"What happens when a high-school passion for Economics collides with a textbook-heavy Tier-3 curriculum?

Hi fellow Economists,

since my high school days , I wanted to pursue law for further studies , i worked hard but due to some reasons I could not appear in CLAT exam. I didn't wanna waste my year by taking a drop , because i can't afford that , not financially but some family reasons. Practical and analytically brain shaking subjects always stimulated my cortex. After Law , Economics has driven a great passion inside me , which led me to pursue my Bachelor’s degree in the field. Currently, I am in my 2nd year at a Tier-3 government college. While I appreciate my college, the current curriculum is heavily theoretical, outdated , lacks modern depth, and mostly covers topics I’ve already self-studied.

I’m looking to step up my preparation and build a solid foundation over the next 1.5 years. My long-term goal is to work in public policy or public administration as an Economic Officer / Economic Services.

Here is a quick overview of my context, goals, and where I need your advice:

My Long-Term Goals & Plans:

  1. Master’s Degree: I want to pursue an MA/MSc in Economics from a premier institution in India (e.g., IITs, DSE, ISI, JNU, IGIDR, MSE). While I initially considered going abroad, but now I’ve decided to stay in India to simultaneously prepare for government competitive exams.
  2. Dual Qualifications: Alongside my Master’s in Economics, I am keen on building expertise in Statistics (or potentially doing a parallel qualification/diploma) to strengthen my quantitative capabilities.
  3. Interdisciplinary Interest: I also have a strong interest in Law & Economics, and I'd love to incorporate this analytical intersection into my future work or academic projects.

Questions & Guidance Needed:

  1. Academic Roadmap for the Next 1.5 Years:
    • What specific core topics, advanced mathematics (Linear Algebra, Real Analysis, Multivariable Calculus, theories ), or Econometrics modules should I master independently to bridge the gap between Tier-3 UG and top-tier PG entrances?
    • Which standard textbooks or online resources (NPTEL, MIT OCW, Coursera) would you recommend for a self-learner?
  2. CV Building & Profile Enhancement:
    • What tangible projects, research assistantships, or certifications actually carry weight on a CV for top Indian institutions or research roles?
    • Are there any open-source data analytics,, or writing opportunities I should start working on right now?
  3. Dual Degree / Parallel Learning:
    • How feasible is it to manage an MA/ MSc in Economics from a prestigious institute alongside formal/informal studies in Statistics? Are there recognized online diplomas or specific skill sets in Stats that align best with economic service exams?
  4. Mentorship:
    • If there are any seniors, IIT/DSE alumni, or fellow economics enthusiasts here who have taken a similar path, I would really appreciate any insights, mentorship, or advice you could share!
    • and yes, I am also keen to pursue Ph.D. in economics.

Thanks in advance for your time and guidance! Looking forward to hearing your insights.

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 5 days ago

Can we form a society of intellects in Bikaner ?

like in Amsterdam , or if i say it in a easier way .. "Dead Poet Society" jahan pe sirf English literature , poems , sonnets ,Classic literature ,chess , books of other genres technical fields like Raw Economics , core Maths , and muchh more , and civilized ho jahan real form of art ho , jahan par log apna masater[eice of writing , painting lekar aaye, Bikaner me ?

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 13 days ago

Why do Mgsu colleges work like some third class colleges ?

So my 1st semester results were out. In all the exams, I was scoring above 95%, but they gave me terrible marks in internals. Like, students (the obvious a$s-lickers) who didn't even answer properly in viva/internal exams got much better marks than me. And in History, they straight-up deducted 50 marks from my theory paper for no reason. WTF.

Now my 2nd sem exams are going on. In the Economics exam, they changed our classroom center at the very last moment—we had to run 0.7 km to get there. That day, they also collected the sheets 10 minutes early. Meanwhile, we were standing outside our classroom discussing stuff, while students in the other room were already writing.

And the day before yesterday, our 2nd sem room numbers were posted—except they mistakenly put up "4th sem" on the notice board (even though only our exam was scheduled that day). We went to those classrooms, but there were no teachers there. When we asked around, they said, "This is for 4th sem." So we rushed back to the main building to check, but there was no info. Only 15 minutes were left before the exam started, so we went back again. The teacher finally showed up coming with the question papers just 10 minutes before the start, so we got the paper late.

