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Kisi ne lia hai iss semester mein??? Class kaha aur kab lagegi kuch pata h????

Kisi ne lia h? Ya kisi ko pta h isme kya hota h?

The broken cup was kept in darkness for years,

In a rusty old cupboard

For he was broken.

For his mind was a mess,

A mess he couldn't clearly name.

For years, he saw his peers being chosen with love,

Being pampered for their shine

Getting needed by the people they loved

While, he stood there,

With layers of dust on his broken heart

He cried to his parents

Cause the feeling of not being enough was too loud

He thought he deserved to be unloved

Since he's broken.

Since he's of no use.

But then one day,

A person came into the room

The flicker of sunlight fell upon him

Making him want to retreat into the darkness again

But then he was picked.

Picked up by the person who looked at him with eyes full of love

As if him being broken wasn't even an option to consider.

And finally, he was needed.

He was needed by the person who saw love beneath the scars.

Hey people 👋 Idk if it's the right place to post?

There are some things that have been weighing heavily on my mind for a few days. After 2 months of summer holidays I came back to the hostel for my second year of college. I've been living in hostel since 11th- and tb mere kaafi dost the same hostel mai. But then when i entered college sbke hostel change hogye...kisine clg change kra lia and I was alone in hostel. Mera koi dost nhi tha last year. I didn't even know ki mere hostel mai terrace h cause mai kbhi ghumi hi nhi. 9 to 5 clg ke baad hi baaki dosto se mil pati hu. Clg mai bhi bas ek dost h uska bhi section change hogya toh ab majority of the classes m bhi akeli hu. When i thought ki finally iss hostel mai mere 3 dost bane h to they're changing the hostel. My bsf is in another city, my partner also can't meet me everyday. And the feeling of loneliness came back to haunt me, i wake up with a restless feeling in my chest, khana khane ke time pr nauseous feel hota h, gharwalo ko jhoot bolna padta h ki kha lia h. I've no idea how to overcome this🙃

So, we both are in a relationship for 6 months now, when we are in college we spend a few hours together after college (different departments) and then we call at night to sleep while being on the call. When there's a holiday we often spend most of our time together, going out for walks or by just sleeping together etc.

The summer holidays are of two months- may and june and it's the first time that we're away from each other this long. She told me in april that she won't be able to call or text me as she doesn't use the phone at her home, so don't keep any expectations about her calling me or anything.

Ok. Since her parents might get to know bout us i let it go thinking at least we'll have a call once a week.

I called her one day, cause it was our month anniversary but she said she's out with family and will call later. But that call never came, she even forgot about the anniversary. I called her after 10 days, cause i was angry and said call me or I'll block you. She told me she forgot to text cause she was busy nd all. I said we keep it in mind that someone would've messaged me....and she said that so you want me to check my phone 24/7?

I used to text her on whatsapp but got a reply after hours (17+), when I sent her reels on instagram she doesn't even react to them, leaving them on read. I stopped doing that and she didn't even notice.

She says she loves me but goes without talking to me for a week. She says she's trying to text.

She says she doesn't use phone, but I see her online on instagram. My ques is that can't she give me that much of her time? I'm not asking for much. If not calls, even texts would work.

We had three arguments about the same thing, but no conclusion. All she said was that she can't do anything in these two months while being at home, and she has to give justifications for everything to me.

I posted a story that nobody really put efforts for me and she got hurt, she said you don't want to see people's efforts for you.

I wanted to say that I don't really feel loved, you're not putting effort with the same intensity but didn't.

There's this thought in my mind that if you like someone you naturally want to have a talk with them, share about her day. I told her that when you don't reply, think there's a person literally waiting for you to text and she said, don't wait this much (not in a rude way)

She'll be like before when we're together again.

So, we both are in a relationship for 6 months now, when we are in college we spend a few hours together after college (different departments) and then we call at night to sleep while being on the call. When there's a holiday we often spend most of our time together, going out for walks or by just sleeping together etc.

The summer holidays are of two months- may and june and it's the first time that we're away from each other this long. She told me in april that she won't be able to call or text me as she doesn't use the phone at her home, so don't keep any expectations about her calling me or anything.

Ok. Since her parents might get to know bout us i let it go thinking at least we'll have a call once a week.

I called her one day, cause it was our month anniversary but she said she's out with family and will call later. But that call never came, she even forgot about the anniversary. I called her after 10 days, cause i was angry and said call me or I'll block you. She told me she forgot to text cause she was busy nd all. I said we keep it in mind that someone would've messaged me....and she said that so you want me to check my phone 24/7?

I used to text her on whatsapp but got a reply after hours (17+), when I sent her reels on instagram she doesn't even react to them, leaving them on read. I stopped doing that and she didn't even notice.

She says she loves me but goes without talking to me for a week. She says she's trying to text.

She says she doesn't use phone, but I see her online on instagram. My ques is that can't she give me that much of her time? I'm not asking for much. If not calls, even texts would work.

We had three arguments about the same thing, but no conclusion. All she said was that she can't do anything in these two months while being at home, and she has to give justifications for everything to me.

I posted a story that nobody really put efforts for me and she got hurt, she said you don't want to see people's efforts for you.

I wanted to say that I don't really feel loved, you're not putting effort with the same intensity but didn't.

There's this thought in my mind that if you like someone you naturally want to have a talk with them, share about her day.

Am I the wrong one here for not understanding? I don't want to talk about this to my friends cause they don't really know her perspective neither do I.

She'll be like before when we're together again.

I was thinking If she liked someone first before they liked her back would sge naturally take more initiative than she's taking with me?

So, we both are in a relationship for 6 months now, when we are in college we spend a few hours together after college (different departments) and then we call at night to sleep while being on the call. When there's a holiday we often spend most of our time together, going out for walks or by just sleeping together etc.

The summer holidays are of two months- may and june and it's the first time that we're away from each other this long. She told me in april that she won't be able to call or text me as she doesn't use the phone at her home, so don't keep any expectations about her calling me or anything.

Ok. Since her parents might get to know bout us i let it go thinking at least we'll have a call once a week.

I called her one day, cause it was our month anniversary but she said she's out with family and will call later. But that call never came, she even forgot about the anniversary. I called her after 10 days, cause i was angry and said call me or I'll block you. She told me she forgot to text cause she was busy nd all. I said we keep it in mind that someone would've messaged me....and she said that so you want me to check my phone 24/7?

I used to text her on whatsapp but got a reply after hours (17+), when I sent her reels on instagram she doesn't even react to them, leaving them on read. I stopped doing that and she didn't even notice.

She says she loves me but goes without talking to me for a week. She says she's trying to text.

She says she doesn't use phone, but I see her online on instagram. My ques is that can't she give me that much of her time? I'm not asking for much. If not calls, even texts would work.

We had three arguments about the same thing, but no conclusion. All she said was that she can't do anything in these two months while being at home, and she has to give justifications for everything to me.

I posted a story that nobody really put efforts for me and she got hurt, she said you don't want to see people's efforts for you.

I wanted to say that I don't really feel loved, you're not putting effort with the same intensity but didn't.

There's this thought in my mind that if you like someone you naturally want to have a talk with them, share about her day.

Am I the wrong one here for not understanding? I don't want to talk about this to my friends cause they don't really know her perspective neither do I.

She'll be like before when we're together again.

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