u/yamzeeorhamzee

Is there anyone looking for marketing or PR here? Or anything at all, it’s been years I’ve had a full time job. I’ve been looking for any work and no luck at all for years, I’m so desperate.

I tried directly applying at companies
I tried reaching out to my connections on LinkedIn
I applied on indeed, remotely, flexjobs, nodesk, flexa, upwork, and LinkedIn

I looked everywhere even outside the state and Europe.

I’m homeless at moment with a young child living in my car and have no help.

I just want to work so I can provide better life for him.

A little about me, I spent 8 years at a PR and marketing agency for the automotive industry, then 2 are in house for the major car company. Then 2 in luxury hospitality as a head of marketing and the rest freelancing.

My main expertise are event planning and coordinating, social media marketing, email marketing, CRM, SEO and SEM. Can do minor editing as well.

I’ve applied even to the bottom and entry level roles, Walmart. I’m really needing help, anything would help.

How hard is it to get a remote job? Or anything at all, it’s been years I’ve had a full time job. I’ve been looking for any work and no luck at all for years, I’m so desperate.

I tried directly applying at companies
I tried reaching out to my connections on LinkedIn
I applied on indeed, remotely, flexjobs, nodesk, flexa, upwork, and LinkedIn

I’m from the US, I looked everywhere even outside the state and Europe.

I’m homeless at moment with an 8 year old living in my car and have no help.

I just want to work so I can provide better life for him.

A little about me, I spent 8 years at a PR and marketing agency for the automotive industry, then 2 are in house for the major car company. Then 2 in luxury hospitality as a head of marketing and the rest freelancing.

My main expertise are event planning and coordinating, social media marketing, email marketing, CRM, SEO and SEM. Can do minor editing as well.

I’ve applied even to the bottom and entry level roles, Walmart. I’m really needing help, anything would help.

I’ve been suffering for a while.

I want to leave and meet my maker because I have nothing left.

I’ve been down to dirt.

I was humbled.

I have nothing at all left.

I can’t even pick up myself.

How can I even eat?

I’m not asking for pity.

I’m not asking for anything.

I did what I was told.

I educated myself.

I don’t even drink or do drugs.

I looked for work.

I have $1.78 that’s all I have.

No money for gas.

No money for the storage unit.

Sleep in my car.

I fought these temptations to leave earth and die.

But I can’t fight it anymore.

I am in so much pain, not from cancer or anything. I am going through so much financial issues, I stopped chemo from the issues I’m going through.

I just want to jump off the bridge, I have nothing left. I don’t drink or do drugs, just fighting to stay alive.

But I can’t do it anymore. Pray life gets better for me and my kid.

I tried meds, what's left of it anyway. I stopped cancer treatment, I'm homeless living in my car, with these debts piled up whatever I got goes to my son. I got 6 bucks to my name. Using my car for deliveries while he's in school or does deliveries with me 12 hours a day for fucking $100 a day and 50 goes to gas everyday. For my son's food and rest needed to save insurance money to keep our lives going. Idk how some people do it. It's been a while since we've been going through this.

I wanted to jump off the building, the bridge, maybe get ran over on purpose in these busy streets or maybe just maybe take all the meds I got left and finally rest, I imagine it everyday, every time and every second of the day I'm thinking about how to finish everything, I want to join his mother. I miss her since she passed. Leave my son to his grandparents and go. But I'm trying, he holds me and says it'll be okay dad. He's the only one keeping me together.

So I have myeloma, i got cut off medicaid. I was wondering if there are suggestions how to continue my treatment. I have child that I'm raising myself. I tried reaching out to the social workers, social security is taking forever. I'm going no where fast.

Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.

Have you ever met someone homeless and passed away?

Just wondering if anyone knows, has met or knew someone who did. How did they find their body? Who takes care of the body? What is the process?

My son will be spending time tomorrow with his mom after months of her disappearing. I worry about him when I go but I wanf him and his grandma together. I'm feeling much weaker and weaker with barely any money living in our car.

Pray she takes good care of him. He's such a sweet kid, loving and caring. My body can't take the toll anymore without food. I pray he'll be good and taken cared of the day I go.

I can’t take the pain and suffering anymore. I just can’t do it.