Throughout the entire exam, the teacher sat next to me, scrolling through WhatsApp statuses and reels. It was so frustrating.

At the end, when me and 2-3 other students were still writing, he literally forced us to stop—20 minutes early. I told him I needed to write more, and he said, "I have to take my medicine, I have hernia ( I literally wanted to say " to kya meri wajah se hai ?") , I need my 800mg tablet." He was even showing me his medical reports on his phone. I just stood there like a cow, nodding, because I wanted to finish my paper. Finally, he said, "I'll give you max 5 minutes (like he was doing me a favor), write whatever you can."

I was making flowcharts and diagrams, and he snatched my sheet, saying, "Don't start drawing." I told him, "Sir, these marks really matter to me for my post-graduation. Just give me 10 more minutes—once time's up, I won't ask for a single extra second." But no, he still didn't let me complete my paper properly.


TL;DR: Got screwed over in internals despite scoring 95%+ in exams. Teachers favoring a$s-lickers. Random room changes, late papers, teacher scrolling reels during exam, and forcing us to stop writing early despite me be yearning for genuine exam time.

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 16 days ago

Guys, Need help to understand Jainology

Jai Jinendra everyone, I'm a Jain student pursuing Jainology in my Bachelor's degree. I'm better at practical subjects with a strong analytical base—like Economics, Law, and Math—which use English and logical frameworks. The highly rigid Hindi or Prakrit terminology in this subject is really throwing me off.

I have my "Preksha Dhyan and Yoga"( which was written in the University of Ladnun ) paper in two days, and I honestly haven't understood a single thing. The PDFs are full of complex Hindi and Prakrit terms. To make matters worse, my professor is a non-Jain who doesn't know much about the subject; he just shared the PDF of the textbook and left us to figure it out.

I even asked a Maharaj saheb in my first semester, but he only gave me a vague explanation. I'm starting to wonder if I'm approaching this the wrong way.

And Is there anyone from Ladnun here who could share an English PDF or book for this paper? Or any advice on how I should be studying this subject? It would be a great help.

Namo aadinath.

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 20 days ago

Dear Men , where would I find these ?

So my brother lives overseas, and he really likes this sort ​of sandals , where can we find these in bikaner ? I really want to give them as a present. There is no boundation of price , I want the best for him

u/sinfulsaint25 — 24 days ago

Need advices from eggerterians, rest all can skip

How to eat dishes made from eggs in Bikaner ?

So my family is conservative in terms of food selection, and I assume most of you belong from a very cultural background. I want to start eating eggs ,but I couldn't find any place to . I do not beleive in god but I respect my family's faiths , so i don't want to​ cook it at my house. And the people here do not really mind their own business, they would poke their noses each time. So where can I get cost effective meals and a place to eat my meal with peace . Advices from eggerterians .

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 1 month ago

Vegetarian wants to be an ex vegeterian

Hi everyone, ( Do read it ) I come from aJain family, though I am an absolute atheist. For the last 5 years, my body has been through absolute hell. I’ve been on drips every two weeks, undergone major surgeries, had stents placed, and gone through 5-6 ERCPs and a lithotripsy just in the last few months. At one point, I had 5 cannulas inserted simultaneously for continuous IV drips. The pain I’ve endured 70 to 80 times felt like my head was physically being split open with consciousness. I used to be a major gym enthusiast—tall, broad, healthy, and fit. Now, my weight fluctuates violently every week. The heavy load of antibiotics and medications has taken a massive toll: severe hairfall, dull skin, and sudden dark spots. As I jokingly tell myself, once the hair is gone, I can't exactly stick it back with Fevikwik. I need to fix my body now. Currently, I'm on mild external digestive enzymes to give my gut some rest, but I am in a massive protein deficit. Vegetarian meals just aren't cutting it (and let's be honest, soya chunks are overhyped). Because of my recent surgeries, my body is highly sensitive, and I want to avoid synthetic protein supplements due to potential long-term side effects. I want to shift to a natural, complete protein source: eggs (though I will never eat meat). I know both the dairy and egg industries involve cruelty, but for my survival, I need to make this switch. Here is the dilemma: Family Drama: I live alone, but I refuse to lie to my mother. When I told her, she said, "Do what you want, but don't touch me afterward." On the bright side, my brother is supportive and told me health comes first, if you need it then you can choose. The Neighborhood: I live in a heavily Jain-dominated town. There are no egg shops or restaurants anywhere nearby. Logistics & Respect: My relatives live right next door. While I am an atheist, I genuinely respect my family's faith and do not want to hurt their sentiments. I absolutely refuse to bring eggs into my house or use my current kitchen utensils. I cannot neglect my body anymore. I need to start eating eggs, at least until my health stabilizes. How do I source and consume eggs in a cost-effective way in a town where they aren't openly sold? How do I managed to cook/eat them without bringing them into my house or using my utensils, while keeping it hidden from nearby relatives? For those who transitioned from a strict Jain/Veg diet to eggs solely for medical recovery, how did you handle the mental aspect and the family friction? And how to bear the taste on your first try ??!? I am too much concerned

