I’m happy we could be in comfy & familiar place while we watched. He seemed to take it well, hopefully next time fireworks happen he will remember everything was okay!
He sat with me the whole time, and now he’s getting treats and playtime (:
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I am actually super sad… I am a huge Sora fan !! He’s my best boy, but I whaled a lot in enstars for years & was very obsessive over him, so I decided to step away to take care of myself, but now I feel horrible about it bc happy ele forgot about him !! :(
Happy Birthday Sora !! 💛 Smh… now I feel like I have to come out of retirement bc I can’t trust anyone to love him properly 😭
The 2nd is first ever photo I saw of my baby ! He’s 5 months now, and this was back when he was 8 weeks.
He does not disappoint 🧡 I still get cute bleps from time to time !
I’ve been feeding him in the crate for the past week, I have never closed the door yet ! I almost feel afraid to try to close the door, because I feel like he trusts being in there now 🥺
I have mixed feelings because right now, Nui has a Rover sitter that he goes to all week when I am at work. He seems to like it there, but I do get worried that I can’t be there to watch him…
I have been thinking of keeping him at home in the crate and letting a dog walker come by 3 times a week and maybe 2 times a week send him to daycare.
I don’t know… I feel like he likes daycare everyday, but I just worry maybe one day he will get into a fight or something will happen because I feel like no one will watch your baby like you watch them!
I also worry about him being lonely or bored because I wouldn’t want to be in a cage all day… 😔
Lately I’ve been trying to make friends, even just online, but I get so overwhelmed… when I post to those “make friends” groups I get flooded with messages… it’s very hard to juggle multiple conversations… so I always give up when it comes to means like that because I have ADHD, and navigating all the requests really stresses me out.
I’ve never had any real friends before… I’d like to make some organically but I feel like I’m at such a loss on how, plus I feel like something about it terrifies me.
Today I have been feeling like I wish I had someone to talk to. Someone I could share my interests with.
I just feel so broken. Idk why it seems so easy for other people. I do have people around me, but sometimes I feel like a place holder. That no one really cares about me in particular… I could be anybody.
The first picture is the first picture I ever took of him 🩷 It will always be my favorite picture of him ! He was 12 weeks old here.
I was surprised at how calm he was… he just let me pick him up and carry him away. He didn’t whine, or wiggle to get down, and he even took a nap in the car.
The only time he did whine was when he had to have a bath !
I got this collar for Nui bc I thought he might be Shiba Inu mix, and everyone kept telling me the same, but he isn’t it all lol, but I still think it looks cute on him.
I may get it in a smaller size bc this one is too big & he keeps biting it ! The last 3 pics are from when he was a little younger a month or so ago !
Not to get too in detail, but I have a mood disorder & have gone through bouts of difficult times all throughout my life. It’s really difficult for me to form connections with people, even family. I have been working on making irl friends, but it’s tough bc I always feel so distant from others.
But I think my dog is the first thing I’ve ever felt this strong of an attachment to. 🥺🧡 It has not been super easy, sometimes he gets really nippy when he’s over tired, and it can be frustrating. He caught parvo awhile back, and it was very expensive to treat, but I’d pay it again in a heart beat. It’s so confusing for me, because I am a very easily overwhelmed person, but doing things for my dog doesn’t feel tiring. I never feel stressed, for some reason all I want to do is give him the best life I can, and I find fulfillment in that, and I’ve been feeling a lot better ever since he came home in April.
I’m just very shocked at how much I care for him. He’s my first dog, so I’m sure all of you already knew how amazing dogs are & i am just very late to the party.
He doesn’t even have to do anything much at all to bring me so much joy. Just laying in bed like this, and him deciding that he wants to curl up beside me for a nap makes me feel amazing.
It’s just really nice to feel needed. It’s really nice to have something that just wants to be with me, even though I struggle with a lot of different things. With my dog I just feel like I’m doing something right & everything is okay.