I prayed, I did everything I’m supposed to do. What was right and all I can. I’ve begged God for mercy and asked for the path where I need to be so I can care for my son. He made me sick and I’m not sure where to go from here. I need a miracle at this point. If he wants to take me with this cancer so be it but please let my son do something great. That’s all I ask for.

Dad is trying his best to give you the world, but dad is sick. You may not see it but Healthcare is so expensive here, you might not see me awake one day. But that's okay, the note that they will find me with when I'm gone, will help you know where you're going. I'm always here and forever for you..

Love dad

Thinking of my son where he'd go when I'm gone. I'm going through cancer right now and we're living in my car. Been trying my best but life sucks, we tried it all where to go.

I wish she was still here so he has somewhere to go when I go. This has been eating me up.

I just want to be free, my heart is heavy, my body is falling me. My will to stay keeps getting lower and lower, I'm only here for my son. I'm trying to fight but no one knows my struggle, I look for work all day everyday and no call no nothing. I'm sorry we're poor, I thought having a degree will help but it's not.

I just want to go away but I don't want my son sad. But there's going to be a day when I'm not here, dad's sick. I don't have anything to get better but my heart and body wants to go.

Just having alot of anxiety leaving my son behind, we're homeless and I've tried every resource available for us. I just want to make sure he'll be okay when I pass. I've been sick for a while and my worry is he won't have anyone, his mom passed and my parents are no help at all. I am thinking of asking my cousins out of the country to watch him when I go. I just don't have anything anymore, please pray he will be okay and that things will be better for his future.

I'm done sleeping in my car, it's been a year. Showering at planet fitness or truck stops. I just want a flat space to lay on also a cancer patient.

I took my last prescription of Xanax last night, now all I want to do is cry because I’m going through so much all at once.

I tried meditating, breathing exercises, walking, and it’s eating me up inside. I just want to rip my heart and guts out. I’m trying to hold it in for the sake of my son and I know he needs me.

How do you recover from all this? It’s so hard and I have no one to talk to.

I have been to psychiatrists for meds, I’m doing therapy, and no matter what I do I’m still declining. I’m so sad inside, losing everything and it’s so hard to pull myself no matter what I do. I’ve also been listening to podcasts for positivity and praying.

Luckily I’m on Medicaid but who knows how long. I’m trying my best to find a job but I can’t and I’m not sure how much longer I can keep living in my car with cancer. I cry all day while looking for work. I used to be so optimistic and got out of situations where I nearly lose everything, was able to graduation college on my own. Now, I’m here 3 years later I’m still unable to find anything that gets me to where I need to be. I miss my kid I wish I can give him anything, but I have nothing at all.

I dump 30 to 40 resumes a day for the last 3 months my motivation is at its lowest. I just want to give up sometimes. How do I snap out of this? Optimism can only get me so far but now I have nothing.

Last year I lost the love of my life, my job cut me off. I was almost done with my student loans, depleted my savings to pay rent. I used to be so optimistic with life now I’m not, I’m living in my car with my son and got diagnosed with cancer last year.

Can it get any better at all? What’s bothering me is that there’s no help with healthcare, no jobs, door dashing pay is garbage, all these “resources” like 611 are no help, the shelters are full, WTF

Last year I lost the love of my life, my job cut me off. I was almost done with my student loans, depleted my savings to pay rent. I used to be so optimistic with life now I’m not, I’m living in my car and got diagnosed with cancer last year. Can it get any better at all?

I have been to psychiatrists for meds, I’m doing therapy, and no matter what I do I’m still declining. I’m so sad inside, losing everything and it’s so hard to pull myself no matter what I do. I’ve also been listening to podcasts for positivity and praying.

Luckily I’m on Medicaid but who knows how long. I’m trying my best to find a job but I can’t and I’m not sure how much longer I can keep living in my car with cancer. I cry all day while looking for work. I used to be so optimistic and got out of situations where I nearly lose everything, was able to graduation college on my own. Now, I’m here 3 years later I’m still unable to find anything that gets me to where I need to be. I miss my kid I wish I can give him anything, but I have nothing at all.

I dump 30 to 40 resumes a day for the last 3 months my motivation is at its lowest. I just want to give up sometimes. How do I snap out of this? Optimism can only get me so far but now I have nothing.