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 1 month ago

Jain-uine seggustion

Hi everyone, ( Do read it ) I come from aJain family, though I am an absolute atheist. For the last 5 years, my body has been through absolute hell. I’ve been on drips every two weeks, undergone major surgeries, had stents placed, and gone through 5-6 ERCPs and a lithotripsy just in the last few months. At one point, I had 5 cannulas inserted simultaneously for continuous IV drips. The pain I’ve endured 70 to 80 times felt like my head was physically being split open with consciousness. I used to be a major gym enthusiast—tall, broad, healthy, and fit. Now, my weight fluctuates violently every week. The heavy load of antibiotics and medications has taken a massive toll: severe hairfall, dull skin, and sudden dark spots. As I jokingly tell myself, once the hair is gone, I can't exactly stick it back with Fevikwik. I need to fix my body now. Currently, I'm on mild external digestive enzymes to give my gut some rest, but I am in a massive protein deficit. Vegetarian meals just aren't cutting it (and let's be honest, soya chunks are overhyped). Because of my recent surgeries, my body is highly sensitive, and I want to avoid synthetic protein supplements due to potential long-term side effects. I want to shift to a natural, complete protein source: eggs (though I will never eat meat). I know both the dairy and egg industries involve cruelty, but for my survival, I need to make this switch. Here is the dilemma: Family Drama: I live alone, but I refuse to lie to my mother. When I told her, she said, "Do what you want, but don't touch me afterward." On the bright side, my brother is supportive and told me health comes first, if you need it then you can choose. The Neighborhood: I live in a heavily Jain-dominated town. There are no egg shops or restaurants anywhere nearby. Logistics & Respect: My relatives live right next door. While I am an atheist, I genuinely respect my family's faith and do not want to hurt their sentiments. I absolutely refuse to bring eggs into my house or use my current kitchen utensils. I cannot neglect my body anymore. I need to start eating eggs, at least until my health stabilizes. How do I source and consume eggs in a cost-effective way in a town where they aren't openly sold? How do I managed to cook/eat them without bringing them into my house or using my utensils, while keeping it hidden from nearby relatives? For those who transitioned from a strict Jain/Veg diet to eggs solely for medical recovery, how did you handle the mental aspect and the family friction?

And how to bear the taste on your first try ??!? I am too much concerned

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 1 month ago

is NSS from MGSU affiliated colleges worth it ?

Hi everyone! As an exam aspirant, I've been isolated in my room for a long time, and now I really want to socialize more. I initially thought about joining the NCC, but when I saw my friends toiling away doing intense physical work in the scorching heat, I changed my mind without a second thought. My main goal is simply to socialize, build a network, and get to know people, their stories, and their ambitions.

I just started the second semester of my BA [ Dungar college]. I want to know: is joining the NSS actually worth it for my goals? Also, is it mandatory to attend the NSS camps whenever they call us, or do we have a choice?

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 1 month ago

is NSS from MGSU affiliated colleges worth it ?

Hi everyone! As an exam aspirant, I've been isolated in my room for a long time, and now I really want to socialize more. I initially thought about joining the NCC, but when I saw my friends toiling away doing intense physical work in the scorching heat, I changed my mind without a second thought. My main goal is simply to socialize, build a network, and get to know people, their stories, and their ambitions.

