u/BasilikStudios

Pls guys i wanna find my fellow KOG fans its so peak
(Its made by the same creator as the Owl House (Dana Terrace my GOAT), if u haven’t watched I really recommend but ONLY if u can handle horror and gore, it’s very bloody and horrific,,)

(This should go without saying but dont harass anyone if you find the video)

Thankfully this doesn’t bother me that much or make me uncomfortable, because as my current self i am a paragirl, and im comfy with feminity and i literally HC/remember myself as a nonbinary transfem paraboy (so it kinda even gives me euphoria?). In fact, if anything this video mostly just makes me laugh so hard because like WHAT???? XD this might be satire or ragebait but still… thats wild bro im crine 😭

I have no problem with genderbends (in fact, i love seeing fem pentious art) or trans headcanons, but this wasnt the case, it was literally like “Did you know, Sir Pentious is actually a woman”, and the reasoning behind it is… interesting, to say the least? It seems that theyre taking my human form as evidence that I am a woman, but uhhhh i just,, i just look feminine,,,, is that not allowed?

Apparently im a woman cause i:
-Have long flowing hair
-Twirl my hair
-Am easily flustered and cry a lot, especially about my eggs

Like uhhh,, gender stereotypes in the big 2026 🫩 and the video keeps referring to me as “she”, which i have never been referred to with in the entire show. That’s frustrating because, yes i am a man, that doesn’t mean I’m not allowed to cry or be emotional or shy, yes i get very flustered around Cherri, yes i cried after losing my eggs, but im still a man, that doesn’t mean im a girl?? I can be a boy and look feminine and have feminine behaviors :/ in fact i remember that being a gender non-conforming boy was an important part of my identity.
Plus i think that the stereotype that men don’t cry or show vulnerability is really harmful… cause mental health matters for everyone… and this video just feels so binary and essentialist, implying that there can’t be any variation of gender expression or identity, that its only the STRONG men and the SHY women,, sighhhhhhh, patriarchy sucks, it hurts everyone…

On a more lighthearted note, this video feels SO fucking funny to me because how can you be so confidently wrong??? 😭😭😭😭😂😂
However i will say that there is ONE thing that they got right, it’s that I’m incredibly cute! ☆⌒(≧▽​° )

Inspired by this post: https://www.reddit.com/r/fictionkin/s/Gj2DVZ3KkK

Im so sorry u/No-Acanthisitta4153 i just couldn’t get this image out of my head after reading this-

(Side note, i dont mean to make fun of the emo subculture, i myself love it and my clothing style is inspired by emo as well as some other subcultures, and i like listening to MCR, but this thought just felt so funny i just had to make this)

This is mainly a doublecall because i really want to meet other Pentiouses but also a regular sourcecall because i miss u guys!!

Yeah idk if im ever gonna use it for anything (especially with how tedious it is to draw) but this was very fun! Im very proud :>
Feel free to ask for any definitions!

1-Paragirl
2-Themismasculine
3-Boygirl
4-Rabies Pride
5-Asexual
6-Cupioromantic
7-Genderfluid
8-Non binary girl
9-Transmasc
10-Evilgender
11-Anxiety disorder
12-Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria
13-AuDHD
14-Azurgirl
15-Femboy
16-Fictionkin

Im transmasc in this life, but i remember being transfem as Pentious. However i was also non-binary/genderqueer and a paraboy (=mostly male) as well as a demigirl, so i was transfem but not a trans woman. Just like in this life i am transmasc but not a trans man, because i am a paragirl and demiboy. So despite being the « opposite way » as my version of Pen, i actually have a similar experience in this life than the one i had in my canon.

Heyo!!! Im Sir Pentious from Hazbin Hotel (highest/ID kin), and i yume romantically with Cherri Bomb! She’s my beautiful gf i love her with all my heart <3 i also yume in a parental way with the Egg Boiz, they are my babies :3

Im also Rouxls from Deltarune and im a parental yume of Lancer! My silly little boy :3

And im also Fold from Gameoverse and i yumeship romantically with Miss Information!

Damn I’m tired and OH SHIT I SHOULD REALLY GET GOING IM GONNA BE LATE-

Hehehehehehe im happy wish me luck guys :3 im a bit scared of the amount of work i gotta admit-
Morning class is live model session and afternoon is character design classes! Very excited :3

So, Sir Pentious has always been my highest kin, my favorite character in all of media, and my only kin for a long time. It was normal for me. But now i recently kinfirmed Rouxls Kaard from the hit game Deltarune made by indie creator Toby Fox (idk why but it’s funny to say all that when i know dam well i could just say “from Deltarune” XD), not thinking much of it, foolishly thinking “okay he’s gonna be another med/low kin”… well he became my second-highest kin, maybe even highest kin, in the span of a few days from sheer hyperfixation. And i made a lot of posts as him lately. And, don’t get me wrong, i love it, it gives me a lot of euphoria.

