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The first guy I’ve tried manifesting back ended up getting his new gf pregnant and he rubbed it in my face “I know you’re mad ur not having my baby”

The second guy… my most recent ex suddenly went to jail 2 weeks after the break up. I manifested him calling me from jail another time but… nothing. It’s been like 6 months already. I could’ve sworn I seen him with another girl a couple days ago. It looked just like him…

The third guy… he told me he wasn’t ready for a relationship. He rlly did like me but he said he was just hurting me since I needed more time and attention. then my friend found him on a dating app a month later

This other guy was the WORST. He’ll come back and beg me to be his gf but he wasn’t acting the way I wanted him to so id refuse. Rlly bad mysoginist. I later found out he had a gf the whole time and they were on and off. He cheated on her with other girls as well. It hurt me

The 5th… well we had a deep connection just like the third but he said he wasn’t ready for a relationship. He was open to it but I said it was best to cut contact in hopes that he’ll come back when my manifestation came up

Idk… it seems like with my sp something bad always pops up. I’ll be happy living in the end and all. Visualizing. Forgetting about it. Affirming from time to time then bam… is it a purge? getting bad before it gets good? Idk…

He deactivated his account out of nowhere. He said he wanted something serious with me. We started off as fwb. When I asked him what are we he said. I thought we had something… I know ppl won’t take it seriously bc we wernet official but he said he wanted something serious and was rlly nice to me and everything. We started off as fwb then he said he wanted something more

“well we obviously more than fwb cuz there's feeling involved i want serious but im not in a rush either im just going with the flow really i wouldnt say we dating either cuz ofc i haven't asked u out properly but i hope we're exclusive at least for the time being”

The “going with the flow” made me feel a bit weird since we have been acting like a couple… we spent the day tg last week 10pm-7am at the movies then the park. We cuddled and were kissing for like 30 mins straight. “I love kissing you”. So I felt like wdym you’re going with the flow😭we’re acting like a couple but i understand bc it’s a big thing. He’s only been in long lasting relationships

The day after he told me that I told him if he ever feels like he can’t be with me he doesent need to explain himself. He said he’d block me like how I blocked him in the past. It was my fault due to miscommunication and me getting upset. I asked what would be the reason “i would be doing it for myself i think that's a good reason🤣🤣” he usially doesent speak to me like that

Hours after, he deactivated his account. He sent me something, idk what it was bc it says “this message is no longer available bc the account is deactivated”

Idk what to do in so anxious. I hope he’s okay. Why ghost me by deactivating his account instead of blocking me? How can I move on from being anxious. Why did he do this? We have great chemistry and he seemed rlly nice. I just hope he’s okay

My self concept is pretty good but overall I have sm trouble with identity shifting… shifting to the person that has the version of the sp that I want. Yes my sp wants me but whenever we’re in contact he’s just so ignorant and not the version of him I want. It’s giving f boy and he’s always lying. Yes I have him back and had him begging for another chance but I don’t want to be with someone who’s a liar.

I believe I’m always chosen and I’m amazing and whatever but I also have the deep rooted belief that the guys I want don’t rlly like me back and if they do it won’t last. Or that if we do date they’ll still be stuck in their old ways (like sp)

He was practically begging me to take him back but he was being a liar, a bit misogynistic, and overall just bad… like he was trying but the real him makes it hard for it to be the way I wanted it to be. Idk how to get into detail without not getting into too much detail but yes he likes me but the way he is isn’t good. How do I manifest a good mature version of him? Him to change?

Hello, what does the Texas rda exam look like? What should I study the most

Idk if I could say “I lost him again” but the situation we were in was unfavorable so I cut him off. Idk if I did the right thing. I only want to accept the end I want. Please tell me if I overreacted. I feel like maybe I assumed the worst when what happened happened

So we were fwb and he had me blocked. I wanted a real relationship and for him to unblock me.

Well… that’s what happened. He unblocked me and said he wanted a relationship with me once I told him I’m now looking for a relationship.

Things were great. Right after work he’d call me and we’d fall asleep tg on the phone. He always called when he could.

I told him I wanna wait for sex and he said he’s in no rush. I was worried he only wanted sex bc we started off as fwb

So our first date I feel like he could’ve got me drunk to sleep with him but idk? I got drunk at the bar and he started becoming more touchy. He then said I can cool off in the car which I thought was weird but idk.

We ended up sleeping tg😓

Idk I didn’t rlly want to but to be fair if I said no he probably would’ve agreed to no intimacy. I’m not trying to paint him out as a bad guy but I did have a feeling he got me drunk for a higher chance of that happening… idky I didn’t say no when I didn’t want to. I guess I just wanted him to feel good idk. Not saying he’s a bad guy bc how is he supposed to know my thoughts? Maybe he thought I wanted the same thing and changed my mind on wanting intimacy but idk

immediately after he dropped me off, I texted him sayinf I felt like he got me drunk to sleep with him and how I said I wanted to hold off on sex. It just upset me at the time but now I’m thinking ab it and it’s not his fault bc even tho I didn’t want it, I did go along with it and I could’ve said no. He can’t tell what I’m thinking but at the same time I feel like he could’ve wanted me to get drunk so we have a higher chance of doing stuff idk. it’s not his fault tho since I could’ve said no but chose not to even if I didn’t want to

so yeah rn idk what to do with my sp😭I manifested him back…with what I wanted and I got him back but then that happened…it made me think that he just wanted me for intimacy so I cut him off but now I’m starting to wonder if I did the right thing/overracted bc I thought his intentions were bad or that I didn’t manifest the version of him I wanted