u/youarebeingwild

I tell some people in my life and they are just so against it and couldn't imagine going hungry, I try to explain how that feeling goes away and then you get natural energy and your body feeds off you & they look at me like I am crazy.

I have a sugar addiction I am trying to fix (my life story) and I love how when I fast I don't crave sugar at allll like my body is like no thanks. I am an emotional eater though that's why I fall into the trap of sugar, here is to being better mentally and physically.

After I looked at my receipt I asked her why did you charge me for a sauce that I have never been charged for that comes with the meal?

She looked annoyed ..I didn't ask for anything on the side idk why she asked me if I want it on the side but I was like sure ..

Weird Interaction and yes I stood there and got my refund back on my card for the free sauce she tried to charge me for.

You know what F U Chipotle tired of your attitude and playing games with the bowls Its cheaper to prepare my own food than let you steal from me due to inflation...

Im rambling but ya...

As the years go by the less I go to Chipotle

The guacamole taste weird sometimes..as if they mixed it with fresh and store bought -call me crazy-

The food is full of MSG anyways... thats my conspiracy theory

Its gross

Bye Chipotle I barely ever crave you nowadays, I don't want you back, you're done. Its over.

I have become stronger due to their lack of love and care towards me, I realize so much and I forgive them. I don't think it's personal I realize they do it to everyone around them.

I have grown to be more confident now, I realize I am alone I stopped thinking family is this or that..I don't have that kind of family ...that truly cares about my well being .....and thats fine.

You know what I find to be really interesting? Now that I have boundaries I don't reach out as much, I go by reciprocation..they try more now, they act like they miss me. You know what it reminds me of? When dating and the person is kind of playing games and making you 2nd guess or just not valuing you so you give up you move on, and then they start trying and caring? I am sorry, no, I do not want that kind of toxic love in my life.

You don't miss me you just miss having the slight control you did,and now you don't ...I feel so much better now.

The family I did have that truly cared for me they would call me and care about my day to day life, where I was, how I was ...who I was with, those people have passed away, it is so wild how the good ones go the fastest. I will stay strong though and keep their love in my heart.

Get in man's car for a ride to the shop to get my car...

I hope in silence and get off energy so I say "Hello"

He just stares at me...through the mirror

(I don't want a convo but a basic hello I do want)

I get a weird feeling I say "HELLO HOW ARE YOU"

He just stares at me...

I roll down my window I go "Do you like making all women uncomfortable or just me?"

Him "All women" that's what he said in a hateful tone and stare he was demonic...

That was the last time I ever took an Uber over a year ago I never will again I will make it happen with friends or family or once they make a womans only Uber.

It's annoying I don't take it as a compliment....while you look at me up and down and then say "Wooowwwww" and it was while I was doordashing picking up a BK order (I am in between jobs) BK was full of only men eating and working too.

I went off on the guy "No wowwww" "No thank you" Like saying WOOWWW brings all the attention to me makes me feel uncomfortable, it is much different if someone compliments me kindly "I think you're this I find you to be XYZ" otherwise I don't take it as a compliment and I would prefer no compliments IDC anymore.

Not looking me up and down like meat and objectifying me..lately I really dislike men and their cat calls. I see online men say "Oh you'll be sad when that day stops" No I won't...I would like to exist as a woman and be seen not just for my appearence and objectified.

Last week SAME thing happened by an old man "Wowwww" while walking out of a busy grocery store STFUUUU leave me alone!!! And had some strange man bark at me while looking at me like meat in the past month. I hate it here I don't take it as a compliment I don't wear makeup and I don't show off.