Living in vancouver, just easier to get food. I have a flex delivery address from canada post but that's it. How do I get on welfare if I have no address? Use a homeless shelter? I dont want other homeless people to see me or know my name.
It was the mental hospitals ipad. This is insane. I wasnt even violent.
Just a rant. I am stuck on these meds the rest of my time on this earth due to finances (thanks public healthcare) so i am going to take my oppritunity to just let them have it. I dont care if they put me on a cto or zap me. I will literally tell them off to my last breath. I will let them know they are evil and hurting me. They ruined my life, I know they are asleep (metaphorically) bt maybe just maybe i can make a psychiatrist realize they are evil.
Parents think I am some super genius because I came from brown illiterate immigrants who didn't know how to read but I could. They think just because I can read that I am intelligent and fit enough to "do anything I set my mind to" which is a total fking lie. Yea, i can read and write but I cant absorb the information. I am so slow. They just don't want to accept I am a loser. Like yes, upbringing is part of why I am a loser, but honestly, I have bad genetics and health on top of it so it's all meaningless even if I were to "pull myself up by the bootstraps". The internet raised me.
Ive been on abilify too long i am stuck on it for life! The implications of this are i will likely die and early death with a lot of complications. :(
I am stuck on abilify for the time being, my left knee is starting to hurt and get messed up. Did abilify cause this? I used to be very active before I was put on a form against my will and injected. I don't think it's from past activity because honestly these days I am very sendentary.
Hi everyone, I'm an EU citizen from Italy but I grew up in Canada, so I have those "North American Ways" that those criminals pick up on when I'm in Europe, in Italy they've attempted to rob me before, Rome specifically. No offense to the Dutch, I'm not saying you are criminals or anything, but I'm wondering if Amsterdam/Utrecht is safe for a 24 year old woman carrying her bag alone at night or even in broad daylight? Or should I always do a fanny pack, carried on the front side of my body? I don't have flashy brands or anything just normal clothes and bags. I'd be using public trains a lot. I'd be staying alone pretty much all the time I'm assuming.
Title basically. I want to know if its worth it to pack up and leave. Moving seems so hard. What am i going to do with all my stuff?
I know its part of her job but she is genuinely not helping. I want to cease all contact. The doctor is the only relevant person in my situation. These support staff suck and are trained in deflection and gaslighting.
What are some tests i can get that can prove them wrong?
Im 24f canadian. Been on abilify injections since late age 22. Theyre killing me slowly. Its been about a year and a half. Im a bit fat and sick and on ozempic. I want to leave the province and be homeless, but i dont want to get trafficked. I have neetbux for 2 yrs, should i just continue collecting them until I can get a car and then live in my car ? My abusive parents did this to me
Title. I am scared of ect and lean antipsychiatry
Like ok, religion says you do bad bad happens to you. But how does that explain trump or putin? Seriously? Karma is real? I can count the worst things I ever did on one hand, and they weren't THAT bad. Seriously. I've never killed anyone, I've never stolen large amounts of property, i've never dealt life ruining drugs, I've never graped anyone or SA them.... I've never intentionally done stuff to hurt people, maybe impulsively but that's it.
edit: now my voices are saying stuff to me that i cant disclose cause theyre saying theyll make it worse for me if i disclose
i am really pissed off i hear voices. i am really angry they labelled me as schizoaffective. i am really mad i have to take antipsychotics. god must be evil, because if he isn't why else would this happen? if god exists everything is their will. if god exists, infinity exists and i just got dealt an absolute shit hand of cards.
I am 24 f with a history of schizophrenia and then they changed it to bipolar 1. I don't think I'm bipolar, however, I am on the max abilify injection yet I still hear voices and have scary intrusive thoughts. Can clozapine help me?
I recovered a memory that I was put in my body around age 2. Ive had many outer body experiences since. If anyone has any questions, type them below.
I feel no motivation, no drive....... nothing.... sex doesnt do it for me.... i cant taste, smell, its just nothing.... im out here experiencing but no sort of sensory inputs. accupuncture helped a bit, so did psychedelic mushrooms and weed, but then i had a psychotic episode. ive tried everything under the sun. i need help.
Lost 30 pounds in 4 weeks but i cant sleep without weed and i smell to put it plainly, really putrid. Advice wanted.