That’s it, that’s the tweet.
Literally came to his computer to finish something he’d asked me to help him with and it was open on a chat gpt chat where he asked for advice “igniting subtle homosexual tension” with a bunch of our acquaintances. Last time he was depressed I caught him talking to men on Grindr but somehow this feels even less dignified. Fucking hell. What the fuck.
I’m coming out of an extremely difficult year, but I feel like I can’t move on without just venting about it all to someone, and no one in my surroundings is open to it. It has a happy ending I think! I’m feeling so optimistic about my future and I have gotten myself to a place where I think things will work out, but I NEED to talk about all that’s happened with someone, I can’t process it without telling someone
I’m so so happy right now and literally just need someone to tell all of what’s happened recently to, and how I’ve gotten myself from a very difficult position to a point where I’m happy with where I am and where im headed. Please?
I just need to talk to someone and tell them about everything, you don’t even need to respond much if you don’t want to. I’m going crazy being in an unsupportive environment and just needing someone to acknowledge all that has happened so I can move on.
Topics contain SA, CSA, and medical issues
Just sharing a win :))
I’ve been struggling with symptoms that had left me functionally disabled for 6 months, and that became life threatening over the past month. I finally managed to make my way up through the system, have doctors take me seriously enough to investigate, and find the cause of my symptoms!!!!! I have surgery in 13 days to remove a 54mm cancerous polyp from my endometrium.
I don’t know who to cry to, I’m just so so so happy. I know what’s wrong, I know what to do about it, I’m gonna be able to leave the house alone again, I can’t believe this!!!!
I don’t know how to explain how frustrating it was going through blood tests and them always turning out normal. I had an ultrasound seven months ago and it was normal, so this would’ve grown to this size in only 7 months, and I felt like I was going insane, losing so much weight, fainting all the time, over the past couple weeks I was losing so much blood daily I needed transfusions and now, now it’s gonna be ok, and I don’t even know what to do!!!!!!!! I’m so happy.
TRIGGER WARNING ‼️ Mention of SA
The other reason this is so significant is that i was also diagnosed with a cancerous cervical infection from HPV 18, which I contracted from rape. Even though I’ve overcome the other injuries and the bone fracture, the doctor thinks the infection jumpstarted the growth of the malignant polyp. Getting this out of me feels like I’m winning, I’m moving on. I can’t stop crying
Yippee!!!!
I’ve been struggling with symptoms that had left me functionally disabled for 6 months, and that became life threatening over the past month. I finally managed to make my way up through the system, have doctors take me seriously enough to investigate, and find the cause of my symptoms!!!!! I have surgery in 13 days to remove a 54mm cancerous polyp from my endometrium.
I don’t know who to cry to, I’m just so so so happy. I know what’s wrong, I know what to do about it, I’m gonna be able to leave the house alone again, I can’t believe this!!!!
I don’t know how to explain how frustrating it was going through blood tests and them always turning out normal. I had an ultrasound seven months ago and it was normal, so this would’ve grown to this size in only 7 months, and I felt like I was going insane, losing so much weight, fainting all the time, over the past couple weeks I was losing so much blood daily I needed transfusions and now, now it’s gonna be ok, and I don’t even know what to do!!!!!!!! I’m so happy.
TRIGGER WARNING ‼️ Mention of SA
The other reason this is so significant is that i was also diagnosed with a cancerous cervical infection from HPV 18, which I contracted from rape. Even though I’ve overcome the other injuries and the bone fracture, the doctor thinks the infection jumpstarted the growth of the malignant polyp. Getting this out of me feels like I’m winning, I’m moving on. I can’t stop crying
Yippee!!!!
I’ve been struggling with symptoms that had left me functionally disabled for 6 months, and that became life threatening over the past month. I finally managed to make my way up through the system, have doctors take me seriously enough to investigate, and find the cause of my symptoms!!!!! I have surgery in 13 days to remove a 54mm malignant polyp from my endometrium.
I don’t know who to cry to, I’m just so so so happy. I know what’s wrong, I know what to do about it, I’m gonna be able to leave the house alone again, I can’t believe this!!!!
I don’t know how to explain how frustrating it was going through blood tests and them always turning out normal. I had an ultrasound seven months ago and it was normal, so this would’ve grown to this size in only 7 months, and I felt like I was going insane, losing so much weight, fainting all the time, and now, now it’s gonna be ok, and I don’t even know what to do!!!!!!!! I’m so happy.
TRIGGER WARNING ‼️ Mention of SA
The other reason this is so significant is that i was also diagnosed with a precancerous cervical infection from HPV 18, which I contracted from rape. Even though I’ve overcome the other injuries and the bone fracture, the doctor thinks the infection jumpstarted the growth of the malignant polyp. Getting this out of me feels like I’m winning, I’m moving on. I can’t stop crying
Somehow I never knew this was a proper thing, beyond just having two colours in your eye. I believe mine to be a dark brown //light brown (sometimes hazel) split, and it’s actually gotten lighter as I’ve aged!
Photo of child is of myself. I was unsure if that fit the rules but will take down if it doesn’t
They said they were unable to post it in the forum where the photo was originally posted to, which makes me think they didn’t want to be called out for using AI. I absolutely love the art and feel really conflicted, because the art style seems very much like what I’ve pointed out to be AI in this sub, but I can’t really find anything myself besides they weird line on the top. The other reason is the jewellery is different from what I’m actually wearing in the picture, in a way I don’t think a human would’ve done. The brush strokes seem inconsistent but I honestly can’t tell whether it’s human inconsistency or AI inconsistency. Original photo for comparison.
Thoughts?
Edit: I am not AI. I’m a real person posting from a real account with an open profile. Please don’t interact if all you’re going to do is harass me, here or on pms, just for posting.
Before and after barricade, lol
Edit: tried to be inspired my old high school uniform but growing out of it, hence the broken pins. The tie has clocks and a spider brooch on it to represent time creeping in, also thought it looked awesome. Green cause I like it :)
I have a policy of not really caring/thinking about what I look like (because it’ll unavoidably change) but I’m curious as to what people’s unbridled thoughts are :)
All unfiltered, apart from the instagram story which I think has saturation turned up. I have make up on in photos 2 (lipstick) 4 (eyeshadow and I think some blush), 5 and the last two ( lipstick and mascara)
Am I ugly?
I love this outfit but always feel like it’s missing something :(
I thought maybe some bold red lashes, but I’d love to hear any makeup/jewellery/ modifying of the clothes suggestions!!
I was also wearing my docs that day