Severe EPI and chronic pancreatitis at 22F. Extremely worried
I am a 22 year old girl, I have been dealing with chronic pancreatitis and chronic cholecystitis and bile sludge for past 4.5 years. It all started when I was 17. I am also depressed and have been depressed for past 10 years. Only recently my depression eased and i have been able to get my health into my hands and start working on it.
My pancreatic elastase stool test came back at 90.
I get diarrhoea without creon. I have been put on 50,000-75,000 creon per meal. My poop looks very stiff and weird and lumpy despite coming out as sausage.
Ultrasound shows diffused pancreas changes, mild bile sludge, gallbladder kink and shape deformity. The pancreas is normal size, shape, borders, but is patchy increased echogenicity, while the overall structure and granular texture are preserved.
I am extremely worried about my future and wellbeing. My skin is very dry, my eyes are dry and i feel like i am malnourished and lack lipids/fats, lack all vitamins despite being normal weight. I have been gradually losing weight, might be related to eating less too, but i am scared it’s pancreatitis.
For the past 4 years i have been having constant pain in the back and stomach, right where my pancreas is. Pain is about 3-4/10, it is noticeable. it doesn’t disrupt my sleep or distract me from work/study. I also feel burning sensations/weird discomfort in the same area.
I never had acute pancreatitis. Even when i had flare ups and was in severe pain, i never had elevated amylase or lipase. I have never drank alcohol or smoked in my life. I have gotten flare up about once in a year, by flare ups i mean a lot of pain and mild fever, my blood tests didn’t show any inflammation and amylase/lipase was perfect despite testing multiple times.
I am very afraid to get diabetes, getting more malnourished and i am afraid to lose life quality and living a normal life.
I have only one pancreas and it’s scary to think about how my pancreas cells will not recover. I have 50-60 years to live, i’m so young i have my entire life ahead.
I assume my pancreatitis started with missing meals, i have adhd and autism so it’s very difficult to feed myself and eat at time. I don’t have any appetite and all i want to eat is junk food, which I can’t eat. Any food with a bit of higher fat sends me into pain. Tbh i didn’t have particularly unhealthy diet, but rather skipping meals, never eating breakfast/lunch and eating more in the evening.
I have been working with gastroenterologist, celiac disease ruled out, no helicobacter, no lactose intolerance. Upper endscopy was clear. Currently waiting parasite testing results. Blood tests look normal except mild anemia, protein levels are lowish.
Pee has 1.5 ketones.
I feel very fatigued and weak.
Currently taking creon 50-75K per meal, duspatalin(mebeverin 200mgx2), ursofalk 500mg, lactobacteria supplements, iron IV infusions venofer.
What should i do? I feel so lonely and lost and very worried. What should i work on? What should i tell my gastroenterologist?
What has been your experience?