Feeling inferior due to poverty
I see my friends travelling other countries and I envy their financial freedom. I lost my job a year ago, and I feel that society has thrown me under the bus. The depression is very heavy. I have tried to be successful but I couldn't do it. I am near 30 now yet I have little to no savings. I feel left behind in life.
The issue is that I fear Stoicism cannot help me with this, I carry my frustration of being a failure, being friendless, unwanted by society, never having a relationship ever, not seeing the world and doing my dreams while seeing others do better.