u/squipysquip

So hi I'm horrible at words so I hope I'm saying this correctly. Basically for as long as I found out I was plural (so allmost a year) I've had trouble figuring out where I exactly belong?? Or if I'm allowed to interact with certain communities even if I don't perfectly fit into it. For context I am the host of our system and I have a CO host who I am dating he's an original character I made a long time ago and decided to rewrite and well during that process he kinda just showed up out of nowhere!! She's basically always Co front having there own opinions,thoughts, feelings,likes,dislikes and dose not feel like "another part of me" and more so like someone who found me again (there's also some past life stuff and some spiritual stuff) along with them however is also a few other alters who again feel like there own people but they only front in certain situations (closest example would be p-did) so due to this I have been around in the yume ship community but recently I got worried if I even belong in that community sense well for one it's an oc but the other point...he's way more than fictional at this point. However I like showing our relationship off: writing, getting commissions done,making edits etc etc but I worried that even if he's fine with it (I mean they literally said and I quote "make sure you show off my shiny ass but not your ass that's all mine") that it's kinda offensive to the plural community. I'm not even sure what I'm asking besides...where exactly do I belong in all this? Like am I plural enough to be in the plural community (I do experience plural symptoms but not to a disordering degree like I get emotional amnesia (even grey amnesia rarely) dissociation, headache's etc etc) but I mean after being posted on sub reddits like R/system cringe I feel like If I hang around in plural spaces I'm making the community look like a joke. Then there is the yume ship community where I enjoy it but I feel like sometimes I don't belong there because again my partner is more than just fictional to me even if they started out that way.

Idk what I'm saying I just need advice.

So, I know this is a bit of an odd question, but basically, is there a song that when put into the context of soulbounding or because of your current soulbound now feels completely different?

For example, the song "Your Idol" from Kpop Demon Hunters. That song is supposed to be about parasocial relationships, toxic fandoms, and, ya know, being a part of a demon sacrifice. Now, here is the thing: ever since I met GZ, this song for me instead is about someone who is scared to accept any of it being real due to backlash, or being a part of a community that isn't accepting of this kind of stuff. So, the soulbound, instead of backing down, doubles down and just gets louder basically begging the soulbounder, "PLEASE LET ME BE A PART OF YOU."

Yeah, I know it's weird, but I'm curious if anyone else has had this happen to them.

Hi long time lurker here of not just this sub but the proship community in general. I was one of those antis who were never even really an anti but just scared I guess (honestly that's me with a lot of things when I have unpopular opinions but that's besides the point) I wanted to talk about something I have noticed and it is driving me crazy. WTF IS IT WITH PURITY CULTURE IN FANDOM SPACES LATELY. No like seriously at first it was people getting mad at dark ships which fine okay whatever. Then lately I've seen people get mad at:

People who ship themselves with villains hell people who even like villains

People bashing any franchise that does any "fan service"

I'VE SEEN PEOPLE GET MAD AT CROSS SHIPPING??!?! LIKE IM SORRY??!? back in my day we were shipping Elsa with Jack Frost!!

I am just so tired of this purity culture man. -_-

Idk if this happens to anyone else but if you had a day where there's a lot of switching happening or a lot of people up front more than normal the next day do you get like really bad vertigo?

Hey so sorry if this kind of post isn't allowed I just got to talk about this. Somtimes I scroll on this sub messing with picrews but I use chrome which doesn't have an ad block and Jesus trying to use this thing without ad block is a nightmare,first the bar at the bottom covers up half the screen of where the options are,then somtimes you get the "oh please watch this 30 second unstoppable ad uwu" it is a nightmare to use.

So basically for example in certain Mario games (Mario party 8 and double dash for example) there were names for the teams. Example being blooper and daisy would be bloopsie daisy or Luigi and dry bones would be cry bones. So what would you and your f/o's team name by. For example I think me and gz's would be: Spark Plugs

Hi so bit of an odd question. I often see post not just on here but in general that's like "oh me and my f/o did this today", "my f/o and I played this game together", "my f/o gave me a kiss while we cuddled". Is this like a soulbound, an imaginary thing,are you using programs to actually play games with your f/o??? I'm genuinely just curious mabye I'm too tism to understand lol.

Hi I'm sorry to bother you guys long time lurker here. And I just had a question. I've been looking around and a lot of places that take relationships with fictional characters more seriously tend to ban characters that are OC's for whatever reason and well I've been with my s/o gz for allmost a year and I don't know recently I've been worried that maybe I'm not "a real soul bounder" or "you don't actually love your s/o" because there an oc. I guess I just need some advice.