I just started the second semester of my BA [ Dungar college]. I want to know: is joining the NSS actually worth it for my goals? Also, is it mandatory to attend the NSS camps whenever they call us, or do we have a choice?

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 1 month ago

My hand is changing color more than siya goel

So basically, id fair skin on my hand , but a few months ago I went through alot of operations and heavy dozes of antibiotics. Uske baad se mere hath aise hai , like nahane ke baad ( bihar ka aqi and water quality bahut achi hai coz bahut​ baarish hoti hai ) meri skin bahut react kr rhi h , achanak se black spots ho jate hai. Dull ho jati h . I am a jain so maybe mera B12 bhi low ho? And ye white white cheez pure wrist tak spread ho jati hai

u/sinfulsaint25 — 1 month ago

Olympics me gold laane ki tayari

So, july 3 , Anand vihar terminal to jogbani , seemanchal express train . Hamari train UP mein Pdt. Deen Dayal Upadhyay JN. Se dildaar jn. Ja rhi thi and ye hua ek bacha iss gate ke pass khada th( ye ​gate band tha ) dusra side Wale gate se ek pathar aya

u/sinfulsaint25 — 2 months ago

Can jain eat eg gs?

I am looking for a strictly logical and rational discussion.

I used to be very aligned with traditional belief systems, but my interest has completely faded. My decision to avoid meat is driven purely by my love for animals and animal welfare, ​not by cultural or traditional dogmas.

Because of this, I see a massive logical contradiction in what we are taught to consume. We are told milk is perfectly fine, and it is even used widely in sacred rituals. But I have visited many dairy farms, and the reality is deeply cruel: artificial insemination, male calves being killed because they aren't useful, cows given daily injections, and cows being slaughtered right after they hit "menopause" even though more than half of their natural lifespan is left. Poultry farms have the exact same level of cruelty. So why is milk labeled "vegetarian" while eggs are labeled "non-vegetarian"? Nutritionally, this makes zero sense. You can drink a whole liter of milk and still miss out on essential nutrients, whereas just two eggs give you the best quality protein and a superior nutrient profile. To make things weirder, some people in these traditional circles even restrict essential vegetables, or claim that soya chunks shouldn't be eaten just because they "look like meat." Maybe I need to eat eggs to get essential nutrients.

A Rational Perspective on the Matter: The distinction between milk and eggs in traditional belief systems is based on outdated definitions of what constitutes life, entirely ignoring the modern supply chain. Historically, milk was seen as a byproduct that didn't require killing the animal, while eggs were grouped with poultry. However, modern factory farming has equalized the cruelty. Today, commercial dairy is just as exploitative and lethal as the meat and egg industries. Treating milk as a cruelty-free food while demonizing unfertilized eggs or plant-based proteins like soya is a massive logical fallacy.

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 2 months ago

Water water everywhere, not a single drop to drink

Hi everyone, I am looking for a budget-friendly RO water purifier for my home. I live in the Gangashahar area (Old Lane), Bikaner, and the water quality here is quite challenging. Here are the main issues we face with the water:

  1. High TDS: The TDS in our area is consistently above 500 PPM, making the water taste quite salty/brackish.

2.Heavy Silt/Dust: Since it's close to the desert area, the water comes with a lot of fine sand, mud, and dust particles.

3.Mineral Retention: I want a purifier that thoroughly cleans the dirt and reduces TDS, but at the same time, doesn't strip away all the essential minerals (looking for something with a TDS controller or Alkaline/Copper feature to keep the water healthy and sweet).

Budget friendly.

