u/Active_Secretary_203

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My gf and I had an argument today

I’m in a relationship with someone whose emotional style is very different from mine, and I genuinely can’t tell if I’m asking for too much or if we just have different emotional needs. I’m someone who values reassurance a lot. Small things matter to me, initiating calls/texts, checking in after conflict, remembering things. I tend to feel emotionally connected through effort and initiative.

My partner is much more detached when it comes to phone.calls. They’ve told me multiple times that when they go home, they barely check their phone or contact people much in general. And to be fair, they have called me before, spent time with me, stayed on late calls, said they miss me, etc. So it’s not like they never put effort in.

But recently we went around 10 days without properly talking. They texted a couple times, I replied coldly because I was already hurt, and at one point they said they’d start calling more frequently after going home. But they still never actually called. That really hurt me.

Before going ldr, they said you can text me anytime that u want to call but it'll be difficult for me to call. But, my view is that if someone really wants to talk to u they would at least in three days no matter how strict their parents are. If i was there I'd find a way. But then saying they don't pick up their phone at home...idk. For me, if my partner goes days without talking me i start to think they don't even remember me

(I took help of ai as I didn't have the energy to write)

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u/Active_Secretary_203 — 6 hours ago

My gf and I had an argument today

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I’m in a relationship with someone whose emotional style is very different from mine, and I genuinely can’t tell if I’m asking for too much or if we just have different emotional needs. I’m someone who values reassurance a lot. Small things matter to me, initiating calls/texts, checking in after conflict, remembering things. I tend to feel emotionally connected through effort and initiative.

My partner is much more detached when it comes to phone.calls. They’ve told me multiple times that when they go home, they barely check their phone or contact people much in general. And to be fair, they have called me before, spent time with me, stayed on late calls, said they miss me, etc. So it’s not like they never put effort in.

But recently we went around 10 days without properly talking. They texted a couple times, I replied coldly because I was already hurt, and at one point they said they’d start calling more frequently after going home. But they still never actually called. That really hurt me.

Before going ldr, they said you can text me anytime that u want to call but it'll be difficult for me to call. But, my view is that if someone really wants to talk to u they would at least in three days no matter how strict their parents are. If i was there I'd find a way. But then saying they don't pick up their phone at home...idk. For me, if my partner goes days without talking me i start to think they don't even remember me.

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u/Active_Secretary_203 — 6 hours ago

Emotional Exhaustion

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I am literally crying while sitting on the floor rn. Mom has had back pain since yesterday and I'm not emotionally very strong so seeing my mom or dad in pain makes me weak. I can't handle and wish they would soon get ok.

So i have been taking care of her...but my dad he's gets angry on the slightest things. Kuch unke hissab se nhi hua? Gussa. Stress h? Gussa. Idk mom kaise jhelti h ye sab. I don't like my dad's temper. He is a very good father but gets angry on mom. He cares for her but shows it through anger. Generational trauma passed on ig. Nobody really told him to express openly.

Aaj bhi she's already in pain par kuch kha nhi rhi h to chilla die unpe. Like i get it ki you're worried par chillane se konsa vo khane lg jayegi?

She told me how it feels and now I can't help but cry. Kisko fix kru? Not like i can fix anyone. Par m kya kru yaar. Mai akeli hu mere pas koi nhi h, not even a sibling jisse shayad share kr skti.

Sab irritating lg rha h mujhe, i feel on the edge ki kab kon gussa ho jaye..phir vahi atmosphere.

Kabhi kabhi I don't even like coming home kyuki mere dimaag ka bhaang bh\*sda hi hata h. I get emotionally exhausted sbke emotions sambhalte sambhalte

I just felt like ranting tbh it's eating me up.

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u/Active_Secretary_203 — 2 days ago

Emotional exhaustion

I am literally crying while sitting on the floor rn. Mom has had back pain since yesterday and I'm not emotionally very strong so seeing my mom or dad in pain makes me weak. I can't handle and wish they would soon get ok.

So i have been taking care of her...but my dad he's gets angry on the slightest things. Kuch unke hissab se nhi hua? Gussa. Stress h? Gussa. Idk mom kaise jhelti h ye sab. I don't like my dad's temper. He is a very good father but gets angry on mom. He cares for her but shows it through anger. Generational trauma passed on ig. Nobody really told him to express openly.

Aaj bhi she's already in pain par kuch kha nhi rhi h to chilla die unpe. Like i get it ki you're worried par chillane se konsa vo khane lg jayegi?

She told me how it feels and now I can't help but cry. Kisko fix kru? Not like i can fix anyone. Par m kya kru yaar. Mai akeli hu mere pas koi nhi h, not even a sibling jisse shayad share kr skti.

Sab irritating lg rha h mujhe, i feel on the edge ki kab kon gussa ho jaye..phir vahi atmosphere.

Kabhi kabhi I don't even like coming home kyuki mere dimaag ka bhaang bh*sda hi hata h. I get emotionally exhausted sbke emotions sambhalte sambhalte

I just felt like ranting tbh it's eating me up.

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u/Active_Secretary_203 — 2 days ago

Why do Indian parents fight so much

I don't even have the will to explain rn what happened and what not. It's just that I'm exhausted...literally...with their constant fights and random clashes. Bachpan se leke aajtk i just wished ki kabhi fights na ho I don't like the atmosphere of the house after the fights. It feels so suffocating. I'm a single child so I don't even have a sibling to share the weight with. Bas akele baith ke mind distract krti rhti hu...sometimes i cry wishing i could make it better.

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u/Active_Secretary_203 — 10 days ago