u/youtubetttt

18f, lost my business instagram page, my personal account, lost my boyfriend, finances have been hit. life feels at all time low. ik i will build back my work, i have already started working 10x harder than before so it will be back on track soon. but my bf? i dont think i love him anymore, i dont think i loved him ever, it was just attachment, but losing my only friend is giving me this empty sinking feeling. i put down my standards to be with him, he is 3 years older to me but doesnt earn. i shouldnt have been with him in the first place. should have just dated someone who was doing as well as me career wise. but i was stupid. anyway the breakup is not finallized yet but ik i want to leave him now.

im tired of this same guy coming for my myntra delivery and asking me to get two floors down, one day two days its fine but everyday im tired. i ask him to come up he will continue asking me to come down then cut the call. today he said 'mam aap to khali hai humare paas to bag hai' and came till the second floor stairs and kept my parcel on the floor and went down, this is super humiliating and infuriating.

i told him im gonna complain about you and he said kardo mam and i cut the call and picked up my parcel and went. these low iq poor men scare me a lil too bcz they have nothing to lose and can try to harm us if we complain and something happens to their job. idk what to do