u/yosefff5ohh

I'm a 33 year old man and I've started noticing I'm becoming more on edge and worried. Like danger is around every corner. If I go out to eat or if I'm in a public setting, my back needs to be on the wall because I need to have every single thing in my view. It's mild during the day but at night it goes into overdrive. I'm afraid to sleep (I have very scary dreams) and most of the time I imagine certain creatures are watching me. For example I'll go upstairs to my bedroom and think something is right behind me. I'll also think something is standing in a dark corner or something is going to grab my ankles when I'm standing next to my bed. I don't use any substances but I do have a history of depression and anxiety. I do have some deep routed trauma as well but everyone deals with something you know? But I've even talked to my friends and family about it and no one can relate. It's absolutely destroying me and I'm always exhausted. Any insight would be greatly appreciated. Thank you

I can't remember where it started but what I remember first was me and some other people were exploring this forest and we got to a small cave. We were deciding who was gonna go but before we did, there was a small horse that slowly walked out and looked like it was happy to see us. I was looking for food to feed it but I didn't have any. I was playing with the horse while the group was planning. I yelled and asked what we were doing but all of a sudden I heard this horrible cracking sound like bones breaking and a growl like sound. The horse was being contorted in all different ways until it became some demon looking hybrid animal. I ran and grabbed everyone and we went into the cave but on our way inside the monster stopped at the entrance and yelled in a really creepy old lady voice "See you soon". We found these minecarts so we each took one but ended up on different paths. We had walkie talkies though so that was a plus but ended up getting disconnected. As I went further down it got darker and colder and there was a smell of decaying bodies. It was weird because every certain amount of distance you went it was almost like there was a unique statue on the side symbolizing where you were. So I ended up getting out at this one that looked like the head of an octopus. I kept going up these stairs until I got outside which put me by an old cabin. Two people from the group ended up there as well so we decided to go ask for help. The only one who was there was an old woman. She was very welcoming and made sure we were warm and fed. But when we mentioned the rest of the group she said "Oh it's a shame what happened to those poor kids". And her whole look changed. The inside of the cabin went from cozy and welcoming to dark and cold. I closed my eyes out of fear but when I opened them everyone was gone. I wondered where they went and suddenly I got taken to them. Like I was watching them from another point of view. The one was laying down and the lady was ripping him open with her nails from head to groin right down the middle and there was blood and everything else flying everywhere. Then it went to the other one. She had him in this machine thing that crushed his skull, melted his eyes and then boiled off his skin... It went back to me and I tried to get out. The whole time it was dead quiet and she was nowhere to be found. I decided to go to the basement and as I got down there it got colder and the air just felt heavy. I kept looking around for what seemed like forever when I saw this big square structure. I opened it and it was a giant freezer. I peeked inside and there were dozens of bodies on hooks hanging upside down from the ceiling. Like an idiot I went inside and sure enough I found the whole group I was with. As I turned to leave I saw this black figure near the door making these awful clicking sounds and it said in a very raspy old woman voice "I told you I would see you soon". I could feel my heart and stomach drop and I was breathing so heavily. I didn't know what to do so I just charged her with everything I had. I knocked her down then shut the door and locked it on her. I managed to get out and after a while I ended up on a road in a little suburban area. There was a little motel so I got a room and just relaxed. I had taken a quick nap but when I woke up I had a new voicemail. I sat up on the side of the bed and I listened to it. It was the old woman saying she misses me and promises to not harm me. She wanted me to come back. I dropped the phone because I just froze completely. Like I was paralyzed or something. But right as I looked up a little, the street light coming through the curtain cast a shadow of flowing hair like it was under water. I heard this low pitched laugh then screaming like some kind of demon. It all ended right after the scream started and when I woke up it felt like I was having a heart attack. I couldn't catch my breath and my chest was so tight...

Hi everyone! So I don't know if I'm actually able to do this but I need help deleting suggested recipients. When I want to share a photo, there are certain suggestions that pop up that I really don't want there. Specifically an email address. I don't contact this person anymore and haven't for a while. Is there a way to delete it so it doesn't show? Thank you in advance. I hope I explained that well