How do I get the most fulfillment from my time at UC?
Ask this due to a monthly downturn in my mental wellbeing. Nothing too serious, but related to a lack of belonging on campus. I feel at the age of 24, as if I'm too old for the drinking party scene, but too casual and disinterested to really strive hard academically. I feel as if I've wasted my time at UC, by not attending for a mixture of personal mental health reasons and many realisations that I'm not what people want to be around or engage with. As such traveling 10km to and from campus seems disheartning and a waste of energy.
It's the end of my second year, now and I have virtually no connections and seem socially mismatched in practically every scenario. It feels as if I enrolled just for a fancy piece of paper and as much as the social elements of the place are praised, I've yet to experience much if any of that potential.
On top of that I have just failed PSYC206 and still haven't had any success at finding a partner. Whilst, I didn't expect UC to solve all my problems, it was disappointing when I tried counseling to leave feeling mocked and ignored. On top of that student care has nothing to assist me. The BA in Politics/PSYC that I've started hasn't really been challenging or that engaging to be honest and everytime I visit campus I leave feeling more isolated and mentally exhausted for even trying to fit in.
Genuinely what is the point of me attending campus at this point?.