hi. I'm new to Bluesky and wanna post but to do so, I need to verify my email via codes sent to my mails. I tried writting them, even got them written right, but it always says that it's invalid. it's like the code is valid for just a second, I dunno what's going on.
why is he waiting for me in the cell area ? Juggler, the *honk* you gonna do ??????
hey. so, like the title says, I found what I'll do in life, which is be a youtuber ! I love to draw and I also learned to make small videos by drawing, and I love doing it ( even tho I procrastinate a lot- ).
I really wanna give it a shot now, and share my creations and imagination with the world. I know it'll be a long journey, and I'm anxious but also excited about all of this ! this is gonna be a wild ride ! 😅
I wanna go watch a live of a streamer I like to watch today and join in the chat for once and have fun with the others but I feel nervous right now. I dunno if it's the social anxiety talking. 😅
hi. so, there's a keychain on the makeship website that I wanna try to get. got on the site to see the price but it shows it in dollars, which isn't the currency of where I live ( Europe. ). is there a way to buy it in Euros ? thanks to thoses who will answer ( and sorry if my english isn't perfect, it's not my first language. ) !
there's a sub for supporting zeal, someone who SA'ed ! WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU SUPPORT THIS ASSHOLE WHEN THERE'S EVIDENCES OF THEIR WRONG DOINGS !?
they're even mocking Ren, too !
it's only the begining, but I'm happy with how it's turning out so far !
song : Come Alive from The Greatest Showman
( also, I headcanon Performance Guide to have Hugh Jackman's voice. it just fits him ! I also headcanon that he's always singing like he's in a musical ! )
was wondeting this a few seconds ago since it's bird wings and tail, and I was wondering if it's based on a specific bird.
I was sexually abused and raped, and I didn't fought back despite not freezing and despite being fully capable of fighting back. it WAS my fault, I'm tired of people lying to me and telling me that it wasn't ( plus, they wheren't even there, so they have no rights to tell me all of this ! ). if I had fought back, the rape would never had continued, periodt ! heck, I was crying when my ex did this shit, my mind knew something was wrong, so why didn't I do something !? so please, for the love of God, let me take accountability !
I was in hidden forest, and saw a player that needed help for an Assembly quest. came, we lit each-other ( it was a moth ), and they took out a candle to be-friend me. and right as I was about to click to confirm, they disappeared. that moth probably waited for so long, and I feel bad for them ! TwT
they bang on their wall when they hear me press my switch Lite's buttons when I play on it ( I play daily. I also don't even put the sound on ! ), they hear my music even when I listen to it with earphones ( I put the volume up but even then, the music shouldn't be heard from the earphones downstairs ) and now they bang on the walls when I'm just breathing normally ( even banged on the wall when I was breathing a bit fast and heavily and crying due to an anxiety attack ! ) ! I told my mother who I live with about the situation and she got pissed and called me crazy. I can't even go to them 'cause I hate confrontations, I want all of this to stop ! I' m allowed to live God damnit !
I started throwing plushies at my floor when they bang on the walls, now. I have enough !
hi. so I have a huge problem, and I wanna know if I'm not alone in this.
for context, I was sexually abused, cœrced and raped by my ex. I didn't realised it for a while, but when I realised what happened to me 2 years ago, my mind and soul just broke. after a while, I started blaming myself and to feel like I deserved to never heal and be blamed 'cause I let my ex rape me ( plus, I was fully capable of fighting back since I didn't froze ), and it started to become a huge and nasty viscious cycle to the point of seeking people to victim-blame me.
someone came in my DM's one day when I told about how it's my fault in a post, came to tell me that it's good that I'm taking accountability and not thinking that I'm blameless about the abuse. I just agreed with them, mocking myself with for not stopping them from abusing me.
so yeah, that's what's happening. I hate this deep inside, and it's torturing me. I wanna know if I'm not alone. thank you for reading, and please don't forget to go hydrate and to tell kind things to yourself.
parts of the Sky animatic I wanna make !
hi. so, I want some input about something that happened when I was little.
I was struggling a lot at school, mostly with math. my parent was always getting frustrated at me when I couldn't understand something, also yelling at me and getting mad at me. at some point, they told me that they're gonna call the cops and tell them to take them away or send me to a family member they know is a nacissist asshole. ( tho please know that my older sibling told our parent about the way we where doing homework stressed us, and they actually listened. they also learned, became a better parent and sincerely apologized. they're still apologizing when we talk about it again. )
now, I'm wondering if it was emotinal manipulation, or mental manipulation. thanks to thoses who will answer, and please don't forget to go hydrate and to tell kind words to yourselves.