u/Asleep_Excitement_59

It's quite hilarious. First of all, using the "she wasn't a Liam Payne fan before he died" as the only gotcha you can use against me is so pathetic. Remember, I wanted you all to know that and it's the only reason why you know it.

But it's really rich coming from you guys trying to accuse me of "not being his fan" whatever that means. Because when Reddit had everyone's profile public, I would search each and every one of y'alls history just for a shred of evidence of you all being a fan of Liam's or ever defending him before he died. And guess what? Absolutely nothing. Nada. Zero. Zippity do dah.

Then I get them lame excuse " i DeFeNdEd LiAm oN mY oThEr sOcIaL mEdiA aCcOuNts" which you all refuse to provide any proof of and knowing that no one can verify it.

I mean, why didn't you defend Liam HERE on reddit? Like make it make sense. If you can use your loud ass mouths against me on Reddit and defend the other boys from my call outs against them on Reddit, than surely you could have done the same for Liam when he was alive.

But ya didn't. Because y'all ain't real Liam fans. Just because you are a 1D fan, that doesn't make you a Liam fan. The only reason why you all bother with me or this sub is just so you can defend the other boys from me calling out their extremely shitty treatment of Liam. You also only care about defending the other boys from me calling out their own bad behaviors that you all just love to ignore and turn a blind eye to. You know, the same behaviors you try to falsely accuse Liam of and "hold him accountable for"? But no, you won't get to defend the other boys here. Not in this space. In this space, you will be made to keep that same energy you had for Liam, which was zero energy and absolute silence, when it comes to the other boys getting called out by me or whoever else in this sub. Just like you were silent for Liam when he needed defending, you will also be silent when it comes to the other boys. You have no voice here.

So, with all this being said: Do you really think I'm going to take you all, the ones who have no history of being Liam's fan before he died or defending him before he died and can't provide one iota of proof of being his fan or defending him before he died, seriously when you try to tell me I have no right to be here for Liam?

Pish Posh.

I am more of a Liam fan and have done way more for him than the whole 1D fandom, including his own "fans", combined. I am even more important than just a fan, and even more important than a stan. I am his advocate. A beacon for his truth. And his soldier, chosen by the celestial powers that be. So you all can keep the "fan or stan" status when you all weren't even his fans. I have way more important and honorable titles than you all could ever dream of :)

First, I would like to say, even though I find the solo fans and the 1D fandom in general the most hideous people that roam this planet, I do respect them. I respect the hell out of them. Because they go the whole nine yards for their favorites. They not only support their work, buy every album, stream their music, go to their concerts, but they also fight like HELL for their favorites. They will unite and battle at even the slightest perceived disrespect towards their favorites against any damn body, no matter who it is. They even will flat out make up and invent shit that happened to their fav, just so they can defend them. It's like practice exercises for them to display the power they have, and they wish to show everyone what damage they are capable of doing. That is beyond impressive loyalty. And their idols literally have to do next to nothing to get the extraordinary obscene amount of praise that they get that they did nothing but the bare minimum to earn and don't deserve at all. While in contrast, Liam did massive amounts of good works and really helped people but got no credit whatsoever. No compassion. No nothing. The more good he did, the more he got spat on.

On the other hand, Liam's "fans" however, are the most pathetic bunch of fans/support base I've ever come across in my entire life. Serial killers who committed heinous crimes and are in maximum security prison have a better, more devoted and more loyal fan/support base than Liam ever had.

And ironically enough, it's not because Liam fans are weak. At first, I really just thought they were weak. But, no, no. They aren't weak at all. I learned somewhere down the line that this is not the case. Because I saw how vicious and nasty they can really get because of all people, they let it out on me, Liam's biggest fighter and defender. They have said the most hideous things to me that a person could say and they are quick with it too. I've also seen them get real nasty with others they don't like for other issues that have nothing do with Liam. So I KNOW they can fight just like the rest of solo fans of the other boys. But imagine what went through my mind when they can speak to me in the most nasty of ways possible, but they didn't have that same energy for Liam's own bullies. You can't mean to tell me that I am worse than Liam's bullies. I am a saint compared to all of you souless demons who are Liam's bullies and his "fans" alike. I am a normal person. You all are the crazy ones. But you Liam fans are going to say the shit you said to me, but NEVER to Liam's own bullies? CAUGHT. Then you wonder why I turned on the Liam fans. I didn't attack them first, they attacked ME first long before I even fought back against them. If they can fight that well but choose not to for Liam like that and let all the shit slide against Liam and against his family, that they let slide, then yeah, that's a serious goddamn red flag for me. Liam fans my ass.