• Main Concern: I need something that can handle the heavy mud/silt without clogging the internal filters every month. The maintenance cost needs to be affordable without unnecessary or forced brand service charges. I recently saw online options like the Aqua Fresh Smoke Audi 18L (RO+UV+UF+Alkaline+Copper+TDS Control) around ₹4,200. Is it a good choice for Bikaner's water? Or should I go for a locally assembled custom RO from Rani Bazar/Gangashahar Road? Please suggest the best reliable setups or brands that work well in this specific region. Thanks in advance!

u/sinfulsaint25 — 2 months ago

Pancretitis snatched away everything from me

It's quite long ,

I’m writing this because I am at my absolute breaking point and genuinely need high-level advice. I don’t usually share my pain or play the victim card, but I am completely alone and feel like everything in my life has finished. To give you context, I used to be that guy who had everything going for him. I was a sharp law aspirant, incredibly bright in academics—honestly, people used to refer to me as a 'Young Sheldon' because of how fast and capable I was at everything. I loved law, I was deep into poetry and a heavy book reader, but I was also a proper athlete. Chess, cricket, football, working out—you name it, I learned it. I had massive goals, and I was fiercely preparing for CLAT. Then, my life completely flipped upside down. The Health Crisis (2021 - 2024) Since 2021, I had been getting these random attacks, but I brushed them off thinking they were normal stomach issues. By 2024, they turned into frequent, brutal Chronic Pancreatitis attacks. Every 10 days, I would be bedridden, writhing in pain. I was in 11th standard and barely went to school the entire year. My dream was to become the Head Boy in 12th, and for that, I needed to score above an 80% criteria in 11th. Despite skipping half of one exam due to health, I pushed through everything possible and scored 86%. But the guy who actually got the Head Boy position? He was completely unworthy of it, and watching that happen broke something inside me. The Collapse of My Dreams (2025) By 2025, things got severely worse. ( Till now I've got more than 50 episodes) I underwent multiple severe operations and couldn't attend school regularly. All my dreams shattered one by one. I had been preparing for CLAT for a year, but in December, my parents flat out told me, "You cannot give this exam. Your health is too fragile, we won't send you outside to study, don't take pointless stress." I had to leave CLAT. Later, I even cleared the admission for Delhi University, but because of my health, I had to drop that too. My previous doctor told me, "Don't run, don't workout, don't do this, don't do that, or you will never heal." Just like that, my athletic life, my social life, and my career vanished. I was confined at home.Over these 3 years, all my friends drifted away. Everything was gone. The Emotional Vulnerability & Relationship Spiral Beginning of 12th standard, I had a girlfriend. We had a sweet relationship but we eventually parted ways because our perspectives on life mismatched. We both tried multiple times to patch things up, but it just didn't work out. After that breakup, combined with the agonizing pancreatitis attacks and the heavy doses of allopathic medications, I became emotionally incredibly weak and vulnerable. Out of sheer loneliness, I tried seeking affection and asked out a few girls (never at the same time, always one by one). I even got into a relationship , but broke it off just 2 hours later because I realized my heart wasn't in it, and I didn't want to play with her feelings. Where I Am Right Now I am completely alone. I used to have a very healthy relationship with my body—masturbation was never an addiction, maybe just 1–2 times a month. But now, out of pure loneliness and depression, I find myself spiraling into an addiction where I end up doing it 10+ times over a span of 3–4 days. And the worst part? I am still deeply in love with my ex-girlfriend. It’s not about lust, it’s not about sex , I genuinely, purely love her. But we aren't together. She looks happy, she has likely moved on, and I respect her too much to disturb her peace. I went from being an all-rounder, Young Sheldon-level achiever to sitting alone in a room, battling a chronic illness, with no career path, no friends, and a broken heart. It feels like everything is finished. How do I pull myself out of this dark hole? How do I rebuild my life when my body has failed me and my dreams have been taken away?

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 2 months ago

Looks like I've to stay in that college until my beard gets white

Bhai, it's been over an year , when will I get my 1 sem marksheet in BA​ from mgsu ? My friends (from ​RNB ) got their second sem result, and they have started the third sem . Ughhh!!!

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 2 months ago

18 M , hair getting thin and frizzy

Hi, I live in a desert district in Rajasthan. Over the past few months, I've noticed my hair has become extremely frizzy , even after I comb and set it, the strands weirdly stick up in opposite directions. Earlier, I used to apply aloe vera gel and it worked wonders; my hair became super shiny. However, for the last two years, I've been on high doses of allopathic medications. I'm very active and health-conscious , I haven't eaten street food or junk food in over half decade , and I keep my nutrient levels in check. But since I'm vegetarian, I sometimes have low B12. Also, I've inherited baldness from my father's side. Now my hairline is receding. If I get a buzz cut, my hairline looks uneven ; if I keep my hair long, they remain frizzy. Currently, I apply lukewarm coconut and rosemary oil mixture 2–3 times a week, use only a green apple shampoo to wash, and use a derma roller. The problem is, there's a lot of dust and dirt here, PM2.5 particles are very high , I try to avoid them as much as i can but sandstorms are frequent. What should I do?