However. I was always known as Pentious. Pentious is the character i built my whole sense of self around (okay that one might be an exaggeration). He has been (haha like hazbin… get it) my fav character in all media, and highest kin, for so long, and I’m afraid of change. I know i don’t have to choose, and I can be all my kins at once, even if i post more frequently as one of them, but I’m scared that if I don’t post a lot as Pentious anymore, you guys will no longer see me as him. And it makes me sad. Because he’s still me, he’s still there. Is this a common experience? I still want to be seen as Pentious…

I don’t know. Feeling kinda down. I know I’m overthinking, but comfort would be appreciated /nf

-Pentious

I made a bracelet with Rouxls’ color palette today! Very happy!

I also included Pentious’ bracelet because… i guess i needed to reassure myself that I’m still him? Cause yeah, tiny side note, I’m kind of worried that, because I’m posting as Rouxls so much lately, people here won’t see me as Pentious anymore, which makes me anxious because I still see him as a high kin, he’s just not the main focus atm… I’m probably just overthinking things ^^”

I’ve talked before about how i feel like my kins are alternate versions of each other, but I’m starting to also notice parallel between some sourcemates :3c

Miss Information reminds me of Cherri Bomb. I ship Fold/myself with Miss Information, and I think in my canon we were dating or at least had something going on. Our dynamic reminds me of the dynamic I had with Cherri Bomb as Pentious, kind of frenemies/rivals with a lot of romantic tension. Plus they had a kinda similar personality, being really confident and liking to annoy me XD I also think the way I see Cherri kind of « bleeds » into how i see my version of Miss Info.

Lancer reminds me of my Egg Boiz, and same thing, I feel like the way I see my Eggs kind of bleeds into how I see Lancer. Similarly to them, Lancer was a silly goofy kid I had a sorta-parental relationship with, and both really annoyed me at times but were very endearing. I love my kiddos <3

(Second pic creds: @_tunabelly on twitter)

I’m a bit nervous, but to be honest i don’t really see why it would go wrong. It’s only my second time seeing this therapist, but she seems nice and i don’t think she’s gonna judge me (plus if a therapist judges u theyre just not doing their job correctly). I think i’m going to explain how my brain gets really attached to fictional characters to the point of self-identification, and that it helps me cope with stuff like low self-esteem or stress, and to visualize the different aspects of my identity to get a more stable sense of self. I’ll also probably say that i found some really nice community spaces (wink wink) to share my experiences and relate to people out there who have similar experiences, and it also helps me affirm/nurture those identities and « get in the mindset » in a way. For now the fictionkin label has brought me a lot of comfort and joy, so i don’t really see why it would be a bad thing. Still, i hope she’s understanding- but it should be fine

-Sir Pentious and Rouxls Kaard (oh and also Fold i guess. But he’s a rlly low kin and i have low attachment to him compared to the other 2. Maybe that will change when episode 2 comes out)

I just made this meme and i am giggling
Like yes i just KNOW every time i walked somewhere and i was like « GUYSE. LOOKETH. I HAVE COMETH UP WITH A BRILLIANT PUZZLE! » everyone just GROANED and they were like « ugh not this guy… » /lh (i am laughing while writing this)

(No but i love kinning him (and kinning pathetic characters in general) because i consider myself a very annoying and pathetic person which gives me low self esteem (working on that btw, its slowly getting better), and me being a kin of him helps me see this side of myself in a more positive light, it feels like reclaiming my « annoying » side if that makes sense?)

Dont hold back /silly

It’s called AlternaVerKin or AlternaVerFictKin (i admit the name might sound a little convoluted), and it’s when you believe/feel that multiple of your kins are alternate versions of each other. This can be because of similar character traits, similar memories you have, source/canonmates from one of your sources that remind you of source/canonmates from another one, anything really. This can be because of spiritual beliefs, but not necessarily, anyone can use it (psychological, spiritual, etc).

Feel free to copy/paste the definition or rephrase it. Credits are not required

Why is this so funny to me……. I mean, it does fit with how i remember myself?? (I was very much genderqueer)
But still this is so funny for some reason 😭😭😭😭

I feel a bit more like myself! /ref
-Pentious

IM GETTING A 3-COLOR RACCOON TAIL WITH MY KINS COLOR PALETTE (red/yellow/black) IM SSSSO HAPPY!!