Imposter Sybdrome in the OPS
EDIT: Thank you guys so much. Some of ur responses brought tears to my eyes, it means more than u know. To know that some of u can sympathize with my frustration and feeling is reassuring in many ways.
i just started as a coop in the OPS at the beginning of this month and i feel so lost. my team is nice but my manager is not as good of a mentor, dont get me wrong, they are very nice to me but when it comes to anything onboarding related I had to figure stuff out on my own and when it comes to teaching me the basics i had to learn from others who arent even on my team. I go out of my way to ask my manager but i feel like im being a nuisance. I sit in meetings and dont know what the heck is going on, i feel so lonely and stupid so far. Im very grateful for this opportunity, i just wish i had better management i guess. Any advice?