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anyone else enjoy getting high alone? just having your own thoughts run around uninterrupted. it's therapy. peace and silence in nature

I honestly think it's alot peaceful to blaze alone but yeah everyone is different..

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u/worldnicestorm — 3 days ago
▲ 1 r/ptsd

just some venting, 31 male

anyone else got ptsd because of parents yelling at them all the time? even for the littlest things? sucks. yea being a 31 year old man, most people will be surprised if i told them i had ptsd. i don't look like I have it but I do. growing up, I wasn't really taught about alot of things. my parents had lack of education and didn't raise me right. because of that, when I was in my teens, I thought it was ok and cool to date an older woman. she was my teacher. I was like 14. I didn't know it was wrong to date an adult. she took advantage of me, allowed sex. I met her on the school bus..we ended up dating in secret for a few months. being young, I didn't know it was bad to sleep with a woman in her 30s, she manipulated me and now that i think about it, it was gross she allowed it to happen. i didn't know better. then later on, I just got tired of it, she kept wanting sex and I started to feel uncomfortable, and I found out she cheated on me so I blocked her.. i should've never lost my virginity to her. i just feel disgusted, she took that away from me...then later on I joined a gang but I also got over that and did drugs instead. I was doing meth and alcohol. long story short, I went through alot of bad stuff and I have ptsd. and it's difficult making friends or even finding a date. like my brain got wired differently and the trauma gives me triggers. I'm not violent or crazy. I just feel bad about alot of stuff in my life. some of my family get shocked when I tell them im single, some of them even think iam gay. because no boast, iam very good looking but I'd rather not date right now. I got approached by women sometimes asking for my number, but i just don't feel like dating. idk, maybe I need a partner that also has ptsd so I can relate to her? idk but iam not healed and iam doing my best to be healthy..

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u/worldnicestorm — 6 days ago