u/throwawayutena

β–² 79 r/Agenda_Impact+1 crossposts

im so excited for sandrone's potential future playability

they did tease her gameplay earlier this year after all~ we all miss our dear marionette 🩷

u/throwawayutena β€” 1 day ago

broke into Hoyo HQ and found this character reference shit...

sorry i meant sheet* i hate autocorrect

u/throwawayutena β€” 2 days ago
β–² 118 r/FatuiHQ

about the 6.6 story

i speedran the dialogue and let me tell you, its just as bad as the preload, the cutscenes do not help.in fact they made it worse, it was just an extended farewell sequence, a funeral that i knew was going to end eventually. DOTTORE is dead. DEAD. DELETED. nada. pantalone was beautiful in every scene, especially around dottore, but so what? he's very much receiving the same treatment as dottore. they did it once. they'll do it again. lead us on for all these years only to amount to a nothing burger of a retconned plot where the antagonist of the patch is blamed for everything and anything and defeated because the "heroes" outsmarted him with a strategy from out of who knows where?? lesser lord kusalani what are you doing?? this patch made me hate nicole and mauvika. aaru is ugly and boring as hell. AND DoON'T GET ME STARTED ON HOW WANDERER APPEARS IN THE CUTSCENES ALL COOL AND SHT BUT DOESN'T GET ANY DIALOGUE WITH DOTTORE LIKE NAHIDA DID?? and then everyone pats him on the back and says he's grown as a person? what in the cognitive dissonance. lord help me get me out of this waifu simulator. for i know snezhnaya will not get better. tsaritsa expressed interest in the traveller. snezhnaya will not get better. #The WorldIsNotHealing #BadVibesOnly

u/throwawayutena β€” 2 days ago

Himeko SP and Robin SP teams, Info on a Certain Penacony NPC and Genius Society Member via Uncle Rednote and Latte

u/throwawayutena β€” 3 days ago

With less than a day to drip marketing, here's a reminder 🎬

no cuts, one-take, all night, all day, from the xianzhou to herta's space station, from the planet of festivities to the world of painting, from vonwacq to lushaka, from jarilo-iv to planet screwlleum, from the first recurrence to the thirty-three million five hundred fifty thousand three hundred thirty-six cycle, vertically, horizontally, landscape, portrait, quadratic, exponential, logarithmic, while i watch nights of minyatur, scream and ask for a signature, his next film features memokeepers, the cremators, the swarm, pure children of anasrava, galaxy rangers, the ipc, the nameless, wildfire, the moles, the ghost-hinting squad, the xianzhou fleet, the dreamjolt troupe, the family, the chrysos heirs, the cleaners, the council of elders, the titans, the aeons, the research society of happy smiles, the synwish syndicate, the elixir seekers, the disciples of sanctus medicus, the borisin, the unshackled, the knights of beauty, the mirror holders, the genius society, the annihilation gang, the masked fools, the mourning actors, the antimatter legion, the lord ravagars, the history fictionologists, the riddlers, the intelligentsia guild, the stellaron hunters, the omen vanguards, the atavisearchforest, the self-annhilators, the doctors of chaos, the beyond the sky choir, device IX, the vidyadhara, the foxians, the architects, the nomadic miners, nous, the creed exequy, the arbitrators, the claretwheel temple, the denizens of abundance, the noblesse worm, the punklordian hackers, the bounty hunters, the cosmic alliance, the church of purity palace, the astral express, the sizzling thunder, the machine empire, the aeons the aeons the aeons just like when he made soul-shattered dark star, scorchsand vacation, cosmic ninjustsu inscriptions, the darkflame knight rises, holy grail: fate/stay night, his debut will be earthquaking, sheet gripping, soul snatching, overstimulating, vile, heart wrenching, spine tingling, back breaking, atrocious, gushy, creamy, beastly, lip bitting, gravity defying, nail biting, sweaty, mind blowing, body shivering, bone breaking, world ending, black hole creating, universe destroying, devious, scrumptious, amazing, delightful, delectable, unbelievable, body numbing, soul evaporating, volcano erupting, voice cracking, trembling, flabbergasting, skin peeling, eyelash removing, eye widening, nail scratching, spectacular, brain cell desolving, hair ripping, show stopping, magnificent, unique, extraordinary, splendid, phenomenal, mouth foaming, heavenly, awakening, demonic, he could shoot a nothing burger of a silent film and i'd still give all my lifesavings to watch.

u/throwawayutena β€” 4 days ago

⚠️🚨Has Galaxy fallen for a romance scam? πŸ’˜βš οΈ

Oh I guess that fanfic about lovesick Galaxy is real then... Galaxy went no contact with Mortis and now that someone who goes by the name of Mortis/Evernight has reached out to them, Galaxy fell for it hook, line and sinker... I feel so bad for Galaxy right now.