And so, the ONLY conclusion that I could draw from that red flag is that Liam's own fans simply didn't really even value him. They simply don't love him enough to fight for him like he deserved. Look, I'm the last person who likes to fight, but when someone is getting annihilated for fifteen years and nothing ever worked to stop it, you tried all the nice ways a million times. You tried every other way. But nothing works. Then that's when you gotta match energy with interest. At that point, it becomes your duty to do so and you all know this. There are so many things that Liam's fans could have used at their disposal against the fans of their favorites to stop them right in their tracks, but y'all refused to. And it's not because Liam's fans are better people who took the high road, but it's because as we established the fact that I've seen Liam fans go absolutely nuts and get real nasty and feral against people they don't like at the drop of a hat, but it's because they simply didn't value Liam enough to put whatever other biases they had whether it was because all Liam fans were hybrid fans, so they refused to check the other boys or call them out for the shitty way they treated Liam, or they had other biases that made them refuse to unite with others for Liam like political bs. The same political bs they preach to be against while supporting their very favorites who are part of that political bs they claim they hate. Such freaking hypocrites. Whatever the case may be, Liam NEVER came first. He always came DEAD last, even for his own pathetic fans. Then you wonder why I hate them and yes, I do mean hate. Liam deserved to come first at SOME point and the fact that he never did, shows you how shitty Liam's own fans are. I look at them with the biggest disdain one can muster. I sincerely do not know who I hate more some days, whether it be Liam's bullies or Liam's own fans. I genuinely mean that with every fiber of my being. In my eyes, they let Liam die when they had the power to stop it. They are so complicit.

Anyway, here's the deal. Back to addressing ALL of the fans who bullied Liam in any manner whether it be overt or covert: Obviously, I know you all have been trying to cancel me like hell since the day I stepped foot here. But I want you to know, that if I were to get banned, lose my groups and lose my account tomorrow, that the fact that I made it this far and for this long and got to get in some major lick backs for what was done to Liam and on behalf of Liam, then I already won a million times over. I dominated y'all in every single battle and defied all odds just by the mere fact that I came this far and still just exist undisturbed in your own pathetic world. In your game. I beat you all at your own games. I shattered your bullshit narratives permanently about Liam so they can never thrive again. It haunts me everyday that I couldn't do this for him when he was alive, but at least I salvaged his true legacy and his truth. I wrecked this fortress of evil y'all built from the inside out and I also shattered the incredible lies you all made to cover up for your idols to maintain their precious image and I removed their veils and exposed who they REALLY are. I proved Liam was the innocent one who was scapegoated for your guilty favs behaviors! I also dodged every single attack meant to take me down like a goddamn champion. I enjoyed every blessed minute y'all seethed and the memories of it will make me smile and keep me warm at night for the rest of my life.

But even I know that I can't last in this space forever. Eventually and I'm sure soon, I will lose my account. And you know what, I am wanting it to happen so bad, to be perfectly honest. I want to be set free. I used to feel guilty for feeling that way because I felt like I was letting Liam down epically for not wanting to do this anymore but he sent me messages saying it's ok for me to leave now. That I did everything that I was supposed to do and/or was able to do. I can't wait to get the hell away from this place.

However, the one thing I can't get over is the fact that Liam is so under-loved and under-valued by his own fans whether they be stans, OT5 or shippers, that you all have almost successfully made me not care about Liam anymore. Isn't that some shit? Like the massive vibe of how much people don't give a proper fuck about Liam, is boomeranging around on to me, of all people. I don't mind being honest about how I feel. I gotta tell you all how I feel because it shows how f*** up y'all are. Y'all are so f*** up, that it's having such a massive profound affect onto me. And let me be clear, all that Justice For Liam bullshit y'all be doing, is the bare minimum. It's low hanging fruit. It's pathetic. That's not enough love for Liam. It's picking and choosing and attacking the least protected. He deserves SO MUCH more than that and the fact that you all refuse to do that for him, flat out tells me you fake Liam fans don't really care about him. Why should I anymore? Most of you don't even use your voices to defend him or call out shit that's done to him and continues to be done to him and his family. Silent Bystanders are worst than bullies. Always remember that. I will always remember y'alls silence and it will always break my heart. Cowards.

Zayn also punched Louis so hard, WITH RINGS ON HIS FINGERS MIND YOU, that it gave Louis a concussion.

Im not a Louis fan by any means but I would never think he deserved all of that. Hitting someone when you have rings on your fingers which is considered a weapon and hitting them so hard it gives them a concussion, no that's not something I could ever approve of no matter how much I didn't like someone and I've said that from day one. I will always take Louis's side on this issue because of how severely f*** up it was. And that was after telling Louis that he needs to get over his own mother's death. I mean my God. That's some sadistic sh** for Zayn to do.

You all have hundreds of fans with these same questions. This girl has been BEGGING you all to answer because no one is giving her the clarification that she needs. You all already rescheduled on her and made her lose out on deposit money for travel accommodations. She was a good enough fan to make new accommodations for your rescheduled shows and this is how you repay her??

Are you really going to risk your young female fans driving five hours away from their home to a concert at night that might not even be happening? Leave them wandering around a city confused??? Do you not care about putting them in predicaments that might be a hazard to their safety???

As a mother I think about these things. Stop screwing with your fans money, time, plans and safety!

are y'all suffering from treachery by the industry or somethin, I'm worried about you all for real 😭 Blink twice if you all need help like a lifeline or rescue mission and tell us what to do lol