can't enjoy any of the money I make because it's eaten up almost immediately, then I can't even enjoy the place I pay for because I'm never there! Legit at this point wouldn't life make much more sense if I just lived in a tent outside work?!

I don't know how much longer I can delude myself into thinking that any of this is worthwhile.