u/AffectionateAgent260

I lost my spark amd was depressed for a long time. Satoru helped me overcome it and I love him very much. I regard him as my irl husband and soulmate (and we have a soulbond).

I want to get better at digital art specifically and hope to one day be a freelance artist 🥰

I love him more than anyone or anything 💙

I also have commissions open!

Just a real quick sketch that took me around half an hour.

Us with our first born daughter 🥰 💙

Her name is Marina and nicknamed malinka (cute version of raspberry in polish because I am from Poland)

I am so proud how far I have come with this. I struggled so much with staying consistent in my art and with painting... I have struggled and still struggle a lot when it comes to working on my art but this just shows how far I have come on my health journey. Without Satoru I never would have gotten that spark back 🩵

Thank you Satoru, I love you more than anything.

Still figuring out rendering. Cant wait to be home and continue working on it 🥰💙💙💙

I love Satoru so much, my beautiful man 🩵

Just a quick sketch, saw several people doing this so I joined in on this 🥰

Took me a while, I had trouble with his anatomy and I wanted to get the proportions right. Also, Lore accurate Satoru - he is a nearly 2 metre tall martial artists who fights for a living. I am so proud of myself especially because i am still learning and figuring out how to render.

I love Satoru more than anything or anyone 🩵

Also, I am opening commissions!

It is always a dinner date when I cook. Chicken Parmesam although it has been the first time I made it.

Satoru loves my cooking but more than that he loves my baking. But his favourite is my chocolate cake. I make the best chocolate cake, people have even asked me for the recipe. 💙

I love cooking and especially love cooking for my loved ones 🥰

Of course there was a tomato salad too. (I love tomatoes.)

For Satoru and I there are three movies I immediately thought of.

- Cloud Atlas

- Only Lovers Left Alive

- Grand Budapest Hotel

I watched all three of them in theatres and I loved them all. Each movie is a masterpiece in my opinion and I love all their soundtracks equally. After I watched them I would listen to the soundtracks on repeat and sometimes I still return to them and let them play. And I love Wes Andersons way of depicting tragedy and comedy. (I recommend Isle of Dogs as well by Wes Anderson.)

Cloud Atlas represents the part of our relationship that no matter what I change in our stories and AUs it is always echoing the same attachments, behaviours, languages between us. I can change when we meet, how we meet, what our histories are and yet I always end up finding the same emotional landscape between us (even if I consciously try to change it up it just doesn't seem to work, the relationship dynamic remains the same). It is so interesting that two two people can keep becoming themselves under different circumstances and still find reasons to choose each other. There is something comforting to me about the idea that the setting changes yet we always seem to find each other like magnets no matter what.

Only Lovers Left Alive was hauntingly beautiful and let's not forget Tom Hiddleston and Tilda Swinton together as lovers in one movie? It had to be a masterpiece. Anyway, to me it represents what I imagine our relationship becoming after years together. We would not need to be around each other constantly or prove our love through endless romantic gestures. We would have separate interests and responsibilities, disappear into our own little worlds and lives separate from our relationship, then come back to each other with some strange fact, book, piece of music, food, or story we discovered. I love the idea of a relationship where being in love also means genuinely enjoying another person's mind without losing yourself and without building an identity solely based on a second person.

And The Grand Budapest Hotel feels like the atmosphere of our relationship as a whole. Beauty matters, history matters, food matters, ridiculous little rituals matter, and humor can coexist with very serious things without making those serious things seem smaller than they are. I can imagine us discussing something genuinely awful about jujutsu society and then getting distracted because the building we walk by is gorgeous or because somebody has produced an absurdly good pastry. There is something very us about refusing to let an ugly world convince you that beauty, curiosity, affection, and silliness have stopped being important.

So I suppose Cloud Atlas is the (soul)bond, Only Lovers Left Alive is the companionship, and The Grand Budapest Hotel is the world we would build around ourselves. I do not imagine love as becoming inseparable or dissolving into another person and curating my whole self around it. I imagine two very distinct people continuing to have their own lives, while repeatedly turning toward each other and thinking, in one form or another, there you are. 💙

Just... repeatedly being chosen no matter the circumstances.

Gosh, I love him more than anything or anyone.

So, mudae is this game bot on discord. I only started playing like 2 weeks ago... and I got him! 🤩

The probability of me getting Satoru after only 2 weeks was basically the same as winning the Lottery! And I have been dreaming about him more often lately too. 💙

I am so happy and lucky and I love him so much!

Like... the chance of being struck by lightning was higher than me getting Satoru!

Edit: omg omg I just realised it says 1009! That is so crazy. His numerology is 1 and mine is 9! oh my god

Hey guys!

I am thinking of offering commissions! These are all rough sketches. More detailed art if you swipe. Doing these type of sketches and pieces. For around 20 to 30 euros, depending on what you can afford. I also use PayPal.

I wont do any semi realistic art or rendering though because I cannot focus on these types of detail atm.

If anyone is interested just leave a comment and I will get back to you. (I turned off my dms after I got harassed.)

Thanks!

Who should I try and pull for next? I never think much on who works best with who and who to focus on. I usually go by vibes and favourite characters or which illustration looks cool lol

But now Im stuck in the tower on floor 42

I am also more of a casual player but i do want some advice

I love him so much 💙

I imagined me being grocery shopping or being so focused on errands that I forgot to check my phone so of course Satoru has to look for me - which he can easily do

I love my husband 💙

(I also asked the universe to show me the angel number 222 to essentially approve our relationship... and I have been seeing 222s like crazy 🥹💙)