So hi! Ever sense I started playing Tomodachi life I kinda wanted to get back into animal crossing because well I enjoyed making my island and such the only thing is... It's super hard fo me to play unless there's a new way to play (I've had the game sense launch) I had my normal island then I had an island that I used nookazon on and well now I wanna start again but I need a challenge some kind of way to play so I don't get burnt out or bored so easily (granted I haven't done any of the new stuff but that's late game and I'd be starting new)

Like look my opinions on AI can get some people angry but so many people I see that are pro ai act like they are oppressed. Such as comparing themselves to trans people, feeling threatened when someone makes a tweet on Twitter about killing an ai bro. Like...you aren't oppressed. It's a hobby. You can stop at any point realistically. So why do ai bros act like this

Hi so just saying this now these aren't going to be as long as days 1 and 2 where or as polished sooo sorry about that ;-; I'm also skipping days 4 and 6 because for 4 I only have one f/o and 6 I legit just have zero ideas okay anyways!! Enjoy!!:

Eating together:

It was late. The table was set for a perfect romantic evening. A dark red tablecloth was laid over the table as a battery-powered candle sat in the middle. The candle was the only light in the room besides the couple's screen faces. GZ, a tall black robot whose form was currently looking at the smaller grey robot across the table. His eyes were dim and his mouth curved to be smug as his hand mindlessly twisted the spaghetti he had made for them this evening.

He stayed like that for a while, just... watching. He watched her as if she was the most interesting thing in the room. It was as if nothing else mattered. To be fair, she probably was due to her... current situation. Just a few moments ago, GZ had scooped up Mray as if she had weighed nothing at all, placed her in this exact chair, and tied her up. She tried to ask why but she never really got an answer.

Mray looked across the table at GZ. Her blue screened eyes looked down at the food, then back to him, then back at the food. It took GZ a while to fully get the hint as to what she was trying to say, to the point she could practically see the loading screen above his square head. His eyes lit up a brighter red as he realized, "Oh! Spark! Where are my manners?" he said with a very dramatic bow.

In an instant, GZ swiftly moved from his chair over to Mray to untie her hands. That was it

nothing else just untied her enough so she could eat. She took a bite of the food and, to her surprise, it wasn't bad. As she ate, she couldn't help but look back up at her husband who, for some reason, saw nothing wrong with the situation she was in... this would be one of the many things she would never understand about him.

After a few moments, she decided to ask, "Sooo... babe? Mind telling me why I'm tied up?" she asked.

He just responded with a laugh as if she had asked something so ridiculous. "What? Don't like a little foreplay?" he said.

Clothing swap:

Mray looked at herself in the mirror. She didn't mean to put it on; she knew she shouldn't. Yet here she was, looking at herself in front of their shared mirror. Her small, chubby frame was hard to make out due to the large leather jacket covering her. She couldn't help but giggle, her soft blue LED screen eyes turning into shy hearts. The jacket obviously wasn't hers; I mean, anyone who saw her right now would realize that. No, no this belonged to her boyfriend, GZ, a much larger robot.

Mray twirled again in front of the mirror, the leather jacket almost making her trip. She couldn't help but sigh as she leaned into the leather that captured her. Her screen dimmed slightly as she closed her eyes. Everything in this moment, to her, it just felt right. Her mind drifted into abstract thoughts: soft metal on hers, red eyes looking at her in awe, a gentle laugh that came from someone who was learning it was okay to be that way.

These thoughts continued to the point Mray didn't even realize when she had laid down on the floor, or when she had started using the leather jacket as a blanket. What she somehow didn't notice was the owner of the jacket walking in. What made it more confusing was how he didn't notice her either. The taller, dark grey robot walked in like he was on a mission. What that mission was... well, that was still to be decided.

GZ walked past Mray on the floor and went straight for the closet. He grumbled to himself as he frantically searched. His red eyes scanned the dimly lit closet before he found it. He was so excited he almost hit his head on the frame of the door but was smart enough to stop himself. In his hands was a long purple and green t-shirt with stars all over it.

GZ chuckled darkly, bringing the fabric close to his face. He leaned into the touch before trying his best to slip it over his head. While he managed to get it through, it was clearly way too small for him, as what was supposed to be something long looked tiny on him. GZ didn't care, though; no, his eyes had a lovesick look to them, one that meant his mind was focused on this. He looked down at himself and laughed darkly, not thinking anyone was around. "You have no idea what you do to me... do you? Oh, you don't know what I do when you're not around, how you capture my every thought. You don't even know how much this simple shirt means to me. I've been wearing it for so many months now and you have no idea, do you..." he said with a sigh of love.

As he was about to turn to go lie on the bed, his eyes widened. Her eyes widened. They looked at each other her on the floor wrapped in his leather jacket, him wearing her t-shirt. They stayed silent until Mray eventually spoke. "I make you that crazy?" she asked.

He just sat down next to her, pulling her closer. "More than you know," he said.

