u/Azk899

TW ED !

I have an ed, I can’t post on many subs because it’s a sensitive topic which gets me banned.

My Bmi is lower than 15, next week I’m going to work as a janitor, I’ve already worked as a janitor last year which made me lose a lot of weight.

Is there a high chance I get hurt this time around if work there and has anyone advises on how I could reduce the potential injuries ?

I just hit my lowest weight and nothing has changed, I don’t feel better but I’m so scared to recover or gain weight because I know I’ll feel worse.

My parents don’t know my weight yet and I’m scared of their reaction, I don’t know what to do and recovery feels just impossible after so many years of being disordered but I can’t continue because I’ll know it’s getting too dangerous…

I’ve been treated for an ed for the past few years, in September I met a new therapist, it did not click with her or my nutritionist.

For the past few months I’ve been going there, basically speaking less than 10 sentences in a 45min-1hrs session and that’s it, no progress, no changes, not because she’s bad but because I don’t want to change, I’ve had an ed since I was 14, I’m used to live with it and can’t imagine my life without it.

My dad is annoyed that he has to drive me there, I’m annoyed that he has to drive me there, but my mom still believes that it will help me.

Today, my therapist closed my case because of a mutual agreement that we’re both losing our time, I’m taking the place of someone who needs therapy more than I do, I’m wasting her time and my dad’s time.

Now how do I tell my mom that my therapist closed my case ? I already know there’s going to have a crazy argument between her and my dad, but I want to minimize the damage, I don’t want to hurt her too much, I know I’m the worst daughter for not trying to get help for my mom but I honestly can’t do it, I’m so used to living with my ed.

Please help I don’t know what to do 🥲

For context I love wearing very girly fashion, often wearing skirts and dresses, today I was wearing a brown floral dress, loafers and thighs high socks, I was also wearing a cardigan covering my arms, so I was mostly covered.

I was going to a brunch with a friend and when walking out my home, my dad started getting mad at my socks, he told me that I looked like those « ladies behind a glass, selling their body » and that, if anything was to happen to me, it would because of the way I was dressed.

I was honestly disturbed by that last sentence but not really shocked since it’s pretty on brand for him, after coming home I barely spoke to him, and at dinner when he talked to me, I simply nodded.

Now he’s mad at me for not talking to him, telling me that I shouldn’t be treating him like that, Am I overreacting by ignoring him after he told me that I looked like a prostitute and that my outfit was going to get me harmed ??

Please do not mention any number!

I hope this type of post is allowed if not, please delete this post 🫶

I have had anorexia for years now, I gained a bit of weight and I even thought I’m still lower than what I should be but I feel like I would look better in jirai kei if I was smaller, I don’t know if I feel this way because of stress or because of the fact that very popular jirai influencers are very skinny.

Has anyone felt that way before ?

I know it’s not that deep and it’s just dolls, but if feels genuinely so disrespectful from Mattel to announce a doll coming in less than 2 days and not give even the slightest hint on who’s doll it is… I have been looking forward to the pride packs ever since it was announce, was even ready to drop more than a hundred euro for the dolls and fang club members but now I’m reconsidering…Especially since I’m in my exam season and can’t spend all my time refreshing their instagram page in hopes of news, I just don’t understand and why they’re so bad at communicating with their community :(

Hi ! I hope this post is allowed and not too redundant, if it is please feel free to delete it !

I was wondering about the pride two packs that was coming up, a month ago so many leaks were shared but since then I haven’t seen anything regarding Valentine and Spelldon, does any one have more info on the release date, the availability,… ? Thanks !