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 2 months ago

Title: From small-town Bikaner to Law + Economics — how do I build real skills online with zero offline opportunities?

Background: qualifications

  • BA 2nd year student, Bikaner (Rajasthan)
  • Planning to pursue 3-year LLB
  • Deep interest in Law & Economics
  • Full
  • have good time in hand (don't need to attend college physically)
  • Zero offline internship/networking opportunities nearby

What I'm trying to figure out:

1. Where do I actually start learning?

  • Which online resources for law fundamentals are worth the time? (NUJS, NALSAR open materials? Bar & Bench? SCC Online free tier?)
  • For Economics - should I go Micro-first or pick a specialisation like Law & Economics, Public Policy, Behavioural Econ?

2. Online internships — are they ?

  • I keep seeing "virtual internships" on LinkedIn/Internshala — are they actually valuable or just certificate mills?
  • How do lawyers/law firms assess remote interns with no institutional brand behind them?

3. Skill-building that actually matters before LLB:

  • Legal research & writing (IRAC method?)
  • Basic contract reading
  • Policy/economic analysis
  • Anything else that gives a head start?

4. Platforms/communities I should be on?

  • Reddit communities, Discord servers, Indian law forums?
  • Any free competition law, constitutional law, or Law & Econ courses (Coursera, edX, NPTEL)?

What I'm NOT looking for: Generic "read the newspaper" advice. Specifically want pathways that work for someone with time, internet access, but no college brand or city network.

reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 3 months ago

18M – chronic pancreatitis for 3 years, FE-29, still getting attacks despite PERT and diet control. Need advice on healing, diet, exercise, exams, and constipation.

Background

  • Pancreatitis since 5 years, chronic for 3 years (age 18 now).
  • Fecal elastase: 29 (severe exocrine insufficiency).
  • Had a stent placed earlier; removed 10 days ago.
  • Attack occurred 4 days after removal .
  • Currently on PERT (pancreatic enzymes).
  • Consulted top gastroenterologist (world-class hospital) and also a senior Ayurvedic doctor.
  • Doctor’s advice: live normally, prepare for competitive exams, avoid spicy/fatty food. I can control food, but attacks still happen randomly.

Current issues

  • Constipation after attacks.
  • Need to gain weight.
  • Worried about stress, sleep, exercise, and future endocrine problems.

My questions

  1. Can I increase my fecal elastase? Can my remaining pancreas heal over time? If yes, how?
  2. Diet for weight gain + protein: Can I take soya chunks with PERT? They have only ~0.5g fat per serving.
  3. Will I need PERT forever? Can I ever eat any meal without it?
  4. Attacks despite perfect diet: Can attacks still happen even when I strictly avoid triggers?
  5. Stress: Does mental stress (even “healthy” stress like studying) trigger attacks?
  6. Sleep & exam prep: I need to stay up late for competitive exam preparation. Does disturbed or insufficient sleep affect pancreatitis?
  7. Post-attack constipation: After an attack, I get severe constipation for 4–5 days, terrible flatulence, and laxatives don’t work. What should I do?
  8. Weight gain – practical tips for someone on low-fat, PERT-dependent diet?
  9. Foods without PERT: Which foods can I safely eat without taking enzymes?
  10. Low-fat veggie snacks: If I eat raw/low-fat vegetables as a snack, will my damaged pancreas still digest the nutrients?
  11. Endocrine risk: I currently have no diabetes (I don’t like sugar/sweets anyway). But what is my future risk of becoming diabetic?
  12. Physical jerking: Can heavy jerking while riding a bike on a rough road cause a flare-up?
  13. Exercise & weight lifting:
  • How much weight can I safely lift?
  • Which yoga/exercises/meditation are allowed, especially those involving abdominal engagement
  1. any other precautions you might suggest ? . Thank you
reddit.com
u/sinfulsaint25 — 3 months ago