u/stillaliveaccount

[Right hand dominant]

My mental health has been soo bad ever since 2026 started. It's mostly surrounding friendship and relationships. I had a friendship breakup that ruined February and march for me, got in a relationship that made me feel amazing all throughout April but it ended too soon ( a week ago) that completely drained my energy and I cannot even move on. I have no motivation in anything and I don't know what to do.

[Right hand dominant]

My mental health has been soo bad ever since 2026 started. It's mostly surrounding friendship and relationships. I had a friendship breakup that ruined February and march for me, got in a relationship that made me feel amazing all throughout April but it ended too soon ( a week ago) that completely drained my energy and I cannot even move on. I have no motivation in anything and I don't know what to do.

I thought maybe getting a reading would help in order to understand what's going on with me. I'm genuinely feeling soo unmotivated and just had a breakup that made things worse

I dated a guy for a month and he broke up with me right after 🥀 so I first met him through an online friend of mine who connected us both since we were both from the same state kerala. I was shocked to realise that he was from my city and how we had soo many mutuals together. And he has also been to my school before for a program so it basically felt destined or whatever. We met during February and we also stopped talking after a week or so since we're both writing our board examination (he was in 10th grade and I was in 12th grade). Thought I would never text him again but he ended up talking with me again during the end of march and that's when it all started. 🫩 I only saw him as a friend for a week or so but it was very obvious that he likes me from the reels he send me. I wasn't interested in a relationship so I basically dodging the signs. But idk when but at some certain point I started maybe enjoying his presence more so we talked more ever since. We called for hours and hours at night where he used to tell me about his entire life story. Even though I kinda liked him I was still in denial and I had the biggest commitment issue especially since he is a year younger than me (2009 and 2008) and I'll be going to college while he just starts his highschool years.

Bro was head over heels for me, trying soo hard to make me fall for him or whatever. He used every trick in the book at this point so I would give in😭🙏🏻 He legit even said that we could still make things work even if we become long distance or wtv.

Eventually after all the hard work he put in to make me fall in love with him, he got what he needed and I started letting my guards down and decided to date him anyway. Note that we only started dating after we decided to meet eachother irl since we're from the same city. We went on for many dates, things were good, he treated me like a damn princess while I wasn't even not as much as romantic as him.

But I'm not sure when but he slowly started being more and more available for me and that's also when I started getting attached to him. Now I was the one sending him reels all the time and asking him how his day was going while he was busy for an entire fucking day. As if I was the one chasing him around. He stopped liking my notes and small small things he did was telling me that smthing was up. But he still acted like everything was okay the last time we talked and he was yapping to me about how much he loves me and shit the same morning before he broke up with me. The day was perfect, no issues between us, we were both happy aside from the fact he was busy again. As always I waited for him till night so he can call me like how we usually do.

While waiting for his call, what I received was his text "I need to tell you smthing" . Oh boy I KNEW WHAT I WAS GOING TO HAPPEN RIGHT THEN AND THERE.

As you can see from the ss I provided, that's what happend after. So I blocked him for good 👍🏻 (btw he broke up a day after our 1month anniversary)

He liked me first, he confessed to me first and he left me first so YAYY