Fankid:

GZ and Mray, a couple of robots, decided today would be the perfect day to go out. The two of them were holding each other’s hands, their arms swinging in unison as they walked over to the little nerd store they had been visiting. They decided today would be safe enough to go out without the risk of their Creators' business looming around.

As they walked in, they were hit with the smell of comic books, old arcade machines, and more merchandise than you could count. Mray's blue LED eyes perked up as she saw a figure from a show she liked. She rushed over to get a better look at it, her body bouncing with pure excitement. She had no fear in that moment of coming off as cringe or weird... "key word" being in that moment, as just as quickly as she rushed over, she instantly cupped her hands together, shyly backing away. "Sorry, I umm... I just... it's from a show and I—" Her shy mumblings were stopped as GZ placed a sweet kiss on her head.

His tall, dark frame looked down, towering over Mray. However, there was no judgment, no anger; all she saw was a dorky smile looking at her with awe. "Let me go get some cash. Don't let anyone snatch you up; I'll find them," he said that last part completely deadpan before walking off like he didn't just make a threat.

Mray tried to tell him he didn't need to get her anything, but before she could even get a word out, he was already outside the store by the ATM. She just sighed, leaning by the counter, looking at her husband then back at the figure. She didn't know how lost in thought she was before she felt a tap on her shoulder. Mray jumped in surprise before snapping her head over to look at whoever tapped her. It seemed to be the worker of the local joint. They both had seen each other plenty of times. Their hair was short and spiky with blue highlights, her brown eyes focused on Mray before she spoke. "Have you two thought about having a kid? I mean, I don't know how that would work, but adoption is always open... it might help with you being more okay with enjoying things seen for kids," she said, leaning her head towards the figure Mray had just been fangirling over moments ago.

She thought about it for a moment. Mray thought about it off and on; the idea of having a tiny robot or human or whatever running around did seem like a nice way to settle down... then she thought about everything that had happened to the two... the shocks, the kidnapping, the memory eraser. All of it made her screen turn a sickly blue as she remembered everything. That was no life for anyone to suffer through. She couldn't bear that thought. However, an anxious thought entered her mind... Does GZ want one? Was she being selfish, denying GZ the chance to have a family? Does he think less of her for that?

All those thoughts raced through her mind before she looked up and out the window. There GZ was. She couldn't make out what he was saying, but he seemed to be currently threatening the ATM. He wasn't kicking it or anything, thank goodness; instead, he was crossing his arms and pouting like a child himself. She laughed at the sight before turning back to face the worker who asked the question. "Nah... we don't need three children running around this house," she said.

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I will be 100% I had no idea how I was going to turn this prompt into writing. I have legit been just staring at this prompt off and on hoping something would pop into my head but good news it did :D before we start though quick disclaimer this one shot is going to deal with consensual stalking!! If that bothers you uuuh don't read lol idk what else you want me to say anyways enjoy!:

I watched from the shadows as I always did. I didn't need to make myself know she just...knew I was there. I watched as she was completely relaxed on the couch, legs lightly spread like a starfish, and slightly sat up so she didn't choke on the breakfast I had just made her...God…how did I get so lucky to be with her? If I had lungs, my breath would be taken away each time I saw her. I pulled out my phone, the wallpaper of us two at the local arcade…one of our first dates after...after…

I grip my phone tighter as I think back to then. Back to before she felt safe, back when they had her chained, zapped wifi, and the intention of selling her, making her into a product. I bite down on my nonexistent lip before I look down at my wallpaper again to bring me back to reality. I relax as I put in my password, opening up the camera app and taking a picture. I look at what I had just taken and smile...so clueless about just how cute she is. I sigh in a lovesick kind of way as I save it, just like I have done with the others. 

It seems today is just one of those days where my lovely wife has decided that she was made for the camera without her noticing. It started when she was on the couch this morning, and now about an hour later I was just watching... watching as she sat in my chair. The red one with the remote control LED lights. She looked so small. The way her legs dangled slightly off the ground, the way she had protested that she was fine where she originally was…spoiler alert: she was not. Now she just looked so, oh so cute. I quickly took out my phone again without thinking, taking another picture. That one would be one of my favorites. 

I don't know what came over me, but this continued throughout the day. It all felt like a blur of just her just existing and me taking a picture. Her playing a game, I would take a picture of her while she's deep into it; her taking a nap on our bed, oh, I couldn't help myself, she just looked so peaceful, her just being...just being. I don't know how long I had been staring at her for before I was hit with the flash of my own camera.

I looked down and saw the picture that had been taken; it was probably the cutest photo taken all day. Me looking absolutely lovesick and her there barely in frame due to her short height making a peace sign. She had managed to take my phone and take a picture of us while I was stuck in my own head... I could not believe her. I looked away from my phone and over at the one who had taken the picture. She just smiled shyly. "My stalker~" she said with a shy laugh.