Please stay safe online everyone!!

u/throwawayutena β€” 5 days ago

there was a post discussing HBR recently, so i was wondering if anyone here plays magia exedra / record too?

i have such complicated feelings about the game, because it really does have very apparent yuri, its based on the madoka franchise, and i love all the characters and their stories so so much...

at the same time, its kinda like HBR where they have swimsuit skins, questionable outfit choices for characters who are at most in highschool, and they even just did a collab with monogatari (a series that literally depicts the mc sexually assaulting "loli" characters and making a joke of it, sigh)

worst of all is honestly my experience in the fandom, and it's why i wanted to make a separate post. it's only a few encounters, but it was frequent enough and not questioned by the community enough that i had to leave the fandom. like whenever the topic of fanservice is brought up, it'll be met by people who talk about "lolisho culture" and openly encourage the sexualisation of underaged characters. i hate that even the fandoms of yuri gacha games aren't always safe for us, and we have to share a space with these creeps πŸ’”

u/throwawayutena β€” 6 days ago

Breaking My Lord of Silence I MEAN WHAT (Found this on BO3, Part 3)

Post title is unrelated I'm sorry

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Preference: Mortis x Galaxy

Rating: To Be Determined

Keywords: Love at First Sight, Characters Being Bad at Feelings, Power Imbalance, Mutual Pining, Touch-starved, Slow Burn, Praise Kink, Leaker Drama, Leaker Worship, Egosurfing, Jealousy, Obsession, Obsessive Behaviour, Love sickness, It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better, School Romance, Not quite Unrequited Love, Temporarily Unrequited Love, Galaxy Needs a Hug, Outsider POV, Sparkle POV, deadnaming, Mental Institutions

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Fate is Not Only a Franchise, But a Ragebait Begging for God

Part 3 of Mortis Who Once Held a Galaxy

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Dear Prof Reca,

Greetings, please understand that I write this letter with a sense of guilt and unease. As a Masked Fool, it is my responsibility to assist those who seek elation, but I must admit that... I am currently feeling worried, and even scared.

It all began one day after dinner, when a guest named Galaxy Leaks (Hereinafter referred to as "Galaxy") approached me for help. At first, I was slightly surprised when this well-spoken elegant gentleman approached me to ask for a chat, as I wasn't on student counselling duty at the time but just happened to be passing by Larper Academy. However, Galaxy then explained that they had seen me at school before, so I didn't doubt this claim. Our conversation was just okay, and it wasn't until they bid farewell and made arrangements for our next meeting that I realized I had been engaging in the "doxxing of Mortis Leaks" (Hereinafter referred to as "Mortis").

During our second meeting, we delved into Galaxy's personal "problem." However, rather than a medical problem that can conveniently be dropped onto my frenemy and certified quack, Zhongshan, this gentleman only subtly revealed that they suffered from an incurable disease in reality. A disease of the heart, you may call it. As a result, they fought with Seele Leaks and Latte Leaks during the Holy Leaker Wars. I couldn't help but feel sympathy for this young, refined gentleman who had to endure such hardships! So naturally, as any sane person would do, I insinuated that they pay a visit to the Fatal Joke. I transformed into Chicken Wing Boy and curated a safe space for confession. Perhaps out of conscience from seeing my great efforts, Galaxy shared their insecurities about Mortis' fickleness, the frequent instances of "microcheating" both of them did despite their situationship, and eventually confessed to publicly deadnaming Mortis multiple times in hopes of receiving attention.

From the third meeting onward, our discussions started to veer off course, and the topic of "ethics" arose. Based on our previous conversations, I learned that this gentleman hailed from a wealthy background and had enjoyed a successful career and life as a leaker before the illness. However, Galaxy claimed to have never had any ethics. Intrigued, I attempted to use this as a starting point to uncover useful insights and made discreet inquiries, and they surprised me as they appeared more than willing to share these stories. They began recalling how leaker culture encouraged lying, ragebaiting and cloutfarming. They described the feelings of loneliness and helplessness, and explained that placing "#Reliable" next to Mortis' deadname was in fact to get back at Seele Leaks for daring to covet Mortis attention.

At this stage, it became evident to me that this gentleman was indeed grappling with severe delusional behavior. By the end of that day, Galaxy had developed a notable level of trust and faith with me, repeatedly emphasizing that Mortis would hold me in the same regard as they did.

We continued to have several more conversations, typically occurring once a week. However, I gradually became aware that this gentleman seemed to be projecting the image of a "father" onto Mortis β€” Not their own birth father, but a "Leaker God" who cares for Galaxy, loves Galaxy, and will stay with Galaxy. This development clearly crossed the line between romantic love and unhealthy parasocial worship.

To address this situation, I took the following measures. Firstly, I subtly hinted and guided them, making them aware of the risks associated with such a dependent relationship. However, Galaxy skillfully avoided any discussions on this topic. Secondly, I began actively reducing the frequency of our meetings, yet they would still show up at the school clinic at the agreed-upon time, whether I was present or not. Lastly, I had no choice but to have another brief conversation with Galaxy and firmly express my refusal to further encourage this behaviour.

During that encounter, Galaxy simply stared at me without expression for a while before silently turning away, but I didn't believe that the matter could be resolved so easily. As expected, a few days later, some of my fellow students who had sought help from me informed me that they had seen the recent leaks.

"☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐

β€”#Reliable anonymous"

The above account details what occurred. At present, I have temporarily appeased this lovesick gentleman by actively telling them that Mortis will reply soon, but that's the extent of what I can do. Galaxy is not inherently malevolent, and I sincerely hope that Mortis can help everyone break free from this misinformation nightmare soon.

Signed,

Miss Hibanana

u/throwawayutena β€” 7 days ago

See you tomorrow, Jiaoqiu

I'll be waiting for you there. As long as you stay brave and kind, we'll meet again in that new meta. It's the end of the abundance wind, the nihility's other shore, a radiant sea of flowers blessed and protected by the novaflare. In the rosy horizon, you'll see T0. It marks the end of your voyage β€” a haven free from "It might," "It will," and "It won't." No sorrow can linger there... for you are a futureproof sustain. That is where I'll be waiting for you.

u/throwawayutena β€” 7 days ago
β–² 175 r/QueensofGacha

when do you lose trust in a game?

Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice...

After making their statement, NTE replaced some of their Al generated Billboards with new images. And when I saw them, I honestly had this realisation that regardless of whether they actually used Al in these instances, I just can't give them the benefit of the doubt anymore. They already lied once to Ironmouse, what else could they be lying about?

I guess I just wanted to use this post to talk about NTE, yes, but also more generally about similar situations too (like Endfield's PayPal incident, Infinity Nikki's 1.5 patch, ZZZ and Manato, etc) I'm sure some of us are familiar with the feeling of having certain impressions and expectations of a game, only for that game to change course or disappoint on their promises;;;

I felt this way with Wuwa, for I chose to overlook their rewrite of the CBT story, that made characters like Chixia far more agreeable (she used to point a gun at rover,, and I would say the story had more apocalyptic undertones), just so the game could doubledown on the MC glazing aspect even more. It's why even as their story improves in the most recent patches, I'm still cautiously optimistic because I never know when I'll be burnt again. I have this exact feeling with Post-Natlan Genshin as well. And I was overwhelmed with sad emotions when I saw that the new teaser before Snezhnaya included Wanderer, Nahida and Collei. We're returning to Sumeru... but whether in spirit or superficially, I can't yet tell. Will they surprise me and exceed my expectations, or will they burn my hopes up like Irminsul?

So what is the line in which you knew a game just wasn't for you anymore? And is there anything the game could have done (or can do even now) to bring you back? Are there examples of games that won back your trust?

u/throwawayutena β€” 11 days ago

With these new Blade leaks, my sanctuary... is no longer butter vision!

I saw it in my nightmares that day, you frowning as you said goodbye. The moon we once wanted to see together, I'm still gazing at it even now.

Winter will always come to this land scorched by fate. You can leave me in the past with peace of mind. Because it's my fault for being in Fortnite. Because I will always remember you.

(Yes, I'm referring to the cosmetic leaks. And yes, Aha told me that Blade will receive main push treatment!!)

u/throwawayutena β€” 12 days ago