u/yvie_of_lesbos

you’re not supposed to be fat, because that’s disgusting. but being skinny is also bad because if you’re skinny, you’ll get called anorexic.

what the hell are we supposed to look like ?? like genuinely? i’m so sick of seeing people hate on fat girls while simultaneously saying that they aren’t going to subscribe to “skinny propoganda.” what are we supposed to look like?

like i’m genuinely pissed off. are we supposed to be skinny? should we be fat? maybe we should be just the right amount of skinny and fat? some people are naturally skinny and others are just naturally fat. but both are horrible according to men and even according to other girls. i don’t even know what i’m supposed to look like.

i’m a bad person for wanting to get skinny but when i DO try to love myself and work with the body i have, i’m called a pig? for reference, i myself am 5’2” and 128 lbs. i’m just so done. i’m going to do whatever i want without caring about men what other women and girls think of me.

i wish i didn’t have to eat to live

i hate eating i hate weight gain i hate fat gain i want to be skinny, i want to be thin. i wish i could fit into an XS. i wouldn’t care if i looked frail, that’s not an issue for me. i’d rather look scarily and frail than be 128 lbs.

TW: very brief mention of child molestation. nothing huge or graphic, i promise.

there’s this steamer/influencer who runs an animal sanctuary that i used to see a lot but never really seriously watched until now. i searched her name on reddit— huge mistake lmfao. i found a post in a vegan subreddit getting mad and saying that her not being vegan is the “biggest betrayal.” she does advocate for people to scale back on eating beef as it actually does impact our climate but many people in that subreddit say she shouldn’t even be allowed to work at a sanctuary for animals because she isn’t vegan— even though she founded it and has done amazing work over the years.

my real pet peeve comes from a commenter that literally stated that having a non-vegan run an animal shelter is the exact same as having a child molester run an orphanage. like ??? are we serious?

i just cannot stand it when people make these hyperbolic claims and over exaggerated comparisons. absolutely no shade to vegans— i loved being a vegetarian while i was one and would actually commit to veganism full time if i could. however, this streamer has actually done way more for animals than those who call her a traitor ever have. so it’s a bit annoying. these accounts type online hateful things and condemn vegetarians for not being full vegans while this influencer is putting in the time and effort to educate people and raise money to shelter illegal pet trade animals and also breed endangered animals to send them back into the wild.

i’m not even a diehard fan of her as i am careful to become a genuine fan of an influencer. i am just a person who enjoys the content and she recently put out a video with some other youtubers i watched so that’s why i remembered her. but this just annoyed me